HSWC Bonus Round 2

by spockandawe

All my written fills for the first bonus round of the 2014 HSWC. Some of these go into potentially upsetting topics, but relevant warnings for each of the stories are listed in the notes at the beginning of each chapter. These prompts took the form of non-English words with no direct English parallels.

10. Aradia-Sollux

Sollux/Aradia: Wintercearig (Old English), "Winter-Care" Or "Winter-Sorrow," The Feeling Of Sadness Equatable To The Cold Of Winter

Warning for death (canonical and in the past), emotional trauma, and grief in this story

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apocalypseArisen [AA] began trolling twinArmageddons [TA]

AA: s0llux
TA: oh my god
TA: aa you cant do thii2 two me
TA: liiterally you need two 2top ii cant handle thii2
AA: is there a pr0blem
TA: ii2 there a problem 2he 2ay2
TA: why the fuck would there be a problem everythiing ii2 totally fuckiing FIINE no problem2 here
AA: y0u sh0uldnt be upset
TA: oh yeah?
TA: wow youre riight iit2 liike all my care2 ju2t evaporated away
TA: iim glad you could 2olve that for me now can you plea2e 2top talkiing two me
AA: y0u d0nt need t0 blame y0urself
TA: yep anythiing you 2ay
TA: can you go away now
AA: y0u c0uld bl0ck me if y0u wished
TA: plea2e dont make me do thii2
TA: aa plea2e
AA: it needed t0 happen
AA: what y0u did was necessary
TA: 2hut up 2HUT UP
TA: you cant aa you cant do thii2 two me
TA: ii would 2ay youre kiilliing me but wow 2omehow that comediic exaggeratiion ii2nt quiite 2o funny anymore
TA: but that ii2 2eriiou2ly what iit feel2 liike
AA: s0llux
TA: when ii 2ay ii cant do thii2 ii mean youre teariing me apart from the iin2iide out
TA: aa how can you expect me two ju2t put iit all asiide becau2e you 2aiid iit wa2 """"nece22ary""""
TA: ii cant do thii2 not even for you
TA: ii dont know how iim even functiioniing anymore and really that2 becau2e iim ba2iically not functiioniing at all
TA: ii can barely handle talkiing to anyone and ii really REALLY cant fuckiing handle talkiing to you
TA: iif youre trying to be niice can you plea2e 2top becau2e all youre doiing ii2 hurtiing me
AA: if this had n0t happened
AA: we w0uld all have died
AA: life w0uld 0nly pr0ceed in a timeline where you did as y0u had t0
TA: oh wow would you look at that youve found a way to make me feel even wor2e
TA: you know what ii thiiink iid prefer a tiimeliine like that anyway2
AA: i w0uld have died regardless
AA: as well as y0u
AA: karkat
AA: kanaya
AA: every0ne y0u kn0w
TA: ii dont care
TA: the number of fuck2 ii giive ii2 ab2olutely zero becau2e guess what iit mean2 ii wouldnt have had two kiill you my2elf
TA: look
TA: youre not the 2ame anymore but plea2e PLEA2E try two under2tand thii2
TA: ii woke up wiith your blood on my hand2
TA: not ju2t metaphoriically but LIITERALLY
TA: ii wa2 2tanding iin your hiive ii kiilled you wiith my own hand2 ii kiilled your mom ii KIILLED YOU AA
TA: ii dont even know how ii made iit home again
TA: do you have any iidea how long iit wa2 before ii wa2 able to eat again?
TA: how many day2 ii 2pent wiith my dad becau2e of all the niightmare2?
TA: how long it wa2 before ii could briing my2elf to me22age kk?
TA: ii dont know iif iill ever be the way ii wa2 before
TA: you cant ju2t 2how up a2 a gho2t or whatever actiing liike everythiing ii2 ju2t fiine telliing me that ii was 2UPPO2ED two fuckiing do that
TA: how can you do that two me?
AA: s0llux y0u need t0 understand
TA: no
TA: thii2 ii2 iit
TA: thii2 ii2 the actual furthe2t liimiit of what ii am capable of handliing
TA: plea2e dont me22age me agaiin

twinArmageddons [TA] has blocked apocalypseArisen [AA]