Chapter 11: Blushing TILF and Naked CILF

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Coach Masen

The next few weeks flew by as everyone prepared for school to begin. Bella and I spent almost every day together, whether it was watching movies or just hanging out. Seth spent a lot of time with us also, and I really enjoyed being around him. He was a good kid, but he had so much guilt that it was heartbreaking.

While spending time with Bella, I began to notice every little detail about her. When she had a shy smile, she cast her eyes downward. When she had a playful smile, she would sometimes bite the tip of her tongue. Everything about Bella enthralled me.

I avoided my agent's constant calls, emails, texts, etc. Football just wasn't an option for me unless I was coaching it. Bella kept being so damn positive and tried reasoning with me, afraid I was passing up a good opportunity.

"Edward, are you ready to go?" Bella asked as she strolled into my classroom.

We were driving to Seattle, following Seth and his friends to go shopping for school clothes. Bella didn't want Seth to go so far away from her and I didn't want Bella to put up with those kids all by herself, so I came up with the idea that we should spend the day in Seattle.

"Yeah," I finally answered as I got caught up in staring at Bella. "Where's Seth?"

Bella groaned as she stretched her arms out in front of her. "He and Jakeperv are out in the car with a couple of other guys. Paul and Embry?"

Lately, Bella was annoyed with Jake, which started the nickname 'Jakeperv' because that's what he was. I caught him staring at Bella constantly, which I admit to doing the same thing, but Jake is a fucking kid and should not be looking at her like that. The little fucker even walked in on her "accidentally" while she was changing one night. Yeah, I bet… accident, my ass.

"Ah, well, I guess half of my offensive line is going shopping with us." I grabbed my computer bag and walked out, hooking my arm inside Bella's to pull her against my side.

"You wanna drive? I'm kind of tired…"

"Your truck?" Bella asked with a shocked face, her big brown eyes wide open.

I chuckled and nodded as we made our way out of the building. "Yes, my truck. Why not?"

"It's huge, Edward!"

"I'm tired… and had to get up way too early."

"It's not that early and you better get used to it because we'll be getting up a lot earlier next week when school starts…" I started to say something, but Bella continued, looking so cute as she spoke. "And why were you even up here so early, Coach Masen?"

"Some of the football equipment was being delivered, so I had to be here for it."

"Oh… I thought it might be something exciting, like you were getting it on with Mrs. Cope or something," Bella said, giggling as her face blushed slightly.

"Oh, yeah… I've always wanted a cougar. Oh baby, oh baby."

Bella hit my arm playfully as I led her to my truck, opening the driver's side door. "Hop in."

Bella shook her head and smiled, grabbing the keys out of my hand. "Fine, but if I wreck it, remember… I warned you!"

"Sure thing, Bell."

I ran over and talked to Seth, making sure they were following behind us. Seth thought he would be fine in the traffic, but Bella was worried, considering he had never driven to Seattle before. I've been to Phoenix and if he can make it through that mess, then he can handle anything.

Once we were on the road, I fiddled around with the radio, finding all of our favorite songs. Bella looked so happy and free and I hoped that I could always make her feel that way.

Bella was the only girl shopping with all of us guys, and I felt bad that some of the younger guys were rushing her. I knew she wasn't into shopping, but like all women, she liked to try on the clothes she was buying. I made a deal with Seth that we would meet later in the afternoon for a late lunch so I could stick around for Bella.

"Okay, I'm coming out and you have to be honest this time…"

And this is where I found myself – sitting outside the dressing room area, giving Bella a thumbs up or thumbs down on the clothes she picked, though everything seemed to be a thumbs up. She looked so fucking hot in anything she wore.

The last outfit literally had me adjusting my pants. It was a simple pant suit, but on Bella… fuck. She was only picking out a few "formal" suits to wear because Forks was so laid back with the dress code. We could wear jeans everyday, and I was able to see a few pairs that Bella tried on and pictured myself tearing them off of her the entire time.

As Bella stepped outside the small dressing room, her face was a light shade of pink. She was looking down at her feet, not making eye contact, which was probably because the dress she was wearing was beyond words.

"You can't wear that dress to school," I said, being completely honest, but teasing as well.

