Chapter 17: This is how I disappear

Sasuke and I walked towards the academy, hand in hand I also realized that with him I felt much more confident and less shy, I've developed more spunk and I could stand my ground. "Sasuke,what about the fan girls?" I asked and he looked at me and smirked "Let them be jealous, but if any of them try to hurt you I'll protect you" He stated coolly as we enter the building. As if on cue everyone stared at us. I found a spot for Sasuke and I to sit, as we walked past the fan girls who glared at me. 'Seesh if looks could kill' I thought as we kept walking toward our spot. Just when we were about to sit down Sakura and Ino blocked our way "So I heard your with Sasuke now, what happened was one boy not enough to satisfy your slutty ass?" Ino spat and I gritted my teeth in agitation.

"Move out of my way" I spat back coldly as I attempted to sit down I was suddenly pushed down and as I looked up I saw Sakura snickering, I sighed once again and as I attempted to go to my spot this time Ino pushed me down but with a much harder force than Sakura did. Sasuke looked at me with genuine concern and I looked at him reassuring that I could handle the two girls. "No matter how hard you try were gonna always beat you so you might as well quit trying." Suddenly the memories of Kiba and I returned and I began to tear up and scream "You're the reason we broke up! You're the reason I hate him once again!" I screamed as I punched Ino in the face which sent her flying into the wall.

I ran towards her and kicked her in the stomach repeatedly "You're that type of bitch who can't let shit go in the past, you were jealous of me and Kiba's happiness so you wanted a piece of that, well congrats bitch you have him for yourself!" I cursed at her as I ran off with Sasuke trailing behind me. "Kimiko wait!" He called out to me and I fell on the ground. "Sasuke I can't take this anymore, this village, the people, the stress-"He cut me off by giving me a kiss. The tears stopped momentarily as he broke the kiss "Kimiko don't worry about those other girls they're just trying to get under your skin" he stated.

I stopped crying "Oh Sasuke I can't, I'm so weak for crying and showing emotions, it's so unfair that I'm always the burden of other people, I'm not strong at all, I'm just a burden" I spoke "No you're not you're amazing and beautiful." He shot back while hugging me.

Nighttime fell and I sat on my bed, staring out at the window gazing at the stars. "I'm so weak" I whispered silently. Then it dawned on me that if I leave the village, it would be better off without me. I packed my belongings and necessities in a hasty manner and I left a note.

"To whom it may concern,

I can no longer stay in this village any longer, I don't wish to be a burden on anyone any longer, I'm so sorry for being a pain to deal with, I don't know when I may return but I hope it won't be too long from now, I just want to say that I'm so sorry and that I will miss you all"

I left the note on the bed and I let my tear drops hit the paper, as I perched on the window sill and jumped off into the distance in the middle of the night.

'Where will I go?' 'Who will I encounter?' these thoughts ran through my mind as I descended further away from the village hidden in the leaves. "Maybe I can go back to my home village" I spoke as I kept on going…