So because I love this story a lot, a lot I'm updating for you guys.
I friggin love you guys like crazy because of you're awesome reviews
So who's excited about BreakingDawn?
A whole year of waiting kind of sucks but I cannot wait
Oh! and who's ready for The VA movie possibly coming out!
I mean we all know how Last Sacrifice ended -except me because I haven't read it yet-
but do we all want to see that on the big screen?
I think I might cry in the process because I already know some things I kind of hate

Anyway enough rambling

VA & Twilight are Richelle Mead & Stephenie Meyer ideas

Enjoy!

Chapter 10
Time With You

RPOV

Even through the music, I heard the soft sound of Edward's car leave the driveway.

I was kind of going to miss him when he said he was going to leave and come back ten hours later. I felt as if though he was abandoning me. And that made me scared…and of course sad.

I know I've just met him, but for some reason I feel such a strange attraction to him. Like a kind of closeness that I think I might have with someone else.

I could feel the headache coming on so I stopped trying to figure out more about me and just let it come when it's ready.

Still I kind of missed him right now, but when I looked up at him it seemed like he was reading my reaction, I felt kind of better. Because I guess he knew that maybe, just maybe I did want him to stay. Still when he said that he was coming back that's what I focused on. He was going to come back. He wasn't abandoning me.

I stayed dancing until I couldn't dance anymore. I didn't turn off the music when I got tired, I just turned the volume down and went to Edward's bed and relax. My eyes closed but I couldn't enjoy my relaxing for long. Someone was in the room.

"Esme?"

"How are you feeling dear?" I felt the bed shift just a little and I could smell her sitting right next to me.

I shrugged. "I guess I'm feeling a little better. I'm so full with the breakfast Edward made me" I smiled.

"Yes, he told me before he left that you sure could eat"

I laughed. "That's what he told me when he walked into the kitchen with his girlfriend and saw my empty plate"

I opened my eyes and with the way she was looking at me, I guess she saw that maybe I wanted to relax some more, or sleep some more. I was still tired, and I guess I would be with the huge breakfast Edward made for me.

"Do you want to sleep for a little while longer sweetheart?"

I nodded feeling sleep slowly come. "Yes please"

I felt her shift next to me and when her hand brushed my forehead it felt really cold and I slightly shivered.

"I'll come and wake you up in a couple of hours. I'm taking you clothes shopping. I want you to feel more comfortable"

I slowly nodded, feeling sleep almost claim me. "Okay Esme" I said sleepily.

Then it all went peaceful and black.

I found myself in a dream again. I was in a room, staring at a pale guy with black hair and sapphire eyes. He was kind of cute.

"Lissa, you have to feed. You can't be in and out of feedings. You know she wouldn't want that" This black haired guy looked at me kind of worried and also of course visibly upset.

"What am I supposed to do Christian? I can't just go on like she never existed" my voice started getting higher. "You don't have any idea how I feel. I feel empty! I feel as if though she really is gone. It's like the roles are reversed I could end up like Anna. I need her, not only because we're bonded. She's my sister!" I started pacing, I've been doing this all day I could've sworn I would've worn out the carpet but no.

"You need to calm down. I know how you feel. I miss her too, and I want her back. Not as much as you I assure you but I want her back just the same. He's out there looking for her. He's the man she loves and she's the woman he loves. You know him better than to think he won't find her. He might possibly be the only one who can find her."

I nodded, I felt like I wanted to cry but there weren't anymore tears in my eyes. I was just thinking I wanted her back no matter what.

How odd that I was having this strange dream again, except it was with this sapphire eyed guy instead of the cute guy with the emerald eyes.

And they still referred to me as Lissa.

I'm not Lissa. I'm Rose.

Still I wonder who this person I'm thinking about is. I feel lost without this person. Like my heart's been ripped out. Not in a way of losing love, in a way of losing the most important person of my life. Someone I thought who was my sister without blood.

