A/N Updating twice in one night? Why's wrong with me?! you guys deserve it. Will be updating another Amity-Dauntless tomorrow! Yay! Been ages... Anyway, hope you like this extra long chapter. Nighty night :)) x
We make our way hand in hand to the cafeteria. "Did you see the look on her face when I yelled at her?" Tris asks with a laugh. I reach with my other hand and pat her lightly on the head. "She looked like she was going to puke." I reply. Tris laughs and lets go of my hand when we reach the door. "Go ahead, Six." I say as she reaches slowly for the door. She pushes it open and walks in. Just as she does so Christina stands from the other side of the room. She gets up from her seat and starts walking towards Tris. The walk changes into a run and she jumps into Tris's arms. Tris reluctantly hugs her back. "I heard people saying stuff- stuff about you being back," I hear Christina say, "I didn't believe it, but then I saw Uriah." Christina tightens the hug. "I missed you so much." She says. I clear my throat and lean down beside Tris's ear. "I'll leave you to your reunion." I say. A grin appears on her face and she breaks out of the hug, leading Christina out of the room. I make my way to my seat and take it. Uriah and Zeke are busy talking they barely even notice me sit down. "Oh, Four, hey buddy." He says. I give him a wave and a smile, shoving my face with food. "You promised me you would come have some drinks with me, so I decided why not throw a party?" He says. I shake my head and laugh, nudging his shoulder. "Even though your leader now, you haven't changed one bit." I tease. He grins and turns back to Uriah. It's good to see him happy. He hasn't thrown a party ever since Uriah passed. Or supposedly passed. I honestly don't know what happened, but they are back now. A little bit inside me wonders if anyone else came back, like Will or Eric. But at the same time I want to hope that's not true. "Alright, invite some people to the party. It's on tonight, my place." Zeke adds, before standing up and leaving. I sigh and glance out at the initiates table. Kip, one of the stand outs in training, is having a food eating competition with Justin, another initiate. They are shoving down something that looks like beef. I hope it's beef.
After a long, boring meal, I stand and make my way over to the initiates table. They glance over at me and quickly look away. All except one. Monica. Some crazy girl obsessed with Zeke. Her strawberry blonde hair is tied up in a neat bun, away from her eyes like it usually is. "Listen up," I yell, "Zeke is throwing a party tonight at his apartment. You all are welcome to join." They all turn to each other and start talking about wether or not they are going. I turn and leave. Better go find Tris.
(A/N ATTENTION, IF YOU HAVE NOT READ ALLEGIANT, THIS SECTION CONTAINS SPOILERS. IF YOU HAVENT READ ALLEGIANT, I AM EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU, PANSYCAKE.)
I stroll down the hallways in search of Tris. I eventually give up and decide to visit a place I haven't been in years. The fear landscape room. After Tris passed, I couldn't deal with it anymore. My fears were about her. Losing her over and over again. It broke me into pieces. But I kept going in, because this was the only place I could see her. I stop at the door and begin questioning my decision. I shake my head and open the door. "I'm going to regret this." I mumble. I open all of the drawers until I find the one I am looking for. The one with the fear serum. I take out two boxes out and stack them on top of each other on the counter. I can't believe we have some left. I open one of the boxes and pull out a syringe. This is going to suck. I inject the needle into my neck and make my way to the chair. I shut my eyes and wait. It's been a while, I'm starting to question whether or not they even work anymore.
I open my eyes. I'm not in the room anymore, I'm in the Weapons Lab. Tris is lying on the ground meters away from me. David crouches over her body, holding her bullet wounds. "Hey, get away from her!" I yell. He doesn't listen. He sits back and makes a squishing sound as he adjusts his seat in Tris's blood. I race over, just about to grab him when I run into an invisible wall. I bang on it. Tris is lying centimetres away from me. David takes out his knife and begins to cut her. He slashes at her back, her arms. I scream out and start banging on the glass again. He turns and looks at me. He then waves with the hand that is holding the knife and sends me a devilish grin. "Get away from her!" I yell. "Stop touching her!" David doesn't listen. He continues to slice at Tris's body. I break down in tears, banging on the glass. I then give up and turn away from them, closing my eyes and listening to my breathing. I can every now and then hear the laugh of David, but I don't turn around. It's not real.
I sit up in my chair and clamp my eyes shut. Tears creep out and stream down my cheeks. I feel a hand grab my foot and I open my eyes. Tris stands at the end of the chair, her eyes red and full of concern. "Come on.." She says softly, helping me out of the chair. She wraps an arm around me and leads me out of the room. "Hey, listen." She says, helping me down the stairs. "Don't go back in without me, ok?" I nod and kiss her head softly. "I used to go in all the time to see you. But it was never the way I wanted. They aren't getting better." I say through sobs. She wipes her eyes with the back of her hand and leads me up to my apartment door. "Well, let's get ready for Zekes party and forget about it for now, ok?" She suggests. I nod and follow her into the room.
I change into a pair of jeans and a singlet, I then put a top on over that and a jacket. We will probably be playing Candor or Dauntless, so I don't want to be naked after wards. Tris appears out of the bathroom, wearing a pair of my jeans, which are way too big for her, and one of my old tops. "Looking good." I tease. She shakes her head and laughs. "I have nothing else to wear, so shut it." She says. I toss her a simple pull on jacket. "Candor or Dauntless. Might want to go prepared." I explain. She nods, then takes my arm. "Ready?" She asks. I shrug. "As I'll ever be." I mumble.
