Sorry I hadn't had time to post this, I've just started back at college and have had so much work to do! Anyway, here's the next chapter and I hope you enjoy :) x
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Blaine's POV
One Month Later
I walked into the senior common room, a smile proudly painted on my face as I went to say goodbye to the warblers for the holidays. I loved it here at Dalton, I'd made friends and discovered myself again. I had a single dorm room that now felt like a little cave made just for me. I loved everything about Dalton, but it wasn't home. Home was my two incredible guardians who protected me and loved me like a son, or rather a son-in-law. Home was also an incredibly tall footballer that pulled ugly faces whilst he ate, talking about how his girlfriend broke up with him once again and how he worshipped a grilled cheese. Home was wrapped in the warmest of hugs given by my beautiful boyfriend, when he'd kiss me and everything else vanished into thin air. The way he'd turned me into a man whether he knew it or not. Home was with the Hummel's who were picking me up in ten minutes.
When i'd got to the common room, my best friends were all there waiting for me. Nick, Jeff, Wes and David were standing by the window, probably waiting for the car that would take me into the promised land. They saw me as they all grinned like idiots, swarming towards me. I hugged each individual boy, feeling relief wash over me that they would be missing me like i'd miss them. The warblers, especially Nick and Jeff, had become a second family to me, they all got along with Kurt better than I could of ever asked for.
I smiled fondly at the memories of Kurt coming to visit last tuesday, purely because he missed me and couldn't wait until the weekend. He'd stayed a while and watched me perform at Warbler rehersal, where I serenaded him like he'd done for me all those weeks ago.
"Blaine" Nick softly called out, making me blink and fall out of my trance I was so deeply under. The small group smiled, they knew I was thinking about Kurt. I was so thankful they'd gotten used to me. "I hate this part" Jeff said, his smile turning into a frown, "I miss you every weekend Blaine, theres less shenanigans" I grinned and took a single step forward, hugging the blonde boy once again as I waited for my family.
"KURT'S HERE! KURT HUMMEL IS HERE BITCHES!" Nick shouted, pointing at the car that had pulled into the parking lot. With that, I walked quickly but carefully ( as my ankle was still a little tender, but i didnt need crutches ) out of the common room, the group of hyperactive teenage boys following close behind.
I made it into the carpark in time to find my family. Kurt, Burt and suprisingly even Finn were waiting for me and a single tear made its wat down my cheek. Usually, only Kurt or Burt would collect me. This was the best feeling ever. I almost ran to them, half expecting to be pulled into a hug by my boyfriend, except I didnt. What I did get was a large armful of Finn who was holding me tightly, something that Never happened. "BLAINE! I MISSED YOU BUDDY!" Finn said excitedly, making me grinn using my entire faceful of muscles; Burt used this time to put my suitcase in the car. "Put him down, Finn. We miss him too over here" said a small voice. Kurt's voice. Finn laughed a little, apologising as he let me go, only for me to be engulfed by Burt as he hugged me tighter than Finn had. After a small while, Burt let me go, patting me lightly on the back and got into the car, Finn following him to give Kurt and I, as well as the other boys, a little private goodbye.
Before anything else, Kurt swept me into the most loving of embraces. It came so beautifully natural to the pair of us, my chin resting on his shoulder to grinn uncontrollably. "I love this part" David called out to us whilst Jeff yelled he was going to go and make popcorn before Kurt and I began making out because he 'didn't want to miss it'. My friends were such perverts. I laughed it off, saying goodbye to my small group of friends and getting into the car. I sat on the back seat beside Kurt, who was pressed closer to me than usual. My new family asked how everything was going, though they wanted to simply listen to how happy I sounded, especially when I mentioned how much I missed them all or when something had reminded me of them. I told Burt how Wes got his car fixed and I said that he could of done a better job, or the way David reminded me of Carole when he'd constantly check if I was okay or if I needed help with anything. Jeff had always reminded me of Finn because of the things he'd say, or the way he'd talk with his mouth open and actually sound like my kind-of-brother. Nick, my best friend out of the group of boys, reminded me a little of Kurt. Endless amounts of compassion and how he always put aside extra time for me.
When we returned home, we talked for absolute hours as a family. Finn eventaully left to go play video games with Puck, Mike and Artie. Burt had to go and pick Carole up from work whilst her car was in the shop. Which just left me and my boyfriend.
