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Chapter 3: The Truth

A dark room filled with tension swelled up in the Tamaraneans chest. Unwanted, pathetic, a nothing. Starfire couldn't place the right words to describe how she felt, if she could feel anything anymore. She was unwanted by her teammates, the people she thought to be her family. She was pathetic for feeling like this and she was truly a nothing.

The space filled in her heart was empty, the always grin on her face lost in the sea of what seemed to be depression. What purpose did she have at the Tower? Nobody wanted her? She could easily go back to Tamaran and stay there with her people and Galfor-but was she really wanted there? Starfire paced her room for hours in the darkness, debating if she needed to leave or if she was acting silly and needed to think things through.

Time wasn't on the list of things to worry about and neither were her feelings.

She decided by instinct.

And when she felt out of place, she knew she didn't belong.

Starfire packed her things, leaving behind her communicator on top of her lavender silk pillow. Silkie whined, crawling his way towards Starfire as he begged her not to go with his glossy eyes. It was hard for her to see him do that, but her mind was made up. She wasn't welcome anymore.

She did leave a note though, if the Titans were curious enough to look for her.

The note was left beside the communicator on the pillow.

It read:

Dear fellow friend,

I am deeply sorry for the pain I caused you or anything I may have done.

Beast boy- I am sorry for the damage I have done. I could not tell you why was upset because I was afraid you would not have believed in me. I love you so much and please be able in your kind heart to forgive the pain I may have caused.

Raven- I am also sorry for not telling you what was wrong. It may be best if you and the rest of the titans did not know. I love you and I dearly hope you forgive me for any destruction I may have done. You are like a sister to me and I wish for that not to change.

Cyborg-I am very sorry for anything I may have done wrong. I wished you would have believe me, but it is alright you wish to not to trust me. I love you and I will miss you and beast boy my close brothers.

Robin- I am sorry for anything I may have done and I wish you the best with drina… I love you greatly and will miss you

-Starfire

Leaving the place that was once a place she called home, Starfire pushed open her window and warily flew out, wiping the miserable tears that flowed off her cheeks and fell down towards the pavement below.

She flew for hours, not exactly sure where she was heading. Was she going to start life somewhere else on Earth? Was she going to head to Tamaran? What was her plan? Certainly, Starfire thought she would've had a plan by now, but instead she drifted in the air endlessly for hours, flying from City to City. It was almost daybreak and the redhead hadn't slept in about a day. Starfire gave up thinking about her plan and drifted down to a tall building, putting her bag down as she laid down on the cold concrete, her tears staring up again.

Alone. She was all alone. Again.

Closing her eyes, Starfire began to cry out in pain, hugging herself as if it was the only hug she was every going to receive. Without warning, a banging thud hit the top of the roof and Starfire instantly shot up, wiping her eyes to hide her tears. A few feet away from where she sat was a tall black figure, standing at the edge of the building motionless. The only thing that was moving was his cape.

"Starfire?" The figure questioned; a hint of uncertainty and confusion in his deep voice.

Starfire dared not speak nor did she have the strength to muster a word to him. She knew exactly who he was.

Since he received no answer, he proceeded to interrogate "What are you doing out here in Gotham?" The Darknight demanded this time, not really sure why a Titan was in Gotham. Was Robin in danger? The tears formed in the redhead's eyes for the hundredth time that day, standing up as she gulped back her tears.

"Please, Batman, do not inform anyone I'm here." She pleaded shakily, clasping her hands together in a begging position.

"I won't." It was in her nature to hug or to clutch onto people when she felt extreme emotions. After he said those calming words, she raced towards him, wrapping her arms around his silk cape and began to sob in his arms.

THE NEXT DAY AT THE TOWER

Beast boy woke up to the feeling of guilt for shouting at Starfire and having the weirdest sensation to hurt her. Cyborg woke up with the same feeling as Beast boy. Raven, on the other hand, felt heated and frustrated with herself for not seeing what trouble Starfire was going through.

Cyborg was the first one to go searching for the young Tamaranean. He checked her room, though the only thing he did was knocking on the door. He then checked the roof, franticly searching every room in the Tower, yet no sign of her. Cyborg gave up his search, walking into the common room with a deep sigh, spotting the boy wonder and the changeling sitting on the couch playing video games.

