Thanks to VOGUExxx's review you guys get another chapter. Don't make VOGUExxx do all the work hit the review button. This chapter is basically to wrap up the tenth grade. I will have a chapter for after the twelfth grade that will cover how Johnny feels and how Emma feels. Then I will write an epilogue(or just combine them making a longer epilogue). The basics what happens to Johnny after jail and what happens to Emma and Sean. I'll tell you right now I'm gonna kill off a main character in the show.(A character I can't stand) After the twelfth grade. Oh and sorry about the song reference it was on the radio.
Just a few weeks later I was partying like normal and I looked over at the Degrassi side. Jay was talking to...no fucking way...Emma. No she wouldn't. She can't. Not with Jay. I stared at the van. Nic hit me to get my attention but I was staring at the van. It felt like eternity. Okay is was 5 seconds tops. She ran out of that van. I ran after her like an idiot.
"Emma what did you do with him?" I asked.
"That's none of your business!" she insisted.
"I care about you it is my business!" I said shocked that I had said it.
"You don't care about me...no one does." she said.
"That's not true! Emma everyone loves you." I said
"Ever since the shooting...it's like I'm crazy..." she said
"Em, you're not crazy." I said simply.
"You're not there you don't see those people! You don't see how they avoid me...like I'm poison or in a straight jacket-"
"Well their stupid!" I cut her off.
"John, it's been years...since we've had a decent conversation..." she started.
"4 years." I told her.
"John I don't understand why you keep coming back. Why you care so much..."
"I love you." I said.
"No if anyone loves me then it's Sean." she said. "He jumped in front of the gun for Toby, himself, and me."
"Emma, I-"
"John, I don't care what you do. I don't care about you. Like I told Rick get a clue.
Sorry I was listening to Skye Sweetnam earlier but it's true. I don't really like you"
After that I watched her walk away once again.
The next day she was at the ravine again. I noticed she was by Jay once again.
"She's starting to get easy." Frank told me.
"No," I told him. "a girl like that will never be easy."
I saw them go into the van. I waited five seconds. They were still in there. Then I waited ten seconds. They were still in there. I waited a few minutes they were still in there. I shook my head this couldn't be real. She couldn't do anything with him. I saw her walk out and start to shortcut through the woods. I ran after her.
"Go away!" she said without as much as looking at me.
"You have two bracelets now?" I asked her.
"You're gonna make me late!" she insisted.
"How do you know him anyway? He's no good!" I told her.
"I know him from a play JT and his girlfriend Liberty are having a play. Not that it's any of your business!" she said.
"Can we just talk?" I asked trying to keep up with her as she walked through the woods.
"We have talked. We talk too much." I stopped and watched her leave. Emma and I never really said much of a word to each other after this. Well except for a few exceptions but I won't get into that now. I guess I made her late and her parents caught her. At least thats what I was told. The tenth grade year pretty much sucked so yeah. It was the last year Emma really talked to me. Next year that's when I really saw JT.