Bella giggled. "I know, goof… well, actually I… don't know where I'll wear it, but I like it…" She was standing directly in front of me, just a few feet away and I wanted to pull her to me so badly as she stood there, looking so shy and blushing. And then I fucking freaked out because what if she was buying it for some date that she had or something… I needed to do something quickly because I didn't know what that side of her life was like. I didn't know if Rose and Alice were setting her up with guys, which would be the normal thing to do for your friend.

"Well… it looks gorgeous on you," I finally said, feeling slightly flustered myself.

I smiled widely as Bella blushed everywhere. "T-thank you… And, no, to answer your question, I won't be wearing it to school."

After our awkward moment in the dressing room, Bella paid for her things and we walked around the mall for a bit. I bought both of us an ice cream just so I could see Bella lick the ice cream. Yes, I'm a fucking pervert, but the girl was driving me insane.

We met the guys at a restaurant near the mall for a late lunch. They were already seated in a large booth as we walked over to the table. Jake saved a spot for Bella to sit next to him, which didn't go over so well with Bella. She ended up making an excuse to go out to the truck, dragging me along with her, saying she forgot her purse or something. When we came back, Bella told Seth to take my old seat, as Bella and I decided to split our meals.

I couldn't hide the smug smile on my face as Jake stared angrily in our direction.

After leaving the restaurant, we went to a nearby movie theater, trying to wait out the bad rainstorm that was pounding down. Bella didn't want Seth driving back in such heavy rain, so we hoped that it would be over soon, but it didn't. When we walked out of the movie theater, it seemed like the rainfall had gotten worse.

Bella decided to drive Seth's car back so he didn't have to drive. That plan didn't go over too well with Seth. He didn't want to be babied and that's sort of how Bella was treating him. I felt bad for her because I knew she was just trying to protect him and do what her parents would have done.

"Can we just stay here for the night?" Seth asked.

Bella sighed as she rolled her neck around. "Call your parents and check with them…" She turned to me with a small smile on her face. "Do you mind?"

"Nope," I said quickly. I didn't mind at all that I would get to spend the night with her.

Within seconds the guys had called their parents and gotten the okay to stay in Seattle with Bella and me with no objections, considering the parents knew who Bella was and I was the kid's football coach.

I paid for one room and Bella paid for the other, although she tried paying for both. The rooms were conjoining rooms, which meant the guys hung out with us most of the night because Jake, Paul and Embry were shamelessly trying to flirt with Bella. Seth and I both rolled our eyes most of the night, watching them fawn over Bella.

"Hey, coach… are you still hitting that NILF?" Paul asked, causing Bella's eyes to bulge out.

I groaned and shook my head. "No, Paul… even though it's not your business, I'm not with Lauren anymore."

"NILF?" Bella asked with a confused expression.

"Nurse I'd like to fuck," Jake said in a low voice, sounding out the word 'fuck'.

Seth slapped Jake on the back of the head. "Dude, she is my fucking sister… don't talk that way in front of her."

"I agree… you boys should not talk this way in front of a lady. It's rude," I said, trying to sound like an authoritarian. I felt guilty, though, because the thoughts I had when it came to Bella were so dirty and a little obscene. At least I kept my thoughts to myself, though.

"Sorry, Bella," Embry said, grinning flirtatiously. "But you're a TILF, so you should feel good."

"A TILF?"

"Teacher I'd like to-" Jake began to explain, but earned another slap from Seth before he could finish.

Bella blushed as she stood from the bed. "I'm taking a shower and I hope that you're all in your own room when I get out. It's late."

Paul and Embry were mumbling something to each other and I couldn't quite understand what they were saying, but I did hear them say Bella, so it was probably something perverted.

"Get your nasty asses over to our room," Seth demanded as he opened the conjoining door. "She's my fucking sister," Seth grumbled as the guys walked by. Before closing the door, Seth turned to me and shrugged his shoulders. "Will you tell her I'm sorry that they're fucking pigs?"

I laughed, nodding my head. "Not a problem… and I'm sure she isn't mad or anything, Seth."

"Yeah… probably… anyway, goodnight Edward."

"Night, Seth."