I know he's going to find her. I know I can trust him. If he found us, he could find her.

Who is this her I'm thinking about though? I'm all confused. My emotions are all over the place. I'm sad, tired, confused, thirsty, hungry…

I'm everywhere without going anywhere.

I needed to get out of this dream, it's not as peaceful as I would've liked.

"Rose…"

Someone was calling me…

"Rose. It's time to wake up sweetie"

Wake up?

My eyes fluttered open and standing next to me was a beautiful pale woman with golden colored eyes. I noticed the music I fell asleep with was turned off. But I needed to focus.

"Esme?"

"Yes, dear. Are you alright?"

"Yes, why?"

"You sounded like you were having a nightmare so I came to wake you up"

I slowly sat up on the bed. "I don't know, I don't remember dreaming or not"

She nodded and came to sit next to me, soothing my hair. "What do you remember?" she asked.

I shrugged. "I don't know. I felt kind of peaceful, then sad, tired, and confused. But I don't remember any dreaming"

"Well that's okay. Do you want to try and go back to sleep dear?"

I shook my head.

"Okay well then get ready"

I looked at her. "For what?"

"I'm taking you clothes shopping. I want you to feel more comfortable wearing things you want to wear. And also because I know Alice & Rosalie's clothing are kind of small for you"

I smiled. "Okay Esme. Um, do you have anything I can wear now instead of the pj's?"

She nodded. "Yes, the clothes you were brought in are washed and dried, do you want them?"

I nodded. "Thank you"

I got off the bed and stretched.

I wanted to take a shower. I don't know how long I was out there, and maybe a warm shower is something that might calm my nerves.

"Esme?"

"Yes dear?"

"Do you think Edward would mind if I used his bathroom? I'm in serious need of a warm shower"

She shook her head. "No dear of course not. Please help yourself. I'll just get you a towel and I'll lend you some under garments and bring your clothes in as well"

I blushed. "Thank you Esme"

She exited the room and I went into the bathroom to turn on the shower.

Everywhere you could look in this house screamed luxury.

The bathroom was as big as the room. It didn't look like anyone lived here. There weren't that many utilities in the bathroom. In fact it looked like they just moved in.

Still there was enough utilities for me to take a shower.

When I felt the water was hot enough, I stripped off the clothes someone had loaned me and stepped into the stand-in shower and felt so much better when the nice hot water wet my hair, went down my body all the way to my toes.

I heard the door open and I'm guessing it was Esme and then a second later it was closing.

After I dried myself off from that wonderful relaxing shower, I went out to get the clothes that Esme said I was wearing.

But when I looked at them, I couldn't believe these clothes were mine.

They were all black.

Black skinny jeans, black combat boots, a tight long sleeve black hooded shirt.

It was like I was in fighting clothes.

Something was missing though, something that belonged in the holster that rested on my right leg.

"Esme?" I called out.

She came in a minute later. "Yes Rose?"

"I'm missing something and I want to know if there's anything else I was found with?"

She thought about it for a little while. "Yea, I think Edward put it in the nightstand drawer"

I walked around the bed and opened the first drawer. What I saw made me question a lot of things about myself because when I pulled out the object…well I don't know.

"It's a stake" I said as I looked as Esme.

She looked curious, and thoughtful…like she's seen it somewhere before.

"Do you know what this is for?" I asked her.

She shook her head and came to stand right in front of me. "No, I don't. but I feel like I've seen it somewhere before"

I held the stake the right way and the power I felt while holding it was overwhelming.

"Why do I have this?" I asked myself.

The stake was all silver except a small part by the base. It was like a rose vine was encircling it in metal. The rose in the center of the vine was fully blossomed and just beautiful.

"It's beautiful" Esme said.

I nodded and felt happier and kind of safe having this in my hand.

"Yes it is" I whispered.

I placed it in the holster on my jeans and it fit, but I never doubted it wouldn't.

I felt like a warrior with this strapped on my leg, but I didn't want to be separated from it.

