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Chapter 4 : I can forgive i just can't forget

Mamoru sat in his livingroom thinking about the situation he had brought both him and Usagi in by cheating on her. He couldn't help it but thinking what he did wasn't wrong. There were so many couples in which one lied to another or had an affair. Mamoru hadn't done much of them. He never told Usagi he was sleeping with other girls simply because she never asked , so you couldn't call it lying. And he wasn't having an affair either since he had only shared the bed with the girl Rei caught him with and not love. He loved Usagi to death but he had other needs to. Why was everybody making such a drama of it ?

Then he heard someone knock on his front door. Secretly he hoped it was Usagi so he could tell her he was sorry , so he could ask her to forgive him. Slowly he walked over to the front door and opened it. In front of him stood two angry woman , one with short blonde hair and the other with brown hair also known as Haruka Tenoh and Makoto Kino. For a moment he feared the worst but then their cold glares were replaced by something else. Maybe forgiveness or understanding but soon he understood the look on their faces only meant a good thing for them selfs.He was so death. And before he could think of anything else a fist came into his direction and everything went black. He still could hear Haruka and Makoto laugh and then he heard them walk away. At least he hoped they were walking away and there weren't other senshi out there to hit him.

Rei sat against Haruka's car and gazed at both girls when they returned.'' And did you hurt him a lot ?'' She asked angry. Haruka shook her head. Makoto just strugged. Well did they hurt him. Makoto didn't really know. She had punched him but after that all he did was lay on the ground. She wasn't even sure he was knock out or death or maybe just faking.

'' I don't know but he knows he was wrong. I think his eye will be black by tomorrow.'' Haruka said with a smirk.'' And uhm , could you guys please not tell Michiru i was with you two.I promised her to keep out of this.'' Makoto and Rei both nodded.They knew that they could use this against the blonde tomboy if they would ever want something from Haruka.

'' Sure , now let's get out of here before people see us.'' Makoto suggested. Haruka nodded in reply and walked over to her car followed by Makoto.

'' You two go ahead , i'll walk home , the temple isn't too far from here.'' Rei said as she walked over to the opposite direction of the two other woman.

'' Rei.'' Makoto paused before she continued.'' Please don't do anything stupid okay ?''

Rei shook her head.'' I promise , i'm not even going to visit the poor bastard , i'll go straight home.'' Makoto nodded and stepped into the car.She didn't believe Rei was she knew how stubborn the raven haired girl could be sometimes.

The miko just stood there watching how the car drove away. When the yellow car was out of sight she turned around to look at the house where Mamoru lived. She had noticed that his lights were out now. She assumed that he went asleep.' Ah let's not keep him waiting then.' She smiled to herself as she started heading towards the house. She stopped however when she saw Minako walk into her direction.' What is she doing here ?'

Silently Rei hide behind a tree to wait until Minako had passed her.Much to her suprise Minako never passed she stepped away from the tree to look around. There was no trace of the blonde love goddess anywhere.' I'm almost positive i saw...'

'' Hi Rei , who are you watching ?'' Suddenly a voice asked causing Rei to fall backwards on the cold ground.When she turned her head to see who her attacker was she sweatdropped.Minako had been behind her to whole time.

'' I'm not watching anybody !'' Rei lied as she stood up.'' I was on my way to the temple.''

Minako nodded her head but the look on her face betrayed her real thoughts.'' You were going to kill Mamoru weren't you ?'' Again Rei sweatdropped.She couldn't just kill Mamoru even though she didn't want to do anything else but kill him. He was still Mamoru and a human , she couldn't use her senshi powers for her own goal.

'' I'm not going to kill him Minako , i was heading home , i swear.''

'' Uh-hu and i'm the pope , i don't believe you. Can i come with you while you kill him ?'' The blonde asked.

'' I'm not going to kill him !''

'' Then i'll kill him.'' Minako stated. Rei was suprised by this. She knew Minako had an aggressive part but she had always seemed so innocent and not capable of killing someone except for the youma's they fought.

'' No you're not going to kill him and neither am i.'' Rei sighed as she started walking away from the love goddess.It seemed Mamoru was lucky today. The blonde followed her friend and stopped the raven haired girl from walking away.

