A/N: Decided that I am not going to Discontinue this story, I know that it has been forever since I have updated and that I did in fact say that I was done, but here I am with a new chapter. Hope I still have some readers ):

Sonya's eyes followed Damon's form as he took a seat on Alaric's leather couch, she wasn't going to start talking to him until he did so watching him was the best way to know that he was doing what she had asked him to. She opted to stay standing in order to keep her eyes on him more effectively, standing mere feet away from him was where she decided to stay until she was finished with her explanation.

"Alright, I'm sitting down. Now tell me what the hell is going on Sonya." said Damon with a sneer, he was loosing his patience, all that he ever wanted was the truth and now he was going to get it.

Sonya's eyes turned into slits at his words, the tone of his voice and the look that he was giving her was not making her happy in the least bit, but she was irritated at that current moment so she was going to be a little bit touchy with him for a while.

"Watch the tone, I am seriously in no mood for your 'I'm Damon Salvatore, I'm scary, fear me' shit. It's getting old, fast," she said with venom in her voice, "I was turned by Klaus not too long after him and his family was created, I was sick with some disease that I still do not know the name of and was dying rapidly. I had been with Klaus and Elijah for maybe a year before all of this happened, before my sickness and before I knew about vampires. I was a witch but I wasn't into doing spells and the like, not all witches do that you know.

Anyway, Klaus had said for months and months that he would not turn me until I was ready and until I had asked him to do it, but he lied to me, he turned me only three months after his promise to me when Elijah had threatened to do it himself if he had not done it and soon. I'm not related to them, not even a little bit, Klaus is only my maker and was my lover.

I loved him so much, y'know, and I thought that the two of us were going to be together forever but obviously that wasn't the case. I couldn't forgive him for turning me against my will and I still don't forget him, I refuse to. Like Katerina told you I was able to survive for nearly two months without completing the transition, without dying and I thought 'hey maybe if I drink, I will finally be able to die and be at peace.' but it didn't work out that way. Obviously.

I was gone for hundreds of years before I returned to Elijah and Klaus, that was around a year before Katerina showed up at our castle home; I still hadn't forgiven Klaus and hell, I even stopped loving him, but then I started to fall in love with Elijah and I think that he had been in love with me as well and that's when Katerina showed up. I hated her immediately because she caught Elijah's attention, but not only did she catch Elijah's attention, she caught Klaus' as well." explained Sonya, her voice was devoid of any emotion until she had mentioned Klaus or Elijah's names, he voice was hard and tearful when she had begun.

Damon continued to sit there and just listen, his eyes had widened at the information of her being in love with Klaus and then Elijah and they turned hard when she'd mentioned Klaus killing her the way that he had, he couldn't understand what the son of a bitch did that for, he could tell in her voice that she had been close to practically begging him to turn her into a vampire. She had wanted to spend eternity with the Original Vampire but he had gone and broke her heart, he'd broken it to the point where she was a freaking Ripper.

When Katherine had told him what she had done at first he wasn't able to believe it, but now that Sonya was talking, he was finally able to let it sink it. She had been a Ripper and she had enjoyed it, that much he could tell and that just didn't sit right with him, what if she were to become a Ripper again? And what if she ended up getting Stefan back into his monstrous ways?

"I'm just going to skip over everything else that Katerina has told you because I can confirm that what she said is correct, she told you the truth about me Damon, I was a Ripper and I can't lie anymore. I enjoyed it, Damon, it made me feel in control and the blood, don't even get me started on the whole blood thing.

I loved it, I loved blood but then I met you and it all changed, suddenly the blood and power wasn't good enough for me and I didn't want you to have to deal with that shit, it wasn't something I wanted for you to see. I guess that was kind of stupid since Stefan was basically the same as I was when I had been that way, when I had been the monster that is inside all of us. I loved you too much to do that to you though, so I turned on my humanity faster than you could blink because of you and I honestly think that if I had never met you I would still be that monster and I cannot, will not, let myself be that way ever again.

I will kill myself before I release that kind of thing into the world, it's not going to happen ever again, I can say that with complete certainty. All I need is someone around who is willing to kill me if I manage to become that way again, if Klaus ever forces that upon me I need to know that the world will be safe. That those whom I love will be safe."

Sonya's eyes quickly cut to Alaric as he walked out of the kitchen, a glass of water in one hand and a glass of red wine in the other, it was obvious who the wine was for since he knew that she enjoyed it; it reminded her of blood and made her feel like she was already drinking it so that she didn't feel hungry and it worked just fine, that was what she loved about the alcoholic drink. He handed the glass to her with a small smile before taking a seat on the other end of the couch from Damon who eyed the little exchange with a frown, he wasn't liking the looks the two were sending each others way, it was making him jealous. A jealous Damon is not a pleasant Damon.

"So you aren't related to them but you've said that you were since I met you? Why the hell would you say that you were related to them in the first place, Son, I would have understood if you had told me the truth instead of spreading your lies," said Damon, his eyes were a dark blue and his jaw was set firmly, tell tale sign that he was not happy in the least bit. "How do I know that you aren't lying to me right now?"

"Because, I'm not lying Damon, there are a handful of people that you can ask for confirmation if you wish," replied Sonya matter-of-factly. "Alaric here, Katherine, Bonnie, Jonas, and you can even ask Elijah if you are so inclined to do so, I honestly do not care who you ask and I actually recommend it. If it will it so that you trust what I am telling you, go on ahead, I won't stop you."

Damon snorted slightly, of course all of those people would know. He felt a bit hurt that she entrusted those she had named with the truth of her past, hell she had told the Bennett witches the truth and she knew them much less than any of the others she named. At least she had spent lots of time with Alaric but she barely ever saw Bonnie or Sheila, and who the hell was this Jonas guy and why was he privy to this information? It just didn't make any sense, it made him angry that she couldn't have told him the truth.

"Fine, maybe I will go ask them." he said haughtily as he stood up suddenly and stomped his way to the front door. He stopped momentarily, just outside of the door before throwing a few more words over his shoulder and slipping down the hallway. "Have a good night."

A/N 02: Ta-da! A new chapter is now finished... Not too happy with it but meh, at least it's a new chapter right? Let me know what ya'll think (if you're still reading, which I hope that you are).

I won't be updating this very fast, obviously, but I will try to get a new chapter out in a reasonable amount of time instead of months later.