Grissom had fallen asleep on Sara's head, he still had his arms wrapped around her protecting her, Grissom woke up and started at the white ceiling somehow he knew that Sara was lying about how she didn't know who raped her but he didn't want to offend her so he kept quiet. Ten minutes later Sara opened her eyes she flinched in pain, Grissom noticed her flinching "are you okay sweetie?" He looked down on her beautiful yet damaged face "it hurts Grissom my belly and my head, I was hoping it was all a bad dream and I would wake up in the locker room of the lab but I'm here lying in a hospital bed all battered" he looked at Sara with sorry eyes as he stroked as her head trying to not tuch her stitches. "Grissom why didn't I fight him of me" Grissom straind "Sara you know who did this" she looked at him with her dark brown broken eyes.

She ignored his question and fell back asleep on his chest as Grissom whispered words of comfort in her ear. She slept all thought the night, Grissom lay awake for hours more he sat thinking about how beautiful the woman was below him, she had a perfect pretty face,her eyes were dark brown like hazelnuts and he loved her brown chocolate curly locks, he looked down again and saw a broken beautiful woman, her stitches were beginning to scab over, her black bruise was turning into a dark purple shade, and her thin lips were all swolan and cut. Grissom couldn't help but think why would someone do this to someone as kind, caring, soft and gentle as Sara. He realised he loves this woman and he started to take the blame he wished that he would have told her that he loved her years ago then maybe they'd be married now, he just wished that he could hold her tight enough to protect her and make her better again.

"Gggrrr Grissoms"... Grissom imediatly shot up to hear Sara's voice again "yes honey are you OK" he said gently " I want too go hhome Griss... I want to stay with you if that's alright?" Grissom pulled her into a hug "I want you to stay with me so I can look after you honey now I'm going to go find an nurse okay then she can discharge you, I'll be straight back I promise" he gently kissed her cheek before, slowly walking out the room to find a nurse. Sara lay there thinking about Grissom she knew it she knew she had to tell him about the man who raped her, if she didn't DNA from the SAE kit would show her rapist. She just wanted to find the right moment she knew Grissom would take it bad I mean he works grave yard shift so Grissom is going to be furious. Grissom returned shortly after with a nurse to examine her to make sure she was well enough to go home "right Miss Sidle you are almost out of the woods for wound to your head is heeling fast and your bruising has gone down so that's good." The nurse had prescribed Sara with painkillers and sleeping pills to ensure Sara would be able to sleep. "Wwhhen willll I bbbe able to go back to work" she asked quietly. Grissom smiled to himself trust Sara to say that he thought "well you have just come out of an horrible assault I would at least recommend three to four weeks." Sara's face dropped but she understood, the nurse turned and shook hands with Grissom. "Sara your a lucky woman Mr Grissom here will take good care of you." The nurse left Grissom and Sara to get ready, Grissom knew Sara wouldn't want to go home in a hospital gown 'here saravypu put this on it might be a few sizes to big but its better then that gown." Sara saw the navy blue jumpsuit it was an old forensic one. Grissom left Sara to get ready in peace, she wisked of her hospital gown and jumped into the jumpsuit it smelt of Grissoms scent. Sara sat back on the bed and looked down at the floor, she had no idea that Grissom had re entered her room and was sat on the bed next to her, he put his hand on hers and Sara flinched away, Grissom saw how frightens Sara looked, she looked tired, in pain and sick. Grissom slowly pulled her up and Sara let him put his arm around her waist to show her that she was protected, they walked out the hospital and headed towards Grissoms SUV.

He opened the door and Sara climbed in, Grissom sat in the drives seat for a moment before starting the engine and driving of, Sara rested her head on the window and every time Grissom reached a red light he would glance at Sara to make sure she was alright. Grissom eventually arrivedcat home and he looked at Sara and saw how cute she was sound asleep. So Grissom eecided to carry her into the house and layed her on to the sofa and wrapped a blanket around her to keep her warm and snug. A while later Sara woke to the smell of veg cooking and the smell of French fries. She thought about her stomach she really wasn't hungry but wanted to make an effort as he had gone to so much trouble. Grissom had cooked veggie burgers and fries for Sara. She sat down and ate politely she could only manage about a quarter of the meal before she felt sick "its okay Sara you don't need to eat it all, iv got you a towel and you can borrow my shirt as pyjamas." "Thank you gil for everything" Sara said she walked into Grissoms bathroom it was a dark red shade but she didn't care she wanted to get that man of her so she must have scrubbed for about half an hour before returning to the living room. She was red raw and looked horribly sore. Grissom looked up and saw her "Sara ohh god what have you done, come here darling." Sara ran over to Grissom and started to cry she snuggled into Grissoms chest and began sobbing Grissom just wrapped his arms around her, rocking her to calm her down. "Griss I'm so sorry I just wanted him of me, please don't get mad" she said with a scared tone in her voice "sshhh Sara can down its okay let's get you to bed you must be tired." He walked Sara into his bedroom where Sara lay down under the covers, Grissom stepped to turn the light of "NOOOOO Grissom don't leave me please don't leave" Grissom rushed over got slipped in next to her, he wrapped his arms around her stomach lightly he remembered she was hurt there, he kissed Sara on the cheek and told her to go to sleep about ten minutes later Sara was fast asleep, Grissom was glad but he was dreading later on tonight.

It was about three in the morning and grissom woke to Sara screaming "no don't hurt me please I'm so sorry no save me Grissom HELP ME" Sara shot awake, shaking crying she felt sick really sick, she rested her head on Grissoms shoulder as he calmed her and told her she was safe and nothing was going to happen. Sara freaked out and ran to Grissoms onsuiet and threw up in the toilet just making it, Grissom caught up with her she couldn't stop shaking crying and being sick, Grissom brushed her hair out of the way and tried to relax her, she turned around and he pulled her close to him, "Grissom stop I need to tell you something" she was crying she couldn't stop the tears, she stopped being sick though. "Sara now is not the right time" he said gently Sara shook her head "Grissom just listen to me please its really important" she pulled out of his arms facing him, he grabbed hold of her hands which gave her permission to speak. "Grissom I do know who did all this to me and you know him to I'm just so sorry" "Sara you don't need to be sorry but please I need you to tell who did this to you," a tear escaped away from Sara's eye and grissom gently wiped it away. "Grissom the man who raped me was hodges, it was Dave." Grissom was taken back "Sara are you positive it was him" " Grissom I know it was him I remember his face I remember everything he did to me Grissom." Grissom was angry but he could see Sara needed him to be more stronger he grabbed her close and she lay into him letting all her tears escape. Grissom was fuming he wanted to know why such a man like David Hodges could do this to Sara he's ment to be like a friend he thought. I want to rip his brains apart for what he's done to this poor woman, and believe me he is going to get what's comming , no one hurts MY Sara and gets away with it. He looked down and there she was sleeping peacefully.

"READY OR NOT HODGES IM GONNA GET YA"

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