And for the grand finale... More Sexy Time Gratsu! (you're welcome). Chapter 5... enjoy!

Chapter 5: You're Special

Natsu continued his impulsive shaking. His eyes darted back and forth at everything that moved, but they always fell back to Gray.

"What do you think I did to you? Please talk to me Natsu." Gray tried to reason with Natsu. If he figured out what Natsu was so afraid of, maybe it could help him get near him.

"You… You abandoned me. You said you loved me, so why? Why would you abandon me? You're a liar, Gray. I'll never trust you again. Go away!" Natsu pressed his back farther into the wall behind him, as if trying to sink into it and get away.

Gray sat a fair distance away. "I'm sorry, I can't leave you right now. I never abandoned you Natsu, and I don't plan on doing it now. That man that was taken away before, he was to blame. What you're feeling now, this isn't you. What you think I did to you, never happened. He made you think these things. Made you feel this way."

Natsu furrowed his brow in confusion, then shook his head. "No! Stop making excuses. I remember it. I remember it so clearly. You tried to kill me. You told me how you hated me all along. I remember it, so don't go lying to me." He laid down sideways against the cold floor and gave a great shudder, forcing him to curl up pathetically. "Don't you dare lie to me."

"Natsu… No, I love you." Gray reached out and stroked the pink locks out of his face. "Don't you remember? I love you."

"No you don't." Natsu turned his head away and put his hands over ears, rocking his body.

"Come on, Natsu. Believe me. I wouldn't lie to you." Gray soothed, still petting his head.

"Then why tell me you hate me if you love me? Then why betray me if you care?" Natsu shot out.

"I keep telling you-" Gray started to yell but saw Natsu flinch, so he took a deep breath and answered more calmly. "I keep telling you that wasn't me. Your memory is rewritten. And the only way to get it back is for you to relive your best memory. At least, that's what Zenear said."

"… What is my best memory then?" Natsu asked quietly.

Gray looked away, embarrassed. This was an extremely weird conversation, considering Natsu didn't remember anything. "Well you see… I think it was… last night when we… for the first time…"

Natsu's face paled. "You bastard. Don't you touch me. Don't you DARE touch me!"

"Natsu! Jeez, I'm not going to rape you!" Gray grabbed Natsu by the shoulders and held him still from the other boy's shaking.

"No!" Natsu screamed and flames wrapped around his body, only putting Natsu into a bigger panic.

Gray decided to try a different approach. "Calm down. The fire's not going to burn you. Look, does it hurt."

"No?" Natsu sounded like a child being forced to try a new food.

"Good. It can't hurt you. That's because of your dragon slayer magic. See that scarf? That's your favorite thing in the whole world."

Natsu looked down at the fabric hung around his neck. He felt comforted just by looking at it, but he didn't know why. He couldn't even remember how he got this scarf. He buried his nose in the fabric. The smell of his own body, Gray, and something else, buried under all the other scents that overwhelmed his nose, stood out. He focused on this scent with no name.

"Natsu. Don't cry. It's going to be ok." Gray soothed. Natsu blinked and felt a stray tear escape down his cheek. Gray caught it on the tip of his finger. With the edge of his thumb, he erased the wet streak on Natsu's face.

The action and the words just made the tears come harder and faster. "Why… why can't I remember this scent?"

"It's probably Igneal. It's because of the rewrite magic. I guess that it got rid of your memories of me, and Igneal too. I didn't even think it was possible for you to forget about that dragon. You've been looking for him ever since he disappeared." Gray watched as Natsu listened, eerily quiet.

"I see…" Natsu buried his nose in his scarf again and breathed in deep, hoping to breathe in his memory.

"… You ok?" Gray watched as the pinkette sat very still, face buried in his scarf, eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed together in the pain of trying to remember,

"I'm… I'm going to choose to believe you… Even though I promised myself never to trust you again. At least I think I did. I have no idea anymore." Natsu tried to pull the memories back, but he felt a huge, sharp pain in his head, as if blocking him from reaching those memories. "Ow, ow, ow." He put his hands over his head again. The pain was enough to drive anyone crazy. Natsu wondered if right now, HE was crazy.

"You'll do it with me? Even though you hate me?" Gray asked carefully. He needed to make sure Natsu was ok with this.

"I... guess so. I used to love you at some point, even if my memory is fake or whatever, I know I still loved you." Natsu slowly peeled himself off the floor and stood up shakily. "Though I'm pretty sure we never did have sex."

