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"Rome, come eat." Alena said, leaning against the door.
He shook his head no and she frowned, leaving and closing the door behind her.
He felt this pain many times a year, days when he remembered her. His everything. He wiped a tear and sighed. It was all his fault.
Alena sat down next to Seth, taking a slice of pizza.
"What's wrong with him?" She asked.
They both shrugged.
"He usually eats the entire box before we even get to the table." Dean laughed.
"I can't eat, I'm worried about him." She pushed her plate towards the boys.
"Have it."
"He's fine, eat it." Seth pushed it back towards her.
She shook her head and pushed it back.
"Alena, stop. Eat it." Dean said.
"I'm going to go take a shower." She got up and left the table.

Roman walked into the room, sitting down next to Seth and Dean.
"Fuck, my head hurts." He said, yawning.
"What's up man?" Dean asked, worried.
"Nothing." He got up and walked to the kitchen, looking for some Tylenol.
Dean looked at Seth and he shrugged.
Roman took the pills, grabbing his car keys.
"I'm going out for a while guys." He said.
They nodded and watched him leave, both thinking the same thing.
"You think it's because of...?" Dean asked.
"For sure." Seth nodded.

Alena put her hair into a bun, walking into Roman's room. She adjusted the pillow, before she saw something under it. She raised an eyebrow and threw the pillow aside, grabbing the picture from under the pillow. It was a picture of Roman holding a baby girl. She stared at it for a minute and smiled at how cute it was before something crossed her mind. She walked into the living room and sat down on the couch next to Seth.
"Look." She put the picture on his lap.
Seth looked at it and sighed, nodding.
"Yup. Dean, it was that." Dean nodded.
"I knew it."
"Can someone fill me in here?!" She said, raising her voice.
"His baby." Seth said in a low voice.
"What!" Alena stared at Seth, shocked.
"A while back, one of our enemies found his baby mama's address and killed both her and the baby." He didn't know if he should be telling her, but he was.
"Oh my God." She took the picture back and looked at it, her eyes watering.
Seth nodded and turned off the TV, he wasn't in the mood for it anymore.
"He thinks it's his fault." Dean added.
"But... It's not." She didn't want Roman to think that. She couldn't imagine the pain he put himself through.
"He doesn't understand that." Seth said.
They heard the door open and Roman walked in, throwing his keys on the table and walking to his room.
She put the picture on the table and walked into his room, closing the door.
"What was her name?" She asked quietly, watching him lay down on the bed.
"What?" He asked.
"Your baby girl." She said, looking down at her feet.
"How do you know?" He asked, his eyes watering.
"Picture." She got into bed next to him, sitting down criss cross, facing him.
"Ally." He felt a tear roll down his cheek and she wiped it, shaking her head.
"It wasn't your fault."
"It was." Tears started rolling down his face and she leaned down, hugging him.
"No, how were you supposed to know?" His sobbing got louder and she hugged him even tighter, not knowing how to react. She never saw a man cry, let alone one the size of Roman. He was so tough and so strong mentally and physically, it amazed her how sensitive he could be.
"She was my life, Alena. My everything. I miss her so much. I miss holding her, I miss it so fucking much." She nodded, feeling bad for Roman.
"Now she's your angel." She said softly, tears running down her face, too.
She pulled away and sat up, wiping her tears.
"Sometimes I can't believe she's gone." He covered his face with his hands, shaking his head.
She sat there and watched Roman pour out all of his feelings, occasionally wiping his tears and nodding.
"I didn't even have a chance to watch her grow up, I miss my baby girl. She was my only joy." It hurt Alena to see him in so much pain.
"Do you... wannatryforababy?" She asked really fast, looking at him.
"Do I what?" He asked, shocked.
"Want... A baby." She bit down on her bottom lip. She didn't want him to think she was trying to replace Ally, but if he wanted a baby, she'd be willing to give it to him.
He gave her a weak smile, shocked.
"Do you really mean that?" He asked, sitting up.
She nodded, blushing.
"It seems like you miss it. I'd do anything to make you happy, Rome." She smiled.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close.
Their faces were inches away from touching and she stared into his beautiful eyes.
"I'd love a baby." He smiled, connecting their lips. He flipped them over, pulling away.
"Then let's make one." She smiled.
He placed kisses all over her face, making her giggle.
"You're joking." He smiled, grabbing a condom from the drawer.
She shook her head, taking it from him and throwing it across the room.
He smiled big, chuckling.
"Do you understand how much I love you?!" He asked, cupping her face.
"I love you too." She smiled.
"Thank you." He said.
She nodded.
"Now shut up and help me make this baby." She giggled, pulling him down for a kiss.
The kiss started out slow, both of them wanting to enjoy the moment. She rubbed up against him, making him groan. She tugged at his t-shirt, before watching him break the kiss and take it off. He pulled off his basketball shorts as well, tossing them to the floor.
"You have way too much on." She giggled and lifted her shirt up a little, teasing him.
"Cmon." He licked his lips.
She pulled it off, throwing it to the floor. She unbuttoned her shorts and took them off too, leaving her in her pink, lacy underwear.
"Fuck." He said, looking her up and down.
She smirked and grabbed him, running her hand up and down his length.
He closed his eyes and she bit her lip, watching his facial expressions. She slowly pulled down his boxers, licking her lips. He opened his eyes and pinned her arms over her head, placing kisses on her neck. She gently moaned and tilted her head back, giving him more access. He smirked and pulled away, sliding his boxers off completely.
He hooked his fingers in the sides of her panties, pulling them off and tossing them to the floor. He positioned himself at her entrance, before she stopped him.
"I want it this way." She blushed, turning over and sticking her ass in the air.
"Mhm." He slapped her ass, making her yelp.
He gently rubbed his hand over the area, before positioning himself. She bit her lip, knowing what was coming. It was always different with Roman, he was so big and it was the best mix of pain and pleasure when he entered her.
He slowly filled her inch by inch, moaning at how tight she was. She moaned and smiled, resting her head on the pillow.
He slowly started moving, her moans turning him on even more. He sped up, watching her push back against him with every thrust.
"Roman..." She moaned, sliding a hand in between her legs and rubbing herself.
He went faster, feeling himself get close to orgasm when she started tightening around him. She screamed his name, setting off his release. She felt him empty inside of her and she smiled, her breathing slowly evening.
He pulled out and watched her turn over and lay down on her back. He lay down next to her, pulling her close and pulling the covers over them.
"Alena, I love you." He said, kissing her temple.
"Love you too." She smiled, snuggling up next to him.
Roman wrapped his arms around her, both of them drifting to sleep.