A/N: Hey, I'm back! Sorry this took so long. Thanks for all the reviews and favorites! Yeah, I changed this chapter to first person instead of third like it was in the first chapter. I don't own Agents of SHIELD.
Skye POV
Well, so much for the 'mind control' idea. Ward really was evil, a killer. There was no use pretending anymore, that there was still good in him somewhere.
"I can explain." As soon I as I saw Ward dare to come in here and show his ugly face I jumped at him, ready to finally show that jerk how upset I was with him. I punched him a couple times, yelling at him that he was a liar. "Stop! It's over, okay? You can't win," he said, but I just gave him a nice headbutt. He cuffed me to a rail. I breathed, wishing I could punch him endlessly until I got tired of it. He got a rag to wipe his face.
"All this time. Everything we've been through. Why? How could you?"
"I was on a mission. It was nothing personal." I could not even believe what he just said. Was he serious?
"It wasn't… you did not just say that! It wasn't personal?!" Of course it was personal! I thought he was my friend! He even supposedly had feelings for me!
"Skye, listen to me…" No, I am not going to listen to you!
"You might actually believe that. That - that is the twisted logic that they teach you when you sign up to be a Nazi." He looked at me like I was accusing him of something that wasn't true.
"Stop. Wait. I'm not a Nazi." Oh, give me a break!
"Yes, you are. That is exactly what you are. It's in the SHIELD handbook, chapter one. The Red Skull, founder of Hydra, was a big, fat, freaking Nazi!" I really wanted to spit at him. All that time, I thought he was someone who was loyal and honorable, sort of like your stereotypical perfect hero guy. He was a little bit like a robot to me at first, but later on he started to be more of a friend, one that I could count on. But I was wrong. After all this time, he turned out to be a Nazi.
"That has nothing to do with today." Is he really trying to defend himself? Come to think of it, he even looks like he was trained by Hitler.
"You know, you always had that Hitler Youth look to you. So it's really not that surprising."
"It's not like that. I'm a spy. I had a job." And he thinks that's going to excuse him from everything? He was basically saying, 'Oh sorry, it was only my job to kill all those people and lie to everyone. I'm sure you'll understand'.
"You've killed I don't know how many people! Are you gonna kill me now?"
"No. I would never hurt you." Yeah, right. You already have.
"Once I crack the drive are you just gonna shoot me like you did with Thomas Nash or are you gonna have someone else do it, like you did with Quinn?"
"I didn't know that was gonna happen. That was all Garrett."
"Oh, of course it was Garrett's fault. That was part of the mission. Right? Just gonna kick back and watch me bleed until it's your turn to pull the trigger." He looked hurt. Good. It was about time he got a taste of how it feels. But why would he be hurt, when he was a part of all this?
"You think I had a part in that? That I would let that happen to you? You know how I feel about you, Skye." I can't believe what he's saying. Why was he still keeping up this act now that I know what's really going on here? If what he's saying is true, how would he expect me to believe that? I don't believe it. What is he trying to do?
"Wait, so even though you've been lying to everyone about everything, you're saying that your feelings for me-"
"They're real, Skye. They always have been." He reached out and put his hands on both sides of my face, looking at me like he really cared. He was such a creep. I would have slapped him if my hands were free. But they weren't, so I just backed away.
"I'm gonna throw up." I wanted to cry. Why did this have to be so hard? Why did I ever have to have feelings for him? He was angry now. What right did he have to be angry? Everything was his fault.
"Do you think this has been easy for me? Do you have any idea how hard it was? The sacrifices, the decisions I had to make, but I made them. Because that's what I do. I'm a survivor." A survivor? I don't think so. He killed innocent people because someone told him to.
"You are a serial killer. And you know what? You were right about one thing. I wouldn't like the real you." I wish there was a way I could just erase him out of my life so I could forget him and feel better. Why did the fake him have to be so great?
"Someday… someday you'll understand." Understand what? How could there possibly be anything he could say that could justify what he was. A monster.
"No. I won't. And I will never ever give you what you want." He looked crushed but I didn't care. If he really cared about me, he could've turned his back on Hydra. We would both have what we want and be together. But he ruined all that.
What scene should I do next? Oh, and once it's at the end of the first season I might start to make up what I think should come next, or I might wait to see what the second season has in store…
