Whelp, starting to maybe get things out more. Though, I think if I managed to get myself to write more, this wouldn't be a problem. Currently now, there is only three more chapters to write, though there is five more chapters after this one in total to be finished.


~(Dark)Gray~

-Uncertainty-

His wonderful Alice had been given him many of strange looks over the past hour or so. As well as his own son. It was strange, as well long in duration in fact. Why stare at him? Nothing wrong, he was just thinking to himself about things. Thinking so much as to what was happening. What would happen as well. Though that later could be the problem, well maybe a problem but possible the problem that he didn't know currently. But it wasn't, was it? Was it a/the problem he had to think about now while the two people he loved stared so strangely at him? He didn't know or better yet didn't want to know really. Couldn't make much of his mind up. Not now, not yet, and possibly not ever-

"Hatter," his lovely lady called, eyes jumping to her. What she saw, he did not see. She saw his eyes, eyes full of this emotion that he only felt within him. Some emotion that was beginning to confused her and their son who had begun to notice as well.

It was dark, but wasn't dark. For he was thinking, thinking about many thing and nothing at all since his mind was in such a confusing twist. It was hard to keep concentration really. Really hard, right hard. But should he focus all of his concentration there or something else? That brought up new problems, new things to think over and worry over and wonder over and-

"Father?" came now his son's voice, snapping him out of his turbulent mind and into a world less making sense. "Are you alright?" Natzaniel asked him with bright caring eyes just like his mother. So much care, was it all over him and his thinking? That might not be best since he was just thinking to himself, he was.

"I'm fine," he answered them both back giving each a reassuring look before walking up, patting them both on their shoulders, and leaving the room to the balcony of the palace. He could feel their stares as he walked out, but he did have thoughts needing to be thought and sorted. Most of them revolved around the coming trouble that just seemed to lurk in the distance. Trouble for them all, including his darling Alice and son. It was just so uncertain what would happen. Anything could, which frightened him so much. That dark horizon in front of him held such their futures that he thought about. Futures for his Alice to bear through, for Natzaniel to bear through, and for himself to bear through. What would it all be for them?

Oh Alice, Natzaniel…uncertainty plagues me so. Could I not just think easily without these thoughts haunting so much? My eyes reflect back such darkening gray uncertainty…


Finally got this done and working on my chapters. So close to the ending in writing, not so much here yet. It's getting there.

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