Karkat/Gamzee (Pale): Démissioner (French), Giving Up, Resigning, Or Abdicating
carcinoGeneticist [CG] began trolling terminallyCapricious [TC]
CG: SO, ARE YOU GOING TO ACTUALLY TALK TO ME TODAY?
CG: OR IS THIS GOING TO BE ANOTHER ROUND OF PRETENDING TO BE BLIND, DEAF, AND LACKING ALL ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE YOUR THOUGHTS THROUGH THE WRITTEN WORD?
CG: BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'RE THERE.
CG: TEREZI TOLD ME YOU LITERALLY *JUST* MESSAGED HER.
CG: YOU'RE NOT EVEN IDLE, I KNOW YOU'RE THERE AND READING THIS AND IGNORING ME JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING.
CG: OR SHIT, ARE YOU FEELING OKAY?
CG: LIKE, IS THERE SOMETHING GOING ON THAT YOU *DO* NEED MY HELP FOR?
CG: I CAN CAPTCHALOGUE ENOUGH SNUGGLEPLANES FOR A DECENT PILE IF YOU NEED ME TO COME FIND YOU.
CG: YES?
CG: NO?
CG: JUST, UH, HONK IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME.
CG: …
CG: OR NOT.
CG: YOU KNOW, I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHY I BOTHER.
CG: I MAY HAVE DONE SOME PAN-MELTINGLY STUPID THINGS IN THE PAST, BUT ACTUALLY MANAGING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT YOU MIGHT WANT ME AROUND PROBABLY TAKES THE CAKE.
CG: BECAUSE YOU DON'T.
CG: YOU CLEARLY DON'T WANT ME.
CG: I WISH I KNEW WHY I WAS SO FUCKING GOOD AT CONVINCING MYSELF THAT I MIGHT JUST POSSIBLY, FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, BE NEEDED.
CG: DON'T YOU REMEMBER HOW IT WAS AT FIRST?
CG: WE'D JUST SIT FOR HOURS AND TALK AND YOU'D LET ME MESS WITH YOUR HAIR, AND YOU'D TELL ME ALL ABOUT WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG, AND THE KIND OF SHIT YOU DID DURING THE GAME, ALL OF THAT.
CG: DIDN'T THAT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?
CG: ANYTHING AT ALL?
CG: OR AM I JUST THE MORON WHO GOT EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN A RELATIONSHIP YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT?
CG: AT FIRST YOU USED TO, LIKE.
CG: HOLD MY HAND. YOU'D *TALK* TO ME, ASK ME THINGS, PRETEND LIKE I KIND OF MATTERED TO YOU.
CG: WAS I REALLY THE ONLY ONE WHO CARED ABOUT US?
CG: GAMZEE?
CG: …
CG: YOU KNOW WHAT, I CAN'T DO THIS.
CG: I CAN'T.
CG: HERE WE GO, I'M THE ASSHOLE BREAKING UP WITH HIS MOIRAIL BY MESSAGE, EXCEPT I REALLY SHOULDN'T FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE YOU'VE MADE IT FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND YOU IN PERSON.
CG: AND I CAN'T KEEP TEARING MYSELF UP OVER YOU WHILE YOU JUST FUCKING *LET* ME.
CG: WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP MOIRALLEGIANCE IS THAT, WHERE YOU'RE JUST WILLING TO LET ME KILL MYSELF TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF YOU WHILE YOU GIVE ME LITERALLY *NOTHING* IN RETURN?
CG: ARE YOU NOT EVEN GOING TO REACT TO THAT?
CG: YOU'VE GOT NO RESPONSE TO BEING DUMPED?
CG: THAT'S NOT EVEN ENOUGH TO GET THE SMALLEST, MOST TRIVIAL, INSIGNIFICANT GODDAMN REACTION FROM YOU?
CG: ARE YOU JUST SITTING OVER THERE IN FUCKING CLOWN LAND STARING AT A COMPUTER SCREEN WITH NO EMOTIONAL RESPONSE AT ALL TO THE UGLY CONCLUSION OF A RELATIONSHIP THAT LASTED AN ENTIRE SWEEP OF YOUR LIFE?
CG: NOTHING?
CG: BUT I SHOULDN'T FEEL SO BAD ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH YOU.
CG: BECAUSE I'M PRETTY SURE YOU BROKE UP WITH ME PERIGEES AGO AND JUST NEVER BOTHERED TO LET ME KNOW.
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