Mark of a Fallen Angel
Chapter Ten
By: Kigen
It's rated M now, but still heavily censored. Check out the adult fan fiction . Net version for the uncensored, sadistic stuff.
Side note, special thanks to Faraway Dawn for abuse musing. She suffers for your amusement.
Disclaimer: Not mine. My recent obsession with uke Sasuke rather than fem Lysersg is proof of that.
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Akiko came back into Lyserg room, a warm water bottle in her arms. It was already the second day and Lyserg still hadn't gotten out of bed. Laying a cool hand on Lyserg's forehead, the small girl let out a small whimper before her bloodshot eyes opened.
"Please tell me I'm dying. Please tell me that's the reason for all the blood." Lyserg whimpered, curling tighter on herself.
"I know it feels like you're bleeding alot Sweetie, but it's not that much. You're not dying." Akiko reassured her, stroking Lyserg's hair comfortingly.
"I wish I was." Lyserg whispered.
"I brought something that'll help the pain." Akiko pushed the blankets off of Lyserg's shoulders. "Lay on your back, and I'll place this on your stomach. It'll help with the cramps." Akiko nudged Lyserg until she was laying on her back and placed the hot water bottle on her lower stomach. "Does that help sweetie?"
"A little." Lyserg admitted, her face drawn. "It still hurts though."
"It's your first period Lyserg." Akiko explained, her hand moving the water bottle to the side to gently massage Lyserg's stomach. "It's normal to have cramps and pain. And you're body is just getting over to the change. It's going to hurt."
"How much longer until it stops?" Lyserg relaxed under Akiko soothing fingers.
"It can last anywhere from three days to a week. Usually it will last only five days though."
Lyserg nodded. She had three more days of this to look forward too.
Akiko continued to run her hands over Lyserg's stomach, relieved when all the tension finally left her body. "Do you feel like trying to eat something now?"
"No thank you." her stomach still felt strange, though the pain had dulled.
"It'll halp the ache iin your stomach if you eat a little." Akiko reassured her.
"Only a little." Lyserg agreed.
Akiko smiled, relieved. Lyserg hadn't eaten since yesterday morning, when she had started her cycle. "Okay, I'll be right back. Is there anything special you want?"
"Just... something hot." Lyserg answered.
"All right, I'll be back in a moment." Akiko pulled the blankets back over Lyserg and left.
Lyserg curled back onto her side. Her stomach hurt, she felt sick, her breasts were sore; and that wasn't even the worse part. She was having her period because she was a girl. Because she would bear Hao's child.
And now that her body was able to...
Akiko opened the door again. In her arms was a tray with hot tea and chicken a la king over rice. "Hey, you need to sit up Sweetie, I brought you your dinner."
Lyserg looked over her shoulder, and sat up.
Akiko placed a pillow on her lap, and the food tray on top of the pillow. "Chicken a la King over rice, and chamomile tea. It'll help your stomach." She assured Lyserg.
Lyserg nodded again, taking a few tentative bites. She didn't eat much of the food, but enough that Akiko was happy with her. Taking the food tray away, and leaving the tea behind, Akiko refilled the water bottle with more water. When she returned, she placed it on Lyserg's stomach again, and smoothed back her hair. "You look tired sweetie, why don't you try to take a nap?"
Lyserg had barely slept more than a doze since her period.
With sleepy eyes, Lyserg nodded, the exhaustion catching up with her.
"Good night sweetie. Pleasent dreams." Akiko blew out most of the candles.
"Night." Lyserg said softly, curling onto her side.
The pain that jolted through her stomach was far less persistant now.
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"She's starting early, way too early." Akiko pointed out to Hao. "It can't be good for her body."
"You act as though you're surprised that the one I chose to be my queen is adapting so fast."
"Not surprised, worried. Are you sure that she isn't adapting too fast?"
"She's not." Hao said. "Her body is now able to bear children. She will be ready in another month or so to carry a child with normal risks." Hao looked at Akiko. "What 'rules' are you going to set in place?"
"Go slowly." Akiko repeated herself. "You need to take this in steps. Try being able to go into the same room as her without her panicking first. After that hapens, we'll worry about how far to take it next."
"How long do you expect this plan to take?" Hao asked. "Two weeks have passed since she originally broke, and she still physically recoils from me."
"It's hard to say."
"Hn. She will be ready to conceive in a few weeks. I plan on taking her by then."
"You'll have to at least try the plan if you don't want Lyserg to be traumatized."
"I will follow your rules for now Akiko. However, even I have a limited patience." Hao left the room.
Akiko sighed. Hao was starting to get impatient. She wondered just how much longer she could keep the ancient shaman at bay.