I waited for Bella to step out of the bathroom, mentally preparing myself because I had a vivid imagination while she showered. I wished we could get over this… whatever it was holding us back. I wanted to join her in that shower so fucking badly.

"Is it all clear?" Bella asked as she cracked the door open.

"They're gone," I chuckled.

As she opened the door, her scent filled the air and I was floored by everything about her. She was wearing the pajamas that she conveniently purchased at Victoria's Secret earlier in the day. That was the only store I didn't go into because it was just too much for me to handle – seeing all of the sexy lingerie that I wanted to see Bella in. I didn't know what exactly she bought, but the outfit she was wearing tonight was breathtaking. Who knew pink pajama pants and a white tank would make me come undone?

Bella put her things away and crawled into her bed, lying on her side to face me. "Are you sleepy?"

"Kinda…"

"Me, too," Bella replied with a quiet voice.

"You okay?"

"Yeah… just… gah, they are so… they like to embarrass me."

I laughed at her stuttered words as she crinkled her nose. She wasn't just sexy, but also extremely cute. "Well, they were just being honest… you gotta admit…"

There, I said it. I put it out there that I was attracted to her without directly saying it. Bella had to know how I felt.

With her big brown eyes wide open, Bella opened her mouth to speak but didn't say anything.

We were both silent, just looking at each other like we didn't know what we were supposed to say now.

"Well… I guess if I'm a TILF, then you would be a CILF?" Bella whispered, her voice sounding so innocent and sweet… and sexy.

I laughed loudly. "So… you think I'm a CILF?" I teased.

"Oh, quit… don't start your teasing ways, Edward."

Without saying anything, I got out of bed and stood beside Bella, grinning as I looked down at her. Her brows furrowed as I climbed over her, which took much restraint as I had to practically make myself not stay on top of her.

"What are you-" Bella asked as she turned over to face me.

"I'm sleeping with my best friend," I said, cutting her off as she blushed furiously.

As she blushed, a big smile spread across her face and she shifted her body to move closer to me. "Good…" Her small arm draped over my side as she snuggled closely. "I like sleeping with you."

The amount of restraint I used to hold myself back was insane. Bella had her face buried in my chest and I could feel her warm breath hitting my skin. I didn't know how I could keep this up. Or keep 'it' down.

"Bella?"

"Yeah," Bella mumbled against my chest.

"Why did you avoid me after our trip to Portland? Did I do anything… to make you mad?"

I still didn't understand why she didn't talk to me, even if she was sick. On our way back to Forks she didn't really talk to me, only answering 'yes' and 'no' when I asked if she needed to stop or anything. I knew I had gotten drunk and I desperately prayed that I didn't do something to offend her.

I felt the heat from her face on my chest.

"I… you didn't do anything…"

She was lying and I knew it. Her tone changed every time she wasn't telling me something.

"Are you sure, Bella?" I asked, pulling back slightly so I could look at her face.

"Yeah… I just… I'm always with you and I wasn't blind to the fact that you had women hanging all over you at the club, so…"

"So what, Bella? None of them mattered to me at all…"

"Well, I didn't mean it like that… I just meant, I didn't want you to feel like you were stuck with me or-"

"I never feel that way with you. Ever. I'd rather be sitting at home with you, watching a movie, than messing around with some trashy woman at a bar."

"Thanks, Edward," Bella whispered shyly. "And it's the same with me… I'd rather be with you than be with some trashy guy at a bar."

We both laughed and I kissed her forehead, lingering there for a moment, once again holding myself back from doing more.

Bella was a big part of my life now and I didn't see that changing. Ever.

Ms. Swan

The first week of school flew by as I settled into a routine. Edward and I continued to spend a lot of time together and I think we were both wondering where this was going. And by 'this' I mean our relationship. We were basically together most of the time, except for bedtime. A stranger would think we were romantically involved, although we never kissed or did anything further than small hugs here and there.

I wanted so much more with Edward.

Our first day back to school, we both received calls from the clinic, letting us know that our test results came fine. Edward bought stuff from banana splits to celebrate. It was definitely a fun night.

It was now Friday night, the end of our second week of school. Seth was starting as quarterback in the first actual game they were having. Last week was a scrimmage and he played for just a short time, as Edward was trying out a couple of guys as quarterback. Seth was the best.

