A/N: Hello again! I'm so glad people are enjoying this! Here's a two-shot, it's set back at St. Vladimir's let's just pretend that the cabain and the attack were a little more far apart, this would be set at some point between the cabain and the caves/Dimitri is turned. This first part is more Rose/Lissa than anything else, I broke one of my personal rules and made Rose sing, sorry, I was just listening to a lot of songs while writing this and I couldn't help myself, I'll leave the list of songs at the bottom in case you want to know. Enjoy!

PS: Sorry if there's any mistake, I hate that the spell-check is gone.

Two.

RPOV:

One thing I never got used to was giving up sunlight. I loved training early before classes because I got to spend some time enjoying the warm arfernoon sun. Granted, that was not the only reason I loved my training sessions, but it was a good plus. Besides, there was the fact that ever since we were back I had trouble sleeping all day. It always felt like a long nap, rather than a full night of sleep, no matter how tired I was.

That was the problem I was having. Dimitri had canceled both of our training sessions today and I found myself with way too much energy to sleep, so I put on some music and had a dance party for one. I wasn't happy about the lack of female guardias, but I was happy that it meant I had my own room, and only one neighbour, Meredith, that happened to be a very deep sleeper. After learning that only Stan and sometimes Alberta cared if I made some noise instead of sleeping I started doing it every night they didn't have their shifts at the novice building. Sometimes I listened in the dark, covered in blankets, until sleep came, others I "worked on my homework" half the night while singng, and others, like tonight, I simply put my mp3 on shuffle and singed, danced or even cried with whatever fate decided to play next.

It was always fun waiting to see which song came on next. Okay, I admit it was a little lame that betting on the next song by myself, but what can I say? My social life wasn't what it used to be, I had been on lockdown for a long time and even now I didn't feel like breaking the rules as much as I used to-you can thank my Russian God for that.

As "Heaven knows" started to play I turned up the volume and stripped my jeans and shirt, walking around in my underwear while playing air drums-and sucking at it, after it ended I was hoping for something I could actually dance to and my wish was granted as the more up-beat song started.

"Now dance, fucker, dance, man, he never had a chance!" I jumped around the room more yelling and laughing than singing, but I loved the song, it needed to be yelled. I soon fell on the bed trying to catch my breath. God, I was so lucky it was Emile's shift! He was as reserved as Dimitri, but less strict, I knew for sure he wouldn't interrupt my party, even if he could hear it, I suspected his music taste was similar to mine and secretly enjoyed not having to spend the whole night in silence.

I was even more thankful when the next song rolled around and I started laughing like crazy, clutching my stomack with my eyes watering. I runned to get my brush after calming down a bit, I just had to sing this song to a hairbrush. I got it just in time for my favorite part, standing by the window I stood in possition waiting.

"I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like tha-at" I twisted a lock between my fingers before taking a deep breath to sing the next part as loud as I could "Oh no-oo-o!"

I looked at the time, it was really late, but I had to text Lissa, I just had to. We saw the Lizzie McGuire Movie at least a hundred times one summer, I think even Andre could've recited the whole movie. I just loved the opening song, and I actually liked it better when sang by Blondie-thing I would never ever admit to Dimitri. It had been a while since the last time I heard it, and I felt the need to talk to Lissa. A little check showed me that she was asleep so no luck there, so I just texted her, knowing that she would be singing it all through breakfast the next day.

I just sang The Tide is High to the top of my lungs. Hope U were here to sing it w me :(

After that I just gave up on the whole shuffle routine and looked for one of the many songs Lissa had put in it. A title caught my eye and I smiled fondly. Right after the car crash I was really depressed, but noticing what was going on with Lissa and with the initial shock when we discovered the bond I ignored it. Lissa still noticed and one night, after I sneaked out of my room I went to hers and crumbled down. I felt awful about it. I wanted to be strong fr her but I couldn't hold it any more. She held me tight and played that song, singing some parts for me, assuring me that everything was going to be okay. It was one of those thimes when our role switched and she was taking care of me.

So I let the song play and I started to sing, straight up, seriously singing, not joking around. Tears clouded my vision and my voice sounded a little strangled but I kept on going. By the second verse tears were streaming down my face.

"We're getting stronger now, find things they never found" a silly smile was playing in my lips "they might be bigger, but we're faster and never scared"

I didn't know what I was crying about now. Nothing. Everything. I had let go and while the song ended I kept on crying. I was now sitting on the floor by the window hugging my body and sobbing loudly. I thanked my luck again that Emile was watching the novice dorms. Anybody else would've come in already. A small part of me wondered if Meredith was still asleep.

"The Last Song" went by and I just cried. What was wrong with me? I had everything. Lissa, Dimitri...

That's not true, said a little voice in my head, just because you slept together doesn't mean everything's fine. You're still hiding.

Dimitri. Yesterday he told me he was going to be gone all day, guardian business. Before he got the chance to say goodbye to me Alberta entered the gym and said she needed to sort things out with him before his trip. He remebered me that training was canceled and left with a sad smile. The thought of it made me cry more.

"I need to turn that thing off" I said out loud when an even more depressing song started to play. I Stood up and decided to stop. I was not going to crumble down tonight. I dryed my face out harshly with a shirt that was discarted on the floor next to me. I changed the song to a happy one. Marina & The Diamonds always puts me in a good mood. As soon as the song started I heard a soft knock on the door. Maybe Emile wasn't on the mood for a party. Or maybe I had finaly managed to wake Meredith up.

I looked at myself in the mirror behind the door, I din't look like I was crying... that much. I ceaned my face again and dryed out my eyelashes with my fingers. That's a little better. I was still on my underwear though. I slipped on a random shirt and opened the door with my best "I'm sorry you can't stand someone else having fun" smile, ready to face Emile or Meredith.

But the person standing there wasn't Emile, nor Meredith. There, in all his duster-long-hair-intoxicating-aftershave glory stood none other than Dimitri. My jaw dropped at the surprise, soon to be replaced by the happiest smile I had ever had-well, except the ones of that day in the cabain-, and I launched myself into his arms.

"Comrade!"

TO BE CONTINUED...

A/N: Well, that took a sad turn. Thankfully I managed to get myself out of it. Is it too weird? I don't know, music led the way here, let me know!

And here are the songs:

*Heaven Knows - The Pretty Reckless

*You're Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring

*The Tide Is High - Blondie

*Change - Taylor Swift

*The Last Song - The All-American Rejects

*Oh No! - Marina & The Diamonds

An these are the ones I was listening:

*Miss Jackson - Panic! At The Disco

*You Call Me a Bitch Like It's a Bad Thing - Halestorm

*Ain't No Rest For The Wicked - Cage The Elephant

*Better Than Fiction - Taylor Swift