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Lyserg's eyes fluttered open when she heard the door creak. She had almost been asleep. Why had Akiko come back? She had already eaten dinner, and Akiko shouldn't have been back until the next morning.
Sitting up on her elbows, she peered to the doorway.
"Akiko?" she squinted through the darkness of the room.
"Not quite."
Lyserg froze, her breath coming a bit more labored.
"You shouldn't tense everytime I enter the room my queen. It will only make things more difficult than they need to be later on."
"What do you want?" Lyserg's hands were twisted in sheets below the blankets.
They were shaking.
"Calm down Lyserg. I'm not going to do anything to you." Hao was at the side of the bed.
"Then why are you here?" Lyserg slide as far away from Hao as she could.
"I came to spend a bit of quality time with my queen. Is it that much of a surprise to you?"
"You're not touching me." Lyserg hissed.
Hao just smirked. He pulled off his gloves, his cloak, and pulled back the sheets.
Lyserg cringed when she felt the matress dip under the shaman's weight.
She squeezed her eyes shut as she felt his arms wrap around her shoulders.
Her heart skipped a beat when she felt herself being pressed against his chest
"Why are you doing this?" Lyserg whispered, tears burning her eyes when she felt Hao's hand cup the side of her face. "You've already turned me into a girl, made me bleed..." Lyserg whimpered, a soft sobs escaping her lips.
"Why can't you just leave me alone?"
Hao's finger's brushed against Lyserg's tears. "There is no reason to cry Lyserg. I will not touch you." Hao's lips pressed a falsely gentle kiss to Lyserg's brow.
"I am only here to keep you company for the night."
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Lyserg tensed as she felt the lathered washcloth slide down her bare back.
The cloth continued it's path; down her back, along the curve of her neck, down the center of her chest, to swirl around her belly button. Lyserg felt warm lips press against her damp shoulder, twisting into a cruel smile.
She closed her eyes and bit down the whimper in her throat.
Hao rinsed the suds from her body, doing the same to his own. Taking her hand in his, he guided her into a standing position and to the waiting bathtub. He sat in the steaming water, pulling Lyserg to sit in his lap.
The whimper escaped when Lyserg felt strong arms wrap around her waist.
Hao tsked. "Relax Lyserg. Surely this isn't frightening you, is it?"
No, Lyserg wasn't scared; and that was the problem.
She was uncomfortable to say the least; anxious, nervous, her stomach was twisting itself into shapes she didn't know the names of.
But she wasn't afraid.
She should have been. She shouldn't be so relaxed in the murder's arms.
She shouldn't be so calm feeling Hao's slightly hardened member beneath her.
Hao stayed still though, his lips occassionally pressing aginst Lyserg's neck or shoulders. His hands would rub and carress her flesh, though never straying from her abdomen.
Lyserg almost made a contented sound when Hao kissed the back of her ear.
Hao smirked, feeling Lyserg squirm ever so subtly to his caresses.
After far too long, when the water had started to cool, did Hao finally release his grip on her. Lyserg stood, and quickly dried off, hugging the towel around her torso protectivlly.
Hao watched as she moved. She didn't scramble away as she used to. She didn't wince when he touched her.
He was slowly working his way into to her.
He would prefere a quicker progression, but was satisfied for the moment. It had only been five days since his talk with Akiko. She was moving faster than he had expected.
Lyserg left the bathroom, quickly dressing into a pair of pajamas. Sitting on the bed, she wasn't surprised to feel the brush along her hair. Hao had made it his ritual to brush her hair whenever the opportunity arose.
Hao noted the length of Lyserg's locks as he pulled them down, before they rose back into their spikes. "You're hair is growing longer my queen."
It had been at least two months since her last haircut, so that was of no surprise to her. Avoiding mirrors had caused her not to notice.
She didn't enjoy seeing her reflection.
"I'll ask Akiko to cut it." Lyserg murmured. It sickened her that her voice came out even and calm. That there was no stutter present.
"No." Hao stopped. "I want to see it longer."
Lyserg bit her lip. "All right."
Why couldn't she muster the strength to fight back?
Hao set the brush down, standing. Taking Lyserg's chin in his hand, he tilted her head upwards. His other hand cupped her cheek, and he leaned down and placed a chaste kiss to Lyserg's lips.
"Sweet dreams my queen." Hao brushed back her hair before leaving.
Lyserg sat there a few moments longer, before crawling under the bedcovers.
KimMi: She hated Hao. She hated being weak. She hated being female and having to bend to Hao's wishes.
But most of all, she hated the flutter in her stomach whenever Hao kissed her.
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Someone's walls are weakening. Who knows what's in store for Lyserg next.
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