"Has anyone seen Star, I need to talk to her." Cyborg's gaze drifted down toward the floor, feeling as dirty as dirt as he mentally slapped himself for acting like a huge jerk to Starfire.

"You know what dude? I need to talk to Starfire too." Beast boy stood up ignoring that he just lost to Robin in the game they were playing. "I have something in need to confess guys and I think it would make me feel a whole lot better."

"What is it Cyborg?" Robin examined the robotic friend of his, placing his controller on the couch.

"It's about Starfire."

Right as Cyborg was about to confess, Raven barged into the room, her face tried with rage surrounding it. "We all need to talk."

All the guys surrounded Raven at that very moment. Everyone was all ears. "Kira is trying to get rid of Starfire. I heard her say 'my plan to take down Star is complete?' what the hell is that suppose to mean?"

"I don't have a clue, which means we need to go talk to Starfire, now." Pushing past everyone, Robin lead the team to Starfire's room.

"Star, are you in there? We all need to talk to you." Raven insisted to Starfire's door. Robin didn't have the patience with him to hold himself back leading him to push past Raven and punch in the code to Starfire's room.

When the door slides open, the team was in sheer shock to find Starfire's uniforms on the floor. The heartbroken team sulked into her room, finding the note and communicator left on her pillow.

Beast boy snatched the note as fast as he could, panicking at the words he read on the piece of paper. A prickle of tears formed in Beast boys eyes.

He was speechless, out of words for the first time in his life. Cyborg ripped the note from Beast boy's hands, wanting to know what the note said to cause Beast boy's saddened change in mood.

Cyborg read every line that Starfire had written. "Raven take this I-I can't look at it." Cyborg sat on the bed and put his hands on his head, not believing what he had just read. Raven was next to read the note, dropping it automatically. She was standing there, eyes widen in disbelief. Robin watched his friends fight the tears that approached their eyes.

Robin bent down and carefully picked up the note, being the only one who haden't read the note was irritating him. Robin skimmed through the note, his mind not processing everything quickly enough to understand why everyone was crying.

"Stafire is gone?" The Titans all moved their gazes away from their leader and towards the window. They knew what they did and were all horribly guilty. There was a long depressing pause, making Raven snap violently at the boy wonder. "What else, Robin?! We are all responsible for hurting her!"

" I never- ever hurt her, but you all did?"

"What did you guys do to her?" Robin growled fiercely. He felt a pang of disbelief and uncontrollable anger rise deep within him, even though this feeling was familiar from when he was younger, he still didn't want to feel this way. He couldn't believe any of this was happening.

"I accused her of being jealous."

"I blew up on her because she wouldn't tell me what was wrong."

"I left her when she needed someone."

"Oh, and don't forget, Robin kissed me when Starfire was around the corner." Kira appeared out of nowhere, a sly grin on her wicked lips. Hands on her hips, she stepped closer towards the team, absorbing the memory of her successful plan.

"You did this. I knew you were bad news at the start." Raven hissed, her hands forming tight fists.

"I had help, ya' know? I used my powers on only three of you. I didn't use my powers on Robin" Kira winked over at Robin, smacking her lips together as they mended together and melted into a smirk. Robins had about enough of her. His mask narrowed in fury because he felt like he was going to need someone to hold him back from doing something he might regret later in life.

"I wasn't the one to explode on Star and hurt her?" Beast boy hoped this to be true. He never meant to hurt her.

"Yeah I did that." Kira smiled, tilting her chin up in pleasure.

"I left her alone because-"

"I told you too"

"I didn't believe Starfire because-"

"I told you to not too"

"You little bitch!" Beast boy exclaimed, throwing his arms in the air and charged at her, but both Raven and Cyborg held him back while Robin stood in front of him, crossing his arms where he stood.

"I've been told." Kira tilted her head, looking at the team she wanted to have so bad.

The team she wanted was ruined inside- all of them were. The Leader she admired, the powerful Raven she wished to become friends with, the Changeling she wanted to laugh with, and the half robot friend she wanted to play video games with. She couldn't detect one single smile on their faces; all she saw was empty frowns.

Instead of having the team she's always wanted, she'll have the team that will always hate her.


A heartbroken team

A heartbroken memeber

A wholeheart bitch

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