I arrived at the game a little bit early so I could get a good seat. I ended up saving the front row, as Emmett, Jasper, Alice and Rose were coming to the game. They wanted to support Seth and were very proud of him. This was a big step for him.

I was sitting in the stands, watching Edward talk to the assistant coach as the other team was setting up on their side of the field. Every now and then he would glance over at me and smile or wave, which made me feel like a giddy teenager all over again.

And all of the giddiness was ruined as soon as I saw the skank walking up the ramp to the stands.

"Well, hello there, Bella. Nice to see you here," Lauren said snidely.

I couldn't understand why she would be at a high school football game, considering she had no younger brothers or sisters that still attended Forks. I already knew the answer to my question. She was here for Edward.

"Hello, Lauren," I replied curtly.

Just I as I was trying to find an excuse to get away from Lauren, who was sitting in the row behind me, Edward walked over towards the stands.

"Hey, baby… can you go make sure my truck is locked up?" Edward said, dangling his keys. I sat stoically, wondering what was going on. Was he talking to me? Did he call me baby? "Bella? Please?"

I heard Lauren huff from behind me and I suddenly couldn't stop giggling as I got up and bent down to grab the keys from Edward.

"Thanks, baby," Edward said with a wink.

I could have kissed him right at that moment because that just caused the worst form of jealously from Lauren. She was livid. I turned around and asked Embry's mother to save my spot. Lauren glared the entire time.

I couldn't stop the laughter as I walked over to Edward's truck.

I checked his truck and made sure the doors were locked, though I was pretty sure it was just an excuse for him to get me away from Lauren. Just as I turned to walk back to the football field, Edward ran up to me, still smiling.

"Hey," Edward said as he let out a long breath.

"Hi… it's all locked up."

Edward took another step forward, leaving little room between us. "She isn't being a bitch to you, is she?"

"Nah, I can handle her, Edward."

As soon as the words left my mouth, Edward's strong arms wrapped around me, hugging me tightly. "Tell me if she says anything to you… I don't want her treating you like crap."

"O-okay," I stuttered, feeling completely flustered with how close we were. His arms were still tight around me, holding me flush against him. "Are you nervous about the game?"

Edward finally loosened his grip, moving to put his arm around my shoulder as we started walking back to the football field. "No… just ready for it to be over so we can start practicing tonight."

Edward and I came up with an agreement recently – if I taught him how to cook, he'd teach me how to play the piano. It was a very odd agreement, considering cooking was not hard at all and he already knew how to anyway. Piano was going to be difficult because I was musically challenged, but Edward assured me I could learn. So Friday night, right after the game, was going to be my first practice. I was just nervous because anytime I pictured a piano and Edward, my mind immediately thought dirty things. God, I was turning into such a pervert.

"About that… do you really think it's such a good idea? I mean, I am going to suck, Edward."

Edward grinned, looking straight ahead as we walked. "We're not even going to discuss this, Swan. We're going to put those talented fingers to work tonight."

I. am. a. Pervert. Or a Nympho, maybe? Whatever was going on with me was something completely new and different.

"What's going on in that pretty head of yours?" Edward asked as I continued thinking of having sex on his damn piano.

"Noth-"

"Don't say 'nothing'!" Edward said quickly, cutting me off.

I laughed and nudged him in the side with my arm. "I just think I'll be sucking it up tonight."

Edward sucked in a deep breath and squeezed my shoulder. "No, you will not…"

We had finally reached the field and it was time for Edward to go get the guys riled up for their big game. They were playing a neighboring town that went undefeated last year, so the guys were nervous. Edward pulled me in for another hug, which was odd because he usually tried to keep his distance. Being that close to him reminded me of the night after the club, which still plagued my mind. The feel of his mouth on my skin was the most erotic feeling ever. And Edward still didn't remember what happened.

"So… I'll see you after the game?"

"Yeah," I said, letting out the breath I had been holding. "Seth is taking my car home because we rode together… so can I just ride home with you? I can get him to pick me up later tonight."

"Don't be crazy, Bella. I'll take you home… anyway, come find me after the game. Okay?"

"Alright… good luck, coach," I said with a big smile on my face.