'' Okay , so we're not killing him , can we atleast go over to him and yell his eyes out?''

' Yell his eyes out ?' Rei asked herself but shook her head.She wasn't even going to answer Minako's question.

'' Come on Rei , i know you want to yell at him ! It would feel a lot better than keep all your anger in.''

'' Who said i was angry , i'm sure i never said something like that.'' Rei said while she stopped walking away to turn around to the blonde.

'' Well i assumed you would be angry since he hurt the one you love so much.'' Minako said blushing.

Rei went wide eyed at that statement.Minako wasn't going to give up and maybe that was a good thing.'' I...i'm not in love with Odango !'' Rei stammered.Minako just smirked.Rei had just betrayed herself without even knowing how.

'' I never said you were in love Rei.'' She said.'' I said 'the one you love so much' that doesn't mean you have to be in love but since you assumed...'' The smirk on her face grew wider.'' Since you assumed i was talking about Love there is no other reason..''

'' Oh shut up , you're always talking about useless things and this is just one of those useless things again.''

'' You're not making any sence at all.''

'' Go away.''

'' This isn't your house or street , i can stand anywhere i want to.'' The blonde said stubbornly.Rei just took a deep breath not wanting to discuss this anymore and started walking away again.

' I'm not in love with Usagi !' She reminded herself but in her heart she knew that wasn't completly true. She was deeply in love with her princess , she simply hadn't realised it yet.

The next morning Mamoru woke up when again someone knocked on his door. Aware of who it could be he ignored it.He really didn't want to be beaten again.He was lucky enough Makoto had only hit him once because he had seen her in battle and to be honest Makoto really was scary and strong. He didn't even try to think about what would've happened if Haruka had hit him.

But when after three minutes the knocking still didn't stop he stood up annoyed and without even thinking of covering himself up he walked to the front door and opened it fastly.'' You wanna beat me , go ahead bitch !'' He yelled but calmed down when he saw it was Usagi standing in front of him and not Makoto.

Usagi looked at him with an amused smile on her face.'' I guess i don't have to beat you.'' She said giggling as she pointed at Mamoru's black eye.'' Someone beat me to it.'' Annoyed he rolled his eyes but then remembered it was Usagi standing in front of him and his eyes softened.

'' Usako , we really need to talk.''

'' Ofcourse not.'' Usagi said with a calm voice as if there was nothing the matter.'' I'm here to collect my stuff , we're through.'' He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Usagi was breaking up with him ? His Usako was really breaking up with him !

'' Usako listen , we really need to talk you see , i've been thinking about what i did and i'm..''

'' Sorry.'' She finished for him.He just nodded , how come Usagi was so calm and so serious at the same time.'' I know how sorry you must be for having sex with girls and i know you're sorry for all the pleasure they gave you.How many where there really Mamoru ? No wait don't answer , i really don't want to know.'' She said as she brushed past him.

Mamoru didn't know what to say. She seemed to be so mature all of a sudden. All of her silly habits and her weak points suddenly didn't seem to fit this girl in front of him. Maybe it was one of the senshi who used the transformation pen , that had to be it. Fastly he followed the blonde girl who was already in his bedroom collecting her school books and clothes.

'' Listen , i know what you're up to , so you can reveal yourself now. Who are you ? Rei ? Minako maybe ?'' He asked but the smaller girl shook her head.

'' I'm Usagi Tsukino , the girl who has put up with you way too long.'' With that said she walked past him again heading towards the front door again.

'' Usako wait.''

'' I'm not your Usako anymore Mamoru.'' Her tone was harsh and emotionless.

'' Usa-gi.'' He whispered. With hearing that she turned around to face him.

She took a deep breath and looked at him with dissapointed eyes.'' You know Mamoru , i can forgive but i just can't forget.'' Again she turned away and walked out of the house with her stuff in her hands. He could've used her trust against her but he wasn't going to take the last bit of her dignity too.

' Usako , what have i done ?'

To be continued

Well i know i promised this chapter to be longer than the previous one but...this is longer than i expected ! Anyway thanks for reviewing , i really hope you liked this chapter.