Dirk/Equius: Nostalgie De La Boue (French), "Yearning For The Mud," Attraction To What Is Unworthy, Crude, Or Degrading

Warning for light dom/sub (nonsexual) in this story


timaeusTestified [TT] began trolling centaursTesticle [CT]

TT: So, tell me if I'm being too pushy here.
TT: But as fun as sloppy interspecies makeouts have been, I sometimes get the feeling you're looking for something more.
CT: D - I
CT: D - Er
CT: D - I have been having an e%quisite time with you
TT: Okay now, that's not strictly an answer to the question I asked.
CT: D - I w001d not presume to tell you what to do
TT: Hmm.
TT: See, that's the kind of thing that makes me wonder.
CT: D - What
CT: D - Why
CT: D - Has my behavior been una%ceptable
TT: Bro, I have been having a genuinely good time, whether this is all you want or not.
TT: But this business, with refusing to take charge and the extreme need to please, it just makes me wonder.
TT: I suppose being straightforward is easiest.
TT: Have you ever heard of bdsm?
TT: I'm guessing that's pretty much a human thing, but I don't know if there's a troll equivalent.
CT: D - I am unfamiliar with the term
TT: Okay, let's try this from a conceptual angle instead.
TT: Tell me what you want from me, without any of this bullshit like 'I want whatever you want' or anything like that.
CT: D - I c00ld not
TT: I'm ordering you to tell me
CT: D - Oh
CT: D - Uh
TT: I'm not going to be mad at anything you say; I'm just genuinely curious.
CT: D - I
CT: D - I feel quite content when you give me such orders
CT: D - To obey is
CT: D - A thrill
TT: That's a start. How would you feel about ordering me around in return?
CT: D - To be quite frank
CT: D - Er
CT: D - It is more pleasing to give you an order and see it disregarded
TT: So if you were to order me to kneel, and I was to say fuck no and tell YOU to kneel instead?
CT: D - Oh
CT: D - Oh my
TT: Sounds like a good response to me
TT: Does that extend to other orders too? What if, say, I was to tell you that you're my footstool for the night while I chatted with my friends online?
TT: Or what if I was to order you not to speak until you EARNED to right to talk again?
CT: D - I think
CT: D - I need a towel
TT: You can get a towel when I tell you to get one.
CT: D - Dirk
TT: Ask me for it.
CT: D - Dirk
CT: D - Please
TT: Go for it, bro.
CT: D - Actually
CT: D - At this point
CT: D - One towel may not be sufficient
TT: Tell you what, I'm in a generous mood. You can get as many towels as you want.
CT: D - Thank you
TT: And that's something you like?
CT: D - ….
TT: Give me an answer.
CT: D - Yes
CT: D - Very much so
TT: So, I think we might have some shared interests, here.
TT: Are you free tonight?
TT: Because I've got some literature to show you.

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