"Thank you, TILF." Edward laughed as he walked away, not giving me time to object to his comment. He teased me relentlessly with 'TILF' since our trip to Seattle.

My friends showed up soon, all of them ignoring Lauren who was still sitting close by us. Alice despised Lauren, as did Emmett… and even though Rose and Jasper didn't grow up with her, they didn't like her either. They knew her from the time period that she and Edward were dating, and from what I'd heard, she was a big bitch to them. That didn't surprise me one bit.

"GO SETH!" Emmett yelled as he jumped up from his seat. We were all screaming, but our cheers were drowned out by Emmett's very loud ones. Seth had just scored the third touchdown of the night, only this time he couldn't find an open receiver and took off running the final ten yards towards the end zone.

"THAT'S OUR BOY!" Jasper yelled proudly.

Edward was cheering from the sidelines and patted Seth on the back as he stood beside him. Edward was so proud of Seth, which was clear to anyone who saw his face. From across the field, Edward winked at me, which made me blush uncontrollably.

Our team ended up winning the game, beating the once unbeatable team. Jake and Seth left right after the game, both of them going back to Jake's house for pizza with a few of the other players.

Rose, Alice, and the guys left right after the game was over, leaving me to sit in the stands alone… only I wasn't exactly alone. Lauren stuck around. All the other parents and students had left, but the skank was still there. I knew she was waiting for Edward, but I didn't know why because he made it completely clear that he didn't want anything to do with her.

"You know… Edward isn't the kind of guy that sticks to one woman. If he is fucking you, which isn't really a possibility for you… that's all it is… a measly fuck and then he'll move on," Lauren said, breaking the uncomfortable silence as I waited for Edward.

I shook my head, trying so hard not to turn around and punch the bitch out. "Lauren, we're adults now… one would think that you might grow up a little bit."

"Oh, Bella… fuck you… I don't know who you think you are, coming back into town like you are the shit… but there are plenty of people that remember nerdy, fugly, Bella Swan, who had no life outside her homework and books."

When I didn't say anything, Lauren came back with a response that made my temper flare, setting me off like never before.

"Aw, Bella doesn't have anything to say now? Too bad daddy isn't here to take up for you."

I jumped up from my seat, ready to lunge at her, only to be held back by a pair of extremely strong arms.

"Lauren, you need to leave right now," Edward said firmly, holding me against his chest.

Lauren giggled evilly, grabbing her purse and jacket. "Oh, Eddie… calm down, I didn't mean to hurt her feelings."

"Leave!" Edward growled. "And don't you ever talk to her again!"

Lauren laughed as she walked by us, ignoring Edward's demanding tone. I probably would have cried if Edward ever talked to me that way, but Lauren deserved every bit of his anger.

"You okay, Bell?" Edward said quietly, his warm breath tickling the side of my ear.

"I'm fine," I sighed as I tried to erase the last five minutes from my mind. I didn't want the skank to ruin my night because I was still the one going home with Edward… even if we weren't together.

Edward released me from his tight hold, but turned me around to face him. "Are you sure?"

"I promise, I'm okay."

"Ready to go home…? I mean, my house?"

"Yeah," I said with a grin.

"Good… get on my back and I'll give you a ride to the truck," Edward chuckled. "And I don't want to hear any of that 'I'll break your back' shit…"

I laughed as I wrapped my arms around Edward. He reached behind me, grasping my thighs in his large hands, holding me firmly against him. I screamed as he took off running like a mad man to the truck.

I kept dozing off during the short ride to Edward's house. When we arrived, I called Seth to make sure he made it over to Jake and Billy's house. He was staying with them, so I didn't have to worry about being home anytime soon, which was a good thing because I ended up falling asleep soon after we arrived.

Edward was playing the piano as I sat next to him on the small bench. One minute, I was awake, amazed by his wonderful talent, and the next, I was being lifted into Edward's arms. He carried me to his bedroom and left me alone in there for a few minutes so I could change into one of his t-shirts. I snuggled into the pillows, waiting for Edward to return. He did eventually, bringing some water alone with him for both of us.

I don't know how I was able to keep my hands to myself. Edward pulled his shirt off in front of me, only leaving him in a pair of black sleep pants. Once Edward was lying next to me, I was pulled to his chest where he held me close.