Kurt had moved to sit on my lap, the rest of the room becoming useless as I failed to notice anything besides my gorgeous boyfriend who I how had two weeks off school with. He straddled me, pulling me into a different kind of hug. I had to bite my lip as I moved to get comfortable, Kurt was all I could think about, I almost felt like an idiot for leaving in the first place to go to Dalton. Although I also think the distance made our relationship more normal, it wasn't easy, but that proved our relationship was strong.
"I love you, honey" Kurt said effortlessly, making me grin as he kissed me softly. "I love you too" I replied breathlessly. We got up, hand-in-hand as we decided to go watch a movie in bed while we could. We curled up in my bed. Kurt had had up against the pillows with me seated in the space between his open legs. I wrapped the blankets around us, simply relaxing with my boyfriend. Kurt had enveloped me in his arms and stroked my arm. "Baby, I know what would make this more intimite" he whispered making me blush instantly. "take off your shirt" I did what I was asked, when I noticed Kurt also had a bare chest too. My heart skipped about five beats as I sat back again, gasping when our bare skin collided as we settled back into our original embrace. My heart beat began to elevate dangerously as the brunette wrapped his arms around me once again, this time feeling completely different. I felt his hand slide a little lower, past my belly button and now finding the small line of hair that continued beneath my pants. I heard his breath hitch as he hooked his thumb under the waistband of my jeans. I knew he was testing the water, trying to work out how far i'd be willing to go with him, considering we are fairly new to our relationship, having only been together a month so far.
"Kurt" I whispered brokenly, my boyfriend hummed softly, reassuring me that he was here and wasn't going to push me. Sometimes I forget he's older than me. Then it dawned on me what was going on. "Do you.. wanna talk?" I asked, knowing I'd ruined the moment. He abruptly pulled his hand back, returning it to its original place on my chest. "Sorry.. I just.. I got carried away" he said, his voice laced with hurt as he moved backwards further, taking me with him but keeping a little distance between us.
"I think we need to talk about it, Kurt. I know you don't want to, but we need to be on the same page" I said, instantly regretting it. Kurt immediately turned the movie off, looking at the time. "Dad will be home with Carole soon. Why don't we just go get ready for bed?" Instantly, the contact was broken, he reached out for his shirt and walked out of the room. I sighed, getting ready for bed. I waited for a long time, hoping he was going to come back. I let myself panic a little. I hadn't seen him in days before today and now he'd walked out on me. I took a few deep breaths, trying to calm my heart rate as I got back into bed. I frowned at how cold it now seemed. I closed my eyes beginning to drift off when I heard my door open. Kurt had returned with fresh tears leaving tracks down his cheeks. He moved to sit on the bed beside me and stroked my hair gently. I instantly moved closer to the touch, getting what ever affection I could. "Whats wrong?" I whispered.
"Karofsky kissed me"
My heart stopped beating momentarily. I didn't know what to say or do. I felt sick and anxious.
"When?" I asked, when he looked away, I gently put my hand on his knee to prove it was okay to tell me about it.
"Tuesday" that was the moment my heart broke in half. The day my boyfriend spontaniously visited Dalton to see me because he 'missed me' was prompted by the fact he was seeking refuge. I had no idea whether to be hurt or to comfort him. I wished he'd told me on the day. I just couldn't fight anymore.
"Come here" I said, slightly harsher than I should've but needing to express myself in someway. Kurt sat beside me, looking anywhere but at me. I lifted his chin softly so he had no choice but to look at me. He needed to look at me.
"I love you, Kurt. I just wish you'd of told me on tuesday. We had plenty of time to of sorted it" I said, my voice conveying all of my love.
"We dont need to talk about it if you dont want to" I held his hand and squeezed it.
Kurt sniffed, kissing me quickly befire saying he was going to sleep now because it had been a 'long day'. He'd slept beside me, though kept moving away from me when I tried to get close to him. I sat in bed purely watching him. How his back was away from me made my heart break even more. I couldn't help but feel like it was my fault, for leaving McKinley. I should've known Karofsky would of found a new victim, but I'd never imagined that he'd pick Kurt.
I curled into a ball, facing away from Kurt leaving a large gap between us as I closed my eyes. Wanting sleep to wash over me.
