Okay, I'm really sorry this is really short and the wait was so long. I honestly didn't know what to write so please provide some ideas or I can't write
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Amu's POV:
I dragged myself to school, sleepy, tired, and annoyed and all that other fun stuff. Okay, honestly? I feel like my soul ran out of my body and right now, this is just a dead body magically wandering to school on its own.
As I passed the school gates, I caught a few weird glances from students. Ones that dared to say 'hi' to me were chased off with a ferocious hiss. It's no wonder. The usual Hoshimi that pranced around happily, greeting everyone was now replaced with this angry hissy thing. I went to class, each class passing by as sleeping time. The teachers seem to get the message that they shouldn't pick on me if they knew what was best for their classes.
Lunch came, at long last. I went to the roof, where no one else went unless they were sulking like me (Which, FYI, people rarely are). I sat down at the bench near the roof fences, and bit down on my sandwich. Om nom nom. Honestly, I don't get why I'm so upset. So what? He gave one reason to hate me, so what? That reason isn't even so important! "I'm not the only bad guy here" Those words had echoed in my mind for so long.
Sure, we're both bad guys now. Big deal! But say we were real criminals; he'd be a murderer while I just threw trash into my neighbor's backyard.
"Duuuuude…" A face came out of nowhere and was suddenly in front of me. I backed away and nearly fell off the nice little bench.
Rima. She had a very bored and annoyed expression on her face when she said, "Did you seriously not notice me while I opened the door to the roof, got onto the roof, closed the door, and walked up to you?" I slowly shook my head, hoping I can get out of this alive.
Rima scoffed, "Amazing. What were you daydreaming of that was so blissful? A date with Ikuto?" She laughed.
I didn't laugh. I knew it was meant to be a joke but I didn't take it lightly. I stopped chewing on my sandwich, my whole body stiffened, and I looked at the ground and glared at it.
"Ah…I see." She mused, "Love problems, huh? What a surprise." She didn't sound the tiniest bit surprised. "What is it now? Actually wait, first of all, I can't believe you guys haven't gotten back together yet. I don't know what fight happened but how can you live like that? I-No." She held her hand out, making the stop sign, "Don't deny it. I can see it in your eyes. Both of your eyes. You guys want to be with each other so badly. You guys need each other. Yet, you're probably not getting back together because he ate your mango pudding or something." She rolled her eyes, "Or something stupid like that." Rima leaned back on the fence, making me scared that the fence would suddenly disappear and she would fall to her death. But instead, the wind blows her long golden hair as she gives me love advice, like in those romance movies.
I coughed, and opened my mouth, pausing a little to make sure she'd actually let me talk this time, "First of all, no one ate anyone's mango pudding, but yes, if that did happen we would probably never ever get back together. Second of all, you might be right. But so what if we want to get back together? What if I'm just being cautious because I don't want to be crushed and torn up like last time?"
Rima just shook her head sadly like How stupid can she be? "You're just hurting yourself more right now! Can't you see? You were practically a zombie coming to school. You call that not hurting? Honestly, Amu. Think of how much better your life could be."
The bell rang, signaling the end of lunch; I haven't even went through half my sandwich.
Rima shrugged, "Well, I guess I'll see you later. But seriously, think about what I said." And with that, she left the roof, leaving her wise words to sink in. I shook my head, I hate it when she's right like this.