Tenth grade
This year just blew the lid off. That's a weird saying of mine. I was now friends with the Lakehurst gang as they or we were called. We were 'Lakehurst trash' and proud. Frank Nic and I were the leaders. Peter Stone and I were walking to my house. This is before his mom graduated from college and before his dad knew he had a son. We were going to steal some of my moms booze for a party at the ravine. This day changed my life forever.
My mom was crying at the dinner table. I was glad Peter was waiting outside.
"Mom?" I asked surprised that there weren't bottles by her.
"Your father..." she sobbed. "He left us!" I just looked at her from a moment. I ran my hand over my bruised abs. They were red and they hurt. All thanks to good ol' dad.
"Johnny I am so sorry." she sniffled. I just stood there. I then went into her room without as much as a word and grabbed her hot and heavy liquer. I hid it under my shirt and then walked outside and gave some to Peter.
"Great man!" He said when he saw I had vodka.
We jogged to the ravine. The party was just getting started. At the ravine I took some of Nic's weed. I just started smoking and drinking and smoking and drinking some more. Then I realized my father really was gone. I started laughing. He was finally gone. Nic hit me on the back and he went into the van with some girl named Mia.
Frank slapped me on the back but I didn't really feel it. I was completely happy or completly high and drunk. Most likely the second one but I felt like nothing could go wrong. I noticed some Degrassi girl was running her hand up my leg.
"Hey sexy." she said She had beautiful blonde hair. Emma?
"Hey I was wondering when you'd come around." I said.
"I couldn't stay away." she said.
"Us Lakehurst guys aren't that differant." I said slurring.
"I know." she smiled.
"I love you. I really do." I said. I'm not sure if I meant it though.
"I love you too. I hear the van is open for business. Do you want to?"
"Of course I do!" I said kind of loud. She smiled and led me to the van.
She closed the door behind us and just boom we were kissing. She took my belt off and our shirts soon followed. I looked at the bruises on me and thought this will make it all go away. How could he just leave me. Why didn't he stay. I'm his son! I will never ever turn out like him. Ever! He had beat me the day before pretty bad. He was viscious that day. He even had a belt which he never uses. He even put salt on me. The moment our clothes were off I just crushed my hips into hers. Every time I went down would make up for every time my dad had ever pushed me, hit me, or told me I was trash. The girl was starting to complain that I was hurting her but I just keep going down over and over until I felt better.
She got on top of me and kissed my bruised skin. This girl did love me she didn't need Sean or Jordan. She did give me a blow job too and it wasn't half bad. I wasn't done yet though. I was going down and down again. She told me to stop and I did. I wasn't going to rape her. Even though I doubt that it would be rape. She looked at me and told me I could crush our hips together again and I did for at least twenty minutes.
The sunlight was pouring in. Don't ask me how it just was. My clothes were thrown all around the van. I sat up and then my head just pounded. It felt like I jumped off a cliff and landed head first. I thought I was going to die. It hurt like hell. I turned to the girl next to me...
Who do you think the girl is? It's pretty easy but out of 10 of my friends that watch degrassi(since season 1) only one got it right. One even said Darcy Edwards... Yeah I know my friends are retarded.
