Author's Notes: I'm back! Spent all last night on here! Thanks to everyone who reviewed.
I warn you… SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER AND THE NEXT!!!
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x-Tez-The-Pink-Cookie-X: Well hello there! Glad you took the time to read this, as I know you don't really like Doctor Who. I'm going to make you watch the DVDs with me, and then we'll see whether you like it or not!
Thanks!
The Doctor sulked in his room; a regular habit since that day. Lately, he couldn't even bring himself to say her name. The woman he loved, banished from his life forever.
But it wasn't what he wanted to feel. As horrible as it sounded, he didn't want to be with her; he didn't want either of them to be hurt. She'd die in front of him, and he'd live on… alone.
Why do I love you? he thought desperately. One minute she was his everything, and then suddenly she's leaving, suddenly that promise of love has gone, suddenly… breathing, seems so hard to do.
Oh Rose, I love you so much but I can't have you… ever. Even if I was with you in person… I'm a Time Lord! If only you were a Time Lady… What am I saying? I'd stay with you dammit!
Sighing, the Doctor lifted himself off his bed and walked into the control room. Rose's jacket was still hooked over the railing.
A single tear slipped down the Doctor's cheek and he furiously wiped it away. He gently pulled up the maintenance panel and lowered himself into it. He was about to commence his usual tinkering when the TARDIS rumbled urgently at him.
'What is it girl?' he asked nervously, yanking himself out and closing the maintenance panel. She rumbled again and the screen lit up. The Doctor read the screen and almost screamed.
I thought black holes where a gateway to another universe?
'Ha ha!' the Doctor jumped up and down, punched the air and screamed; 'Rose Tyler, I'm coming for you!'
It was hard for Rose. The Doctor left her crying like she thought she'd never stop. He let her down… how can she love him when he isn't around?
Rose looked to the morning but he never came. She made her life out of loving the Doctor.
Sighing, she collapsed on her bed. Everything she ever wanted had passed her by.
Ouch… Rose thought. Something was burning into her leg from her jean pocket. She rummaged through and found the source of heat.
The TARDIS key.
Hope rising in her heart, Rose leaped up, then tiptoed out into the dark street.
Rose grinned at what she saw materialising in front of her. A dark haired man left opened the door and smiled when he saw Rose standing there.
'Rose!' he cried.
She giggled and ran up to him, throwing herself into his embrace.
The Doctor pressed his lips to Rose's in a loving kiss, but Rose wanted more. She tried to deepen the kiss, but the Doctor pulled away.
'What time is it?' he asked.
'Half eleven,' Rose answered.
The Doctor grabbed her hand when Rose ran off, and proceeded to be dragged back to her house, which was considerably larger than her old flat in the Powell Estate.
Quietly, Rose led the Doctor up to her bedroom; top floor, the only room besides the hall. No-one below could hear anything that went on in there.
Rose closed her door, and when she turned around, she found herself trapped against her door, the Doctor's arms blocking anyway of escape. His hungry eyes bore deep into hers.
'Rose…' he whispered.
'I love you, Doctor. I missed you so much.
'Love you too…' was all he could manage before his lips were upon Rose's, with more passion than she ever knew existed.
Rose pushed herself against the Doctor, forcing him backwards. Before he knew what was happening, he'd been thrown onto her bed, with her on top.
He threw off his trench coat, and then his suit jacket. He looked her deep in her eyes, while she played with his shirt buttons prior to undoing them and discarding of his shirt.
'I don't think that's fair,' the Doctor teased, fingering the bottom of her top.
'Then go ahead,' she urged him.
It didn't take long before she was under her duvet, totally naked with the Doctor in the same condition next to her. Five minutes ago they'd been climbing the walls, willing themselves not to scream each other's name so Pete, Jackie and Charlotte didn't hear them.
The Doctor kissed her neck softly, 'love you,' he breathed against her skin.
Rose shivered, longing to feel him inside her again.
'Get some sleep,' the Doctor told her. 'I think we both need it.'
Author's Notes: Okay, so not MAJOR smut, but I had to get it in there somewhere; I don't really want to go overboard… R&R please!
