Jane/Roxy (Pale): Avoir Le Mal De Quelqu'un (French), Missing Someone So Much It Literally Makes You Sick
Warning for some serious depression and isolation/loneliness in this story
tipsyGnostic [TG] began bothering gutsyGumshoe [GG]
TG: jaaaaneye
TG: jaene
TG: r uu theeere
TG: yuou shuld reaalaly be theer
GG: Oh boy.
GG: Roxy, are you okay?
TG: jaaaaaaaaaaaaannaeyyyyy!
TG: im totse oakay liek whaoa
GG: Because you really, really don't sound okay!
TG: nooono no i gott this
TG: *but imm not gonnan fxi all thohse typos up thurr
TG: seee im perferctlly fine
TG: *prefererfefcterecally
GG: Well, if you say so, I guess?
GG: What's up?
TG: nohthinnnnnnnnnnnnng
TG: therer is fcukall up an nobodyy aroudn like LTIERALLY nobodry
TG: janeey i cnant handel it anymoeer i cnat i cant
TG: jaaaane ivee never heardd antoher human
TG: NEVRE
TG: itst killign me its KILLING ME jjane poeple wernent maent to dael withh thsi
GG: Oh god.
GG: Roxy, you know you can talk to me anytime, right?
GG: I wish this chat client had a voice feature.
GG: And you're sure you can't get a phone I could call, or get your mom to let me visit, or get her to let you go out more often or anything?
TG: no jaene thosse are LITERERALLY NOT POSISSIBLE
TG: TSHOSE ARE NTO OTPTIONS
GG: I'm really sorry.
GG: …
GG: Are you mad at me?
TG: lolklll no im ntot mda
TG: ur m y bsest friedn
TG: and yuore teh actaual best too
TG: i jsut wishh evreryhting was diffrerent
TG: i wshish my freiends wre whrere I cld see them im not buitlt to b loenly adn its dsestroyign me
GG: Can you please let me know if there's anything I can do to help?
GG: Anything at all, I mean that.
TG: noooooo
TG: i mean i kno thtat ur wlillign to help
TG: which ICNIDENTALLLY is yte anohter reason u are my fav and a graeat hmuman beign
TG: but threres rly nohting to do btu wait :(((((((
GG: Wait for what, exactly?
TG: noooep cant tlell u thta bcuz its goingn to be a big surpriese
GG: Okay, that's not the most comforting thing to hear after the way you've been acting.
TG: I'm srorryyyyyy :((((((((((((((((((
TG: jsut plz trutst me
GG: I can do that part, but I do wish you'd tell me what's up so I can help you better.
TG: naahhh i got thsi an i ddidnt mean to braek dwn like that im feelein btetter i proismse
TG: ts just i knew whta i was getttin into and i thought i was bdasass enouugh to hadnle it
TG: btu turns out sxiteen yeaers is a whoel lot more whne yourre livnin throuough it
TG: i SWEAER thta soon ill b abel to tlell you evrytthing
TG: i just haffta hlod out a littel longer
GG: So you're just going to put all this out here, and not explain?
TG: :(
TG: srrrryyyyyyyy
TG: i raeally cnat
GG: But you promise you'll tell me soon?
TG: yse!
TG: i releally wnat to now :((((
GG: I don't LIKE it, but if you can't, you can't.
GG: Just, look, message me anytime, okay?
GG: Even if you're doing your darndest to make me stop worrying, I can tell that this isn't good.
GG: So will you also promise to do that? To message me, I mean.
TG: i can!
TG: slassh will
TG: i cna slalsh will messsaege you lots n losts
TG: adn soon itll b all btetter
TG: i maean lolllll ive prollly said moer than i shld already
TG: but ur wrorth t so no regrests!
TG: i should prollyy bail for nwow tho
TG: ahcieve a slihtghtly lower levele of drunk
GG: That definitely does sound like a good idea!
GG: This has been an impressively illegible conversation.
GG: But remember, you promised to message me!
GG: I'll be in most of the evening, and even if I'm out I'll have something portable.
TG: l)
TG: *;)
TG: illl rmemember!
TG: an ur the bset janey yuo rly are so u gotta remmembrer thta for me
GG: Can do!
GG: I'll talk to you later, then.
TG: Yuo bet!
tipsyGnostic [TG] has ceased bothering gutsyGumshoe [GG]