"Goodnight, beautiful."

"Night, Edward."

I spent Saturday with Rose and Alice. We went shopping most of the day and met everyone over at Carlisle and Esme's house for dinner when we returned. Seth was also there, as well as his new girlfriend. It amazed me how my brother was able to get a new girlfriend every week when I couldn't even get just the one guy that I wanted.

I woke up early on Sunday morning, deciding to go for a run. Sunday was the only day that Edward didn't run, but he did do some type of easy workout. He liked taking care of his body, which he did extremely well.

I dressed in my workout clothes and threw my hair up into a ponytail before leaving the house. Edward's driveway was muddy, since it rained so hard the night before, so I didn't want to attempt going there and getting stuck. I didn't like running through town as I liked a peaceful, quiet kind of trail. My house was fairly close to the main road that ran through Forks, so I went to Rose and Emmett's house. I left a sticky note on my windshield wipers, letting them know what I was doing in case they got up early, which wasn't very likely for them anyway.

Unable to stay away from Edward, I ran the trail that led me right to his house. I didn't plan on knocking on his door or anything, I was just a freaking lovesick woman that wanted to get a glance at his house. Shit, was I a stalker or something? I very much felt like one as I got closer to his house.

The patio door to his den was slid open and I hoped that he hadn't fallen asleep with it open. I quietly made my way up to the deck, cringing every time my noisy shoes made a sound against the wet ground.

I stood at the side of the door, peeking in. I could see the lower half of Edward's body, sort of sitting up on the couch. I couldn't see his face, which made me feel better because I didn't want him to think I was spying on him. I held my breath as there was some movement on the couch and held in the loud gasp that almost escaped as the blanket that was covering his legs fell to the floor. He was naked.

I stared into his house, covering my mouth as my eyes were filled with shock. Edward began stroking himself, making little moaning noises with each stroke. My legs were wobbly and I seriously felt like I couldn't continue standing there, watching the man I wanted more than anyone or anything pleasure himself. In my mind, I always thought it was so raunchy for a man to jerk himself off, but seeing Edward… my hands shook with need.

Another thing that I would never forget was how huge he was. Well endowed did not even begin to describe Edward. I had not seen many dicks in my lifetime, but the ones I did see didn't even come close to Edward's.

"Mmmmm…." Edward moaned, his breathing picking up slightly. His pace started to speed up and his knuckles turned slightly white as he gripped his shaft. "Fuck…"

When Edward cursed, it was the biggest turn on for me. I was slowly coming undone, aching to be with Edward as he got closer to his release. I knew he had to be close based on his erratic breathing.

"Fuck… oh… Bella…." Edward moaned as the liquid began oozing out.

He said my name. Oh my god. He said my name.

I backed up slightly, feeling like I was going to pass out. My foot knocked into a flower pot, making a small noise. That small noise probably would have gone unnoticed, however, Herkie picked up on it immediately. He started barking loudly and I knew he was running towards the open door, but thankfully Edward had the screen up.

So I ran. I ran as fast as my weak legs would take me. I could hear Edward yell at Herkie to be quiet as I got further away from his house. Thankfully, I made it to the line of trees around Edward's house, disappearing through the thick brush.

I was such a freaking peeping bitch. Though I felt intense shame, I would never forget the sounds Edward made, or the sheer need to replace his hand with mine.

I got back to my car pretty quickly, still running as fast as I could because I didn't know if Edward would check outside his house to see what Herkie was barking at. For all I knew, he could run up behind me any minute.

The drive back to my house was spent in shock. I was even more in shock when my cell phone rang, displaying Edward's name – Coach McHottie.

The chorus to my ringtone played for a few seconds before I could find my voice to answer. "H-hello?"

"Hey, Bell… I was just wondering if you'd like to go out for breakfast this morning? I'm starving and I knew you'd be up this early."

"Um… sure," I said, my answer coming out more like a question.

"Great, I'll pick you up in twenty… I've just got to hop in the shower right quick."

Of course he needed the shower… after the mess he had just made.

One problem – how in the hell was I supposed to face him now? After hearing him moan my name… after seeing him in the most intimate way…

Shoot me now.

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