Here it is guys, Chapter 3.
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
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Could this really work? Could this be everything and then some? Sharon sat there and wondered.
Sharon's thoughts began to run rampant in her mind, Could I really be in love with him? Could he really be in love with me? Could we make it as a couple? How would Andy react, if she said she was ready?
As she sat there on the couch still sipping on the same glass of wine, she began to mentally answer all the questions that had popped in her anxious mind.
Could this really work? Can it really work, or is this just some passing phase that we are experiencing? How can a superior officer date her subordinate? Sharon sat there and pondered on that thought for a good minute. While still pondering, her phone vibrated, it was message from none other than Andy. She read the message aloud, "I made it home safely, please don't hesitate to let me know when you're ready . . . "once she grasped the message thoroughly, she let out "Damn, this can work."
It's like Andy's message awoke something in her being, that she oh so desperately needed awoken.
It made her think even harder and faster. She felt as if his message was his way of saying "I'm eager for your response," and his implied eagerness was just the fuel she needed.
Yet, she still needed to answer all the questions that she had configured in her head.
Could this be everything and then some? Sharon paused before continuing to think on this question. He is already everything that I need and want in a partner and I know I can be the 'then' some. . . her minded began to wonder about the 'then' some part of the question. A timid but fierce smile crept upon her face and her cheeks became flushed. Trying to shake that thought out of her head, she remembered she hadn't replied to her text. "I'm glad you made it safely, and I won't," she sent him.
Could I really be falling in love with him? Could he really be falling in love with me? Both of these questions seemed to have already been answered in their actions towards each other. They care immensely about each other, they take so much pride in assuring that the other is okay in every possible aspect. They thoroughly enjoy each other's company. He makes we wonder about sensuous desires, much more than I liked to admit. I'm sure I do the same for him, all based on how looks at me sometimes, she thought. His touch sends a shudder through my body, like no other, she thought to herself, and those rosy cheeks appeared again complimenting her emerald eyes. Her phone vibrated again sending her out her illicit thoughts back to the present reality, "I'm holding you to it, Goodnight," Andy wrote. As Sharon read it she beamed, picking up on his playful tone, and she laughed out loud. "Oh I know you will, and I'm counting on it," she replied back quickly, all while holding the biggest goofiest love sick grin on her face.
Could we make it as a couple? We have survived a lot as friends and coworkers, I sure we could as a couple. Being a couple is all about being there for each other no matter what and loving each other unconditionally, she thought. "We already do that, and that is one of things I love about this situation," she stated out loud. Our situation is so organic and honest and what more could I ask for?, Sharon wondered.
Sharon glanced at her phone and realized that is was 2:52 a.m. and she was still sitting on the couch in the same spot thinking about Andy and all of their possibilities.
She is still just so muddled on how their relationship, became what it is, without either one of them truly realizing it. Then she realized, Andy has realized what we are! With that she knew she was ready to inform him that she in fact was ready.
She wondered if it was too late to inform him that she was ready, but she really wanted him to know right away. The entire thinking session made her realize that was much more of an over thinker than she be willing to admit, then she realized, "time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?'' she said aloud. For the first time in a long time, Sharon heave caution to the wind, and did what her heart told her to do. She texted him "I'm ready . . ." at 2:57 a.m.
Once the message was sent, she felt a since of relief, and then a sense of panic took over,all of the 'what if's' arose to take over her mind. But before they could take complete control, her phone vibrated. "Can I come over?" Andy responded. Sharon looked confused but happy and countered, "I'll be waiting". . .
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