Still Esme said we were stepping out and I couldn't be seen with this strapped to my leg, I could arrested or something.

"Do you mind if I take this with me?" I asked her.

"As long as you keep it in your sweatshirt pocket I'm fine with it" she said.

I smiled and nodded enthusiastically "Thank you" I said.

"You're welcome. Now come on or we'll be late in getting you everything you need"

I nodded and followed her out all the way to her garage.

"Wow, nice cars"

"My children love speed"

"Me too, though I think I'm pretty fast already"

She smiled and stepped into a nice looking BMW

"So where are we headed?"

She looked briefly at me while taking up the speed to sixty. "A little city called Port Angeles"

"Sounds like fun" I said as I laid back in my seat thinking.

I wonder how Edward's doing?

EPOV

School once before was a horrible, slow, boring day. Then when Bella entered my world I was always looking forward to enjoying school just because I knew she would be here.

But right now I couldn't even concentrate on doing that because I was distracted. My head was elsewhere.

If I was being honest with myself I was worried about how Rose was doing.

Yes, I know. Bella should be only in the forefront of my mind but Rose keeps etching herself back in.

The way she looked before I left this morning. She looked like I was abandoning her, or like I didn't care about her. I might as well not cared because I wouldn't even try and persuade her to tell me what was going through her mind.

Still what I was mostly worried about were Rose's traits.

She has acute hearing, even I know how quiet I am and Rose -without even opening her eyes- knew I was there, and I can assure anyone who asks that I was as quiet as ever.

The way her body is semi-built I could tell she works out a lot…not like countless hours but at least two hours a day. She's really tan, so maybe where she's from she spends countless hours out in the sun. And if I remember correctly…her hands seem calloused as if she practiced with them a lot.

It's like she's a fighter at heart.

Yet she's still a mystery because her memory is allowing her to be.

I want to help her, I want to get her where she really belongs.

"Edward?"

I turned to Bella "Yes, love?"

"Are you okay? You seem a little distracted"

I shook my head. "Nothing serious. don't worry about it"

She bit her lip and looked away nodding.

"I'm sorry" I said as I gently stroked her cheek with my finger.

"For what?" she looked at me.

"I shouldn't be so distracted with minor things. I should be here with you. I know I've neglected you these past couple of days. And for that I'm sorry"

She shook her head. "No that's okay. I know how you want to her help her. You're not a bad guy. Besides it's not like I'm giving you a hard time about it. You're always here with me and that's all that matters"

I smiled and placed a soft kiss on her lips. Through her mouth that beautiful siren call of hers is stronger, more potent and warm.

No matter how much torture, I still find bliss when I kiss these lips.

After I picked up Bella from her Gym class last period we made our way to the parking lot and when I looked around, my siblings were nowhere to be found.

That was weird, but then again since I wasn't going home right now I guess it's normal that they wouldn't wait for me since I'm going over to Bella's.

As I was driving to Bella's house I started wondering what made me interested in Rose?

Is it true what Alice had said?

"Well all I know is that Rose is safe for us and…" I saw it in her mind before she even voiced it. "you and her are going to become very close?"

Is it because I know Rose and I might become close that all of a sudden I worry about her?

Or is it because I'm so intrigued that I've found someone else who has a shield protecting her thoughts and has also the most precious smelling blood…just like Bella. My curiosity is overwhelmed by what her thoughts must hold. My inner animal that I've suppressed since the moment I've met Bella is just as curious to be in the bliss that Rose's blood must bring.

I don't know anymore. I'm just as confused as I first was when this pale and beautiful perfection sitting next to me literally stumbled into my life.

I can't help but wonder deep down, what is it that made me cross paths with the beautiful creature that is Rose.

Sooooo tell me how you liked this chapter?
Was it something you all were expecting me to
reveal or was it a huge surprise?
I love surprises but not when they're directed at me
I like giving them...weird right?
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likely I'll update again

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-Kristy