Gray smiled despite himself. "We did, and I'm pretty sure you liked it. We did it last night for the first time."

Natsu looked at Gray evenly and shrugged. Gray expected the dragon slayer to get flustered, but the rewrite magic changed that too. It made Gray sad.

"Back to the hotel then?" Gray walked up to Natsu and put the hot arm around his shoulder to keep Natsu from falling down, but Natsu yanked his arm back and stepped away shakily. "Don't touch me until you have to. And don't talk to me either. Just lead the way to this hotel."

Gray felt his heart drop at the words. It hurt how much his dragon had changed. It stung how Natsu avoided his touches and words. But what hurt the most is seeing Natsu broken. Natsu doesn't break, he just keeps trudging along, no matter the cost he has to pay. No wonder this magic was banned.

Gray passed Natsu without a word and motioned with his hand to follow. He tried to remember that the distance that which Natsu followed behind had nothing to do with how Natsu actually felt.

After what felt like an eternity of painful silence and a gaze like a dagger piercing Gray's back, they arrived at the hotel room. Gray slowly opened the door.

Natsu stepped around Gray carefully and looked around. "If I really am staying here in this room with you, where are my things?"

Gray gave a humourless laugh. "You didn't bring anything. You followed me here to ask me something. I don't think you planned it."

"What did I want to ask exactly?" Natsu asked, turning his head to the side slightly. The action was so like Natsu that it made Gray want to cry at losing the old Natsu, but at the same time, gave him hope that the old Natsu was in there somewhere.

"You wanted to know if I saw anything weird in your house when I brought you home one night." Gray sat down on the bed heavily, staring at the ground, and let happier memories take over his mind. The way Natsu cuddled up with him on the train here and the way he looked when he asked if Gray had seen anything. He loved Natsu no matter what but seeing this damaged Natsu broke Gray's heart.

Natsu watched Gray who smiled sadly at the ground. He didn't understand why Gray was so upset. Natsu wasn't completely convinced that Gray wasn't lying to him. But the look on Gray's face was so sad. He was pretty sure that he'd never seen Gray like this before.

Natsu took a deep breath and sat down carefully next to Gray on the bed.

Gray looked over sadly and Natsu sighed. "If we have to do this, make it quick. You better not be doing this just to fuck me."

Gray wrapped his arms around the dragon slayer. "Don't say that. Please don't ever say that."

"G-Gray!" Natsu's eyes began to dart again, but he never completely hated it when Gray touched him. Despite whatever was going on, Natsu knew that at some point, he did love Gray, whether in his own memory or in Gray's.

"Shhh. Just let me hold you a little." Gray clung on a little tighter. "Please."

Natsu didn't say anything. A part of him wanted to push Gray away, and another part of him wanted Gray to hold on to him tighter. He closed his eyes in pain as his mind was at war with itself.

Gray kissed the eyelids of the pinkette, forcing them to open and look at him. "Don't worry about remembering. I'll do the remembering for both of us." He gently pushed Natsu down on the bed and crawled on top of him. Natsu looked up at Gray with wide eyes. Gray had trapped him, with legs and arms caging him in on either side. Yet, it was not a bad feeling. Somehow, it felt more like a safety net than a cage.

Gray leaned forward and captured the trembling lips in his own. He inwardly frowned at the way the lips were tense against his own and kissed them tenderly to soften them. Even if the dragon slayer lost his memory, he could still feel pleasure. Gray would make sure Natsu was in a world of bliss.

Gradually, Natsu allowed his tense muscles to loosen a bit. The effort hurt because he'd been tense for so long. Gray saw Natsu's discomfort and used his hands to massage the body through the fabric, beginning at the neck and gradually working his way down to his ankles. Then he worked his way back up the legs and stopped at Natsu inner thigh. Natsu was very much aware of how close Gray's hands were to his crotch. He squirmed and fidgeted, suddenly not so sure he should allow this.

"Gray I-" But Gray stopped him when he let his hand glide over the hot member and began to rub in circular motions. Even through the layers of fabric, Natsu could feel the coolness from Gray's hands. His breathing staggered a bit.

"Feeling good?" Gray asked, pressing his hands a little harder and giving a rougher stroke.

"…Maybe." Natsu mumbled. He turned his head away in embarrassment. "My memory still isn't coming back. Are you sure this is right?"

"No. But, I hope it is." Gray said softly.

