I don't own Degrassi. Thanks to VOGUExx I updated. Thanks for the review. I won't update without a review so just hit the button. It's right there. I haven't written In Johnny's POV for a little bit so it's a little weird. There is a little more cursing in this chapter.

She had dirty blond hair. She was hotter last night I swear. It wasn't Emma it was that Degrassi tramp Amy damn it! What did I do to deserve this? Wait I shouldn't think about that. I just slept with an std carrying bag. I could have anything. This could only happen to me. Did I really think Emma would be at the ravine? Have I really lost my fucking mind? Am I that stupid. Considering I just slept with a girl who might as well have std bag on her forward I'm pretty damn stupid. Why is there sunlight in this van? How is it getting in? What the fuck is going on around here? Oh wait van's have windows...I am stupid.

I sat in class. Don't ask me which one I never pay attention. Don't ask me how I have straight C's. To be safe don't ask me anything. It finally ended and I flew from my seat.
I was missing school to go to some Whack Your Brain crap Degrassi's in. Whatever Nic and Frank will be coming with me.

"We're here to attack your cranium and-" the announcer said.

"WHACK YOUR BRAIN!!" people around us screamed. I rolled my eyes this is pure corniness.
Who watches this crap? I'm only here to miss school. Then I saw Emma. She's beautiful.
I mean she's even prettier than before. I didn't think that was possible. I remembered the kiss we had. It was amazing and now I see her on stage. We made eye contact but her eyes were filled with anger and hatred. I looked away secretly hurt I really did like her.
Fuck I'm going soft she's just a bitch anyway. Don't get me wrong I'm not calling all females bitches but Emma Nelson is a bitch.

Degrassi caught up to my horror and there was going to be a lightning round. Some guy I think his name was Jay waved us over. He looked like a bad ass. It didn't matter we thought he wanted a fight. We found out otherwise.

"Heard you guys got some paint?" he said.

"What?" Nic asked.

"Paint. Yellow paint." he said.

"Why do you want yellow paint?" Frank asked.

"See that guy flirting with Emma?" he said. I flipped my head around and sure enough he was flirting with her. I wanted to break him.

"Is that her boyfriend?!" I said kind of loud.

"Yeah. He is that's Murray. Rick Murray." he said after he noticed my interest.

"Who the hell are you?" Nic said.

"Hogart. Jay Hogart." Jay said.

"You're not James Bond!" Frank said.

"Can I have the paint or not?" Jay asked tired of talking.

"What are you gonna do with the paint?" I asked.

"Dump it on that psycho. He beat a girl into a coma. I might not always treat a lady as good as I should but I don't fucking hit them." he said.
"Emma has an abusive boyfriend?" I asked.

"Oh yeah. I heard he hit her before hand. See how nervous around him she is?" he said.
She had looked at him strange when he held her hand.

"So you want our paint. The paint we were gonna use to put flames on Nic's car to dump on some psycho?" Frank asked.

"How are you gonna do this?" I asked before Jay could say anything else.

"Yes. My girlfriend is student council VP. No one will ask questions. You seem to have a thing for her. Do you want her to go home and get beat by psycho Murray?" Jay said.
I shook my head.

"So can I have the paint? We don't have much time. See that guy over there. His name is Spinner. Don't tell him I got the paint from you. He hates Lakehurst guys. No offense"
Jay told us.

"Yeah," I said without as much as even looking at the guys. "Frank pull the car around.
We'll meet you by the bathrooms."

"Cool," he said then walked away. "Spin come on. I got a plan."

Frank pulled the car around and we gave the paint to some girl named Alex. She told us to enjoy. We all sat down and then Nic hit me.

"Man what's with you and that chick Emma?" Nic asked.
"Shut the fuck up!" I told him.

"Hit a nerve?" he asked.

"Man shut up I can't watch what the paint is being used for." Frank hissed.

"...Degrassi wins! Degrassi wins!" the announcer yelled.

"Damn." I muttered.

Then that psycho Rick moved forward and then paint and feathers fell down on him. We cracked up laughing. He looked like he was gonna cry it was so awesome. Then he ran off stage but then my laughter stopped when Emma ran after him. I stood up and ran after them against my friends' will. I slowly opened the door and went around the corner and I listened.

"Rick! Rick, what happened…it only makes the people that did it look totally juvenile"
Emma told him.

"They ruined it Emma. Their life ruiners. Everyone laughing." Rick said with a shaky voice.

"But nobody's ever gonna forget who won!! Who is the smartest guy in the whole school, in the whole city!" Emma insisted. I miss her voice. The only thing I get from her is stares full of anger. Then Rick grabbed her and started kissin her. I was about to punch him but then Emma pushed him away.

"Rick! What are you doing?! Let go!" She yelled.

"I thought you loved me." he whispered. Wrong freak! I was happy.

"I felt sorry for you. I pitied you. Get a clue!!" Emma said walking away. Jay Hogart is a liar. I knew she had better taste. I hadn't moved from my hiding place and Emma ran right into once she turnd the corner.

"Johnny?" she whispered.

"Emma." I said but I knew my voice had too much emotion in it.

"Get out of my way." she said making her voice harsh.

"Why do you hate me?" I asked.

"You lied to me. You betrayed me. You go to Lakehurst. I hate you. I hate Lakehurst"
she said obviously trying to keep her voice down so Rick wouldn't come over.

"I thought you two were dating...I thought...that he hit you. I was gonna... I was gonna beat him up."

"I don't need your help. I'd ask Jay before you. From this day on Johnny I don't know you." she hissed before entering the room again. I may be a jerk but if I thought for a second that he would bring a gun to school or hurt Emma I never would have agreed to this.
I was the one that made this desicion. In a lot of ways I caused the shooting at Degrassi.
If I didn't give Jay the paint he just would have done something else...right?

So what do you think? I haven't even got to the shooting yet. Do you like how Johnny caused the shooting or was that trying too hard? Also I used a Degrassi script for Emma and Rick's lines. Also four people have blond hair at Degrassi. I accidentally told a reviewer three. Sorry. Terri doesn't count. There's Emma, Paige, Heather Sinclair, and Amy. Did I forget anyone. Spinner bleaching his hair doesn't count either. One of my friends said Spinner.