The sound of Zeke's music can be heard from ages away. I squeeze Tris's hand and push open Zeke's apartment door. Heaps of people are gathered in the living room. Most of them I don't even know. "Four!" Shauna yells. I smile. "Shauna." I reply. She sets her eyes on Tris then squints. "She looks like Tris!" She yells. I laugh and pull Tris closer. "Maybe because she is!" I yell back, over the blaring music. Shauna's eyes open wide. I lead Tris over to the mini fridge and take out two beers. I open one and pass it to her. "This should be fun!" She yells over the music. I nod, then pull her in for a hug. "Let's dance!" I suggest.
After what feels like hours, and a lot of drinks, the party begins to die down, and Zeke appears. "Everyone except for close friends and family members, get the fuck out of my house!" He yells. Almost everyone hurries out of the room, leaving Zeke, Shauna, Uriah, Christina, Tris and I. "Candor or Dauntless! Candor or Dauntless!" Uriah chants. Zeke grabs another bottle of beer then takes a seat on the floor. "Alright, let's start." He saying, grinning over the top of his bottle. He wipes his mouth with his hand and then turns to Christina. "Go make out with someone in the room, Christina." He says. Christina shakes her head. "Remember, you got to ask Candor or Dauntless first." She says, hugging her legs. Zeke slaps his hand to his head and mumbles something to himself. "Candor or Dauntless, Christina?" He asks. She smirks. "Candor." She replies.
"What a pansycake." Uriah says. Zeke strokes his imaginary moustache. "Why do you visit Four every morning?" He asks. Christina turns a dark shade of crimson. "Because, he's my friend." She says quietly. "Tris, Candor or Dauntless!" She says, pulling herself out of the awkward silence. "Dauntless." Tris says. Christina smirks. I don't like this at all. "Make out with someone-" she begins,
"Hey, that was my one!" Zeke yells. Christina sighs. "Make out with someone in the room- BUT! It can't be Four." She finishes. Tris's jumper flies off and lands in the corner. "No thank you." She says. Tris then turns to Uriah. "Candor or Dauntless, Uri?" She asks. Uriah shrugs. "Dauntless, I'm not a pansycake." Tris sits back and begins to think. She then sits up, then disappears off into the kitchen. "Probably vomiting, did you see how much she had to drink?" Shauna asks. I laugh and shake my head. Just as I get up to go check on her she appears back in the room, holding a huge bottle of alcohol. She passes it to Uriah. "Drink it, all of if." She commands. Uriah opens it and takes a sip. His face turns sour, but continues drinking it. He finishes it in about 15 seconds. "Four! Candor or Dauntless?" He asks. I shrug. "Candor." I reply. He sighs and shakes his head. "Am I pretty?" He asks. I let out a laugh. "Ask a serious one, Uriah." He sighs, leaning his head back. "What was your first thought when you saw Tris?" He asks. I turn to Tris and smile. "How beautiful her eyes were." I say quietly. "Louder!" Uriah yells. I turn to him, and cup my hands around my mouth. "How big my dick is, compared to hers!" I yell. Uriah breaks down into fits of laughter, then he throws up. Tris leans her was on my shoulder and yawns. "Zeke?" I ask. Zeke stares for a second. "Dauntless." I sigh and rub my temples. "Go have some fun with Shauna in that room," I say, pointing at the door across from the kitchen. "And don't come out until one of you vomits." Zeke laughs and leads Shauna out of the room. I turn to Christina, who is glaring at Tris. I stroke Tris's hair. "Want to go to bed?" I ask. She shakes her head. "Stay a little longer." She replies with a yawn. I nod. "Christina?" I ask. Christina looks at me, "Yeah?" She asks. "Candor or Dauntless?" I ask. She groans. I sigh, "Fine, Uriah?" He looks at me, "Candor." I pull my hair back with my hand. "Who do you like, Uri?" I ask. He covers his face with his hands. I need to know. He mumbles something I can't quite hear. "What was that?" I ask. He takes his hands away. "I don't like anyone." He says. I shake my head. "Fine, Candor or Dauntless, Uri?" I ask again. He groans. "Dauntless." I smirk. I know exactly what I am going to do, even though I don't want to, the alcohol is telling me to. "Fight me, tough guy." I say. Uriah looks at me with fear. He shakes his head and tosses his shirt across the room. "You? You're like the Hulk! No way." I laugh and wrap an arm around Tris. She's asleep. I pick her up in my arms. "Well, we'll be going home now." I say. I make Tris's hand wave as I leave the apartment.
Her eyes open as I arrive at my apartment. "Kidnapping me?" She asks. I laugh and kiss her forehead. After struggling to open the door, I set her down in bed. I then take my top off and join her. She lays her hand on the middle of my chests and outlines my muscles with her fingers. "I think Uriah is scared of you." She says softly. I laugh and kiss her cheek. "I think so too." She looks up at me and glances at my lips, before kissing me. I wrap my arms around her and hold her tightly. "No matter how many times I say it, I don't feel like it's enough, but, I love you." I say quietly. She kisses my neck softly, "I love you too." She says.
"I love you three." I say.
She pauses for a second. "I love you four." I smirk, then stroke her hair. "I know." I say quietly. She squeals and hits my shoulder. "I can't believe I didn't even notice that." She mumbles. I shut my eyes and listen to her steady breathing. Everything is going back to normal.