"Why's that?" Natsu asked.

"Because it was when we officially got together."

"Oh."

Natsu shrugged off his shirt and Gray stared in disbelief. "You're different from what I remember and maybe… I don't want to hate you. Get my memory back Gray, or I'll never forgive you."

"As you wish." Gray yanked off his own shirt so hard he heard a rip, but thought nothing of it as he threw it aside. He yanked down Natsu's pants and stared as Natsu squeezed his legs together at the sudden coolness.

Gray bent down and captured the partially erected member in his lips and engulfed it completely. Natsu choked out a gasp and lifted his hips a bit to allow Gray better access.

Gray eased the hot cock through his mouth with great care and patience, driving Natsu crazy. "Gray! Just hurry up!"

Gray let his hands go to Natsu's ass and massaged the globes. He felt Natsu jump beneath him at the sudden new attention he was getting to his ass and Gray chuckled. Slowly, he traced his finger along the ass to Natsu's opening, where he just inserted the tip of the digit inside.

Natsu unconsciously brought his hips forward, forcing more of Gray's finger into him. It was incredible, that cold heat tracing patterns inside his body. He craved more. "G-Gray."

Gray glanced over and saw the way Natsu looked at him. There was a plead in his eyes, asking Gray to get on with it. "You lucky little dragon. You get to have two first times. Both of them with me." And Gray ripped off his pants showing off his erection.

Natsu gulped but bit down his fear. "Just start already."

Gray grabbed the bottle of lotion that still stood on the nightstand. And poured it straight over his cock, then applied a generous amount to his hand and inserted a finger, swirling it a bit. He carefully inserted a second, making special care to stretch out the entrance to avoid tearing there.

"Ah ah ah." Natsu panted heavily as he felt the slickness from the cream coat himself and Gray fingers prepping him.

The noises that Natsu made were so familiar that it made Gray want to come right then and there.

"I can't stand it anymore. Natsu, I'm coming in." Gray positioned himself and rested the tip against the hot entrance. Slowly his pushed himself in, being careful to be as gentle as he could.

Natsu tensed all over. It hurt. And the part of him that had been changed started to panic. He started screaming. "No! No! Stop! Stop it Gray! Get away from me!"

Gray felt tears sting his eyes. "I… I can't stop Natsu. You need to come back to me. And this is the only way. Please come back to me. I-I can't be without you!" Gray tears flowed down his face as Natsu continued to scream. What happened? Natsu looked like he was enjoying it a minute ago. Is being close to him this terrible for Natsu? It went on for about five minutes with Gray giving the slightest thrusts, hoping that Natsu's memory would come back. But Natsu seemed to only be getting worst.

Finally, Gray couldn't stand it anymore. He pulled out of Natsu. Natsu lay shivering on the bed, tears escaping silently through empty eyes. Gray scampered off the bed and pressed his forehead against the wall, banging it silently.

"I'm sorry Natsu. I won't do it again. I promise." He mumbled as his head hit the wall again. He turned around and let his body sink to the floor. "Don't worry. I'll get my things and leave. You won't see my at Fairy Tail anymore. I'll make sure to only go when you're not there. Or if that doesn't work, I'll quit the guild. I'm sorry Natsu. So sorry."

Natsu laid there listening to Gray's broken voice. He heard the words he was saying but couldn't make sense of them. The Gray from his memory would never have offered to do anything like that. Heck, the Gray from his memory would not have pulled out when Natsu started to panic! He probably would have gagged him to stop his screams and kept going, all with a smile on his face. Why is this Gray… so nice… and so different from the one he remembered?

"Why?" Natsu asked quietly.

"What was that?" Gray mumbled, trying to find the strength to stand and gather his things.

"Why would you do that for me? Why would you stop? Why not just rape me?" Natsu asked sitting up on the bed.

Gray flinched. "I don't want to hurt you Natsu." He whispered.

"Why?"

"You need a reason? Because I love you!" Gray couldn't stop his voice from cracking.

"Why?" Natsu didn't understand. How could Gray love him?

"Because… You're special Natsu. You're special to me."

Natsu's eyes shot wide open. Those words. He'd heard them before. Some time, long ago. Gray and he were kids and they had just finished a rivalry brawl.

Wiping the joyous tears from his eyes, Natsu spoke; "I'm glad you're my rival Gray." He turned his head and smiled at the raven boy beside him. "You're special."

Gray blushed and turned his head away in embarrassment. "Yah. I... I'm glad too." Then he sighed and turned his head to meet the other boy's smile. "You're special too."

Suddenly, Natsu head felt like it might explode. He felt as the barrier that was giving him so much pain was broken. He fell on his side and landed heavily on the floor. His head felt like it was being doused in poison, but through every terrible shot of pain, he could feel the more terrible parasite that had eaten his thoughts and memories disappear, so it was a pain he welcomed.

Somewhere in the background, he could feel Gray grabbing his shoulders, he could hear Gray's voice but no words were made out, he could smell Gray's scent and feel Gray's dark hair brush against his forehead as Gray rested his head against Natsu's.

This is my Gray Natsu thought happily.

The pain started to subside and gradually, he could start to hear the words Gray was saying.

"Natsu! Natsu!" Gray was gripping Natsu's shoulders so tight that he felt that there would be bruises from his cold fingers. "Come back Natsu! Listen to me! Wake up!"

"Gray…" Natsu mumbled. The pain was finally over. He sighed happily and leaned into Gray's chest. "You're special too."

Gray froze, almost too afraid to speak the words, for fear they might not be true. "Do you… remember me?"

Natsu slowly nodded his head. "Sorry for the way I was acting."

Gray hugged Natsu hard. He felt the tears escape endlessly down his cheeks silently. "It's okay. Just… just don't leave me again, ok?"

"I won't. I promise." Natsu hugged Gray back. "It's okay now." Natsu sighed. "I remember how I was acting. I remember what Zenear did to me, but I don't remember those fake memories. I wonder what was so bad and what I thought you did to me."

Gray stopped him. "Nothing. Nothing's bad. You're ok now. That's all I care about. Please don't ever think that I don't love you again."

Natsu twisted his warm fingers in Gray's hair. "I won't. And no matter what happens, I still love you. Remember that, ok? That fake me still loved you. Zenear couldn't get rid of that. I can't stop loving you. Something like this… I can't forget this… not ever." Natsu trailed off, suddenly feeling like he was saying some pretty corny stuff. And buried his head in Gray's chest to hide his embarrassment. He could hear the sound of Gray's breath and of his heart beating. Nothing had ever sounded so wonderful in his life.

"Natsu?" Gray asked.

"Yeah?" Natsu looked up curiously.

"I love you." Gray said, eyes with new kind of intensity.

"I know that." Natsu assured him.

"Just… want to make sure." Gray looked down. Natsu realized how this much this must have hurt Gray.

"Don't worry. I know. And I love you too." Natsu pressed his hot lips against Gray's. Gray welcomed it and Natsu felt his chest flutter as Gray kissed him back roughly and passionately.

Natsu moaned as he pressed his body into Gray's. Gray sucked on Natsu's bottom lip, making it red and plump. Natsu's tense erection burned with need and he shifted his hips. Gray sensed his discomfort and grabbed the cock in his cold hand near the head and let his thumb rub over the tip.

"Natsu, can I make love to you?" Gray asked.

"Obviously." Natsu answered, face flushed with pleasure. "You don't need to ask."

"Just making sure it's ok." Gray mumbled. He was almost scared to do it again. He never wanted to see Natsu scared like that again.

"Gray. I'm only going to say this once, so pay attention." Natsu pulled the raven's face up to look at him. "This is the real me. That one from before was not. Know why? Because no matter how hard I try, I can never hate you. I tried to deny these feelings for years and tried to convince myself that I hated you, but as you can see, no such luck." Natsu got up and laid down on his stomach on the bed, and lifted his ass up. "Now are you going to fuck me or not?"

Gray lunged on the bed. "I love you Natsu!" He licked down Natsu's spine and the pinkette groaned. "My sexy dragon."

"Hurry. I'm already prepped from before, so just enter me." He stuck out his ass a little more, seeking Gray.

Gray groaned at the sight and placed his member at the entrance. He carefully entered the tight hole. Natsu thrust back his hips impatiently and captured the whole member in one swoop.

"Jeez Natsu!" Gray moaned.

"Well then, hurry up. Fuck me hard you ice princess." Natsu tried to snap back, but his voice broke a little in ecstasy.

Gray started at a relentless pace. Hard and fast that drove them both crazy. He looked down and watched as his cock moved and disappeared in Natsu's ass. He groaned and pushed in as hard as he possibly could and held Natsu there for a minute. Natsu screamed as his legs gave out. Gray picked up the dragon slayer and turned him around. He placed the hot legs over his shoulders, and using only his hips to guide him, pounded into the tight ass.

Natsu was going crazy. He couldn't stop the moans that were coming out. He was sure that the other people on the floor could hear him, but he found it really hard to care at the moment. The only thing he could focus on was Gray, and the pleasure rocked through his body.

"M-More! Harder! Faster! Fuck Gray fuck me more!" Natsu threw his head back in pure bliss.

Gray hissed and picked up the pace, rocking his hips and swinging them to an impossible tempo. He hit Natsu's prostate with unrelenting force the entire time. Natsu's head was leaking. He tried to bring a hand down to ease the ache, but Gray's hands stopped him. "Let's see if you can come without touching yourself." And Gray rocked his hips harder and wonderfully into Natsu. A thin line of drool escaped out the corner of Natsu's mouth and his eyelashes gleamed with tears of pleasure.

Gray heart throbbed at the sight. Natsu was too beautiful. And Gray knew how lucky he was to be able to say they love each other.

"Gray! Mmnnnahh! Feel-Ah!-Feel too good! Gonna-" And Natsu released an intense orgasm. Gray continued his pounding holding back until Natsu was done before cumming inside. Natsu's ass squeezed him tight, adding to the pleasure, as he filled the dragon slayer.

There was a silence, minus the heavy panting from both boys. Then Natsu mumbled. "Again."

It was amazing how one word from Natsu could turn Gray on again.

He started slower this time, letting himself really feel Natsu. Natsu's member twitched every time Gray pushed back in. It was endearing.

"Stay this way forever." And Gray began to increase his speed, gradually going faster with every thrust. He grabbed one leg and threw it on his shoulder. He kissed the ankle and moved Natsu on his side. The new angle allowed Gray to reach areas that had never been directly attacked before. Natsu gasped as he felt himself being explored by Gray.

"Harder! I need more!" Natsu looked at Gray with watery eyes. "I need more of you Gray. Never enough."

Natsu was the very essence of sexy. Gray couldn't refuse as he rested Natsu down gently and leaned over to kiss his dragon that he loved, never easing his pace. He continued to pound the ass with such force, yet kissed Natsu so passionately that Natsu felt another release coming.

"Gray! Love you!" And Natsu came once again. These words and the feel of Natsu's hot ass clamping tight around his cock sent Gray over the edge once again. Their heartbeats raced in rapid unison. Gray lips captured Natsu's, and he knew he couldn't live without his dragon.

(split)

They lay, exhausted and content, wrapped in each other's arms in a loving embrace. Natsu's head laid lazily on Gray's stomach that rose and fell in deep pants. His heartbeat and breathing was so loud and wonderful and alive that Natsu knew that he wanted to hear this sound the rest of his life.

"So what was it that was you're best memory anyway?" Gray asked Natsu.

Natsu laughed and Gray smiled. He always wanted to hear that laugh. "I thought you knew. It was the memory of when we were kids. Remember that picture you saw? I thought it would have been obvious." He lazily traced small patterns on Gray's chest, marvelling at the small amount of steam that appeared when his heat made contact with Gray's cold skin. "When you told me I was special, it brought my memory back."

Gray chuckled but blushed. "Guess I was wrong then. Having sex with me for the first time wasn't the best thing ever. You like the little kid me better."

"Oh don't get so upset." Natsu kissed Gray's earlobe. "It was a close second. Besides, I'm more romantic than to only date you for the sex."

Gray smiled happily and nuzzled his cheek on Natsu's soft hair.

"Gray?" Natsu asked. He was curious about something.

"Yeah?" Gray answered, looking down.

"What's your best memory?" Natsu asked. "Tell me honestly. I promise I won't get mad."

"You really want to know?" Gray asked quietly. Natsu nodded. "It's when I found that picture and found out you loved me too."

Natsu stared at him with wide eyes. He had expected a lot of answers, from memories of Ur or maybe even their first time, but not this.

"This is going to be perfect. We're so alike and yet so opposite that this is going to be the best relationship ever." Gray announced.

Natsu attacked his lips a final time. "Let's stay together Gray. I love you. So much."

"Me too Natsu. I love you too." Gray leaned over and wrapped his arms around his lover and Natsu curled up contently into the cool chest. Gray gave a final kiss on the top of Natsu's head before whispering to the already dozing off Natsu, "Good night, my dragon." And closed his eyes.

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