I decide to do some shopping considering I have no plans on a Saturday after noon. I walk past 5th Ave passing designers from "Chanel, Versace" Gucci "Louis Vuitton" and many more" I enter Saks fifth Ave. I don't shop much but today I feel like treating my self. As I browse around I'm being reminded of my mothers will. My parents weren't rich far from it they struggled all the time nearly getting by. being my mother supported two teenagers herself and her husband. my father didn't work and had quite an expensive drinking habit. I would of never guessed that a year after my mother died she had a secret will, with my name only on it once I turned 18. The will was for fifty five thousand dollars. it read that she knew she was getting sicker and that she wanted the best for me and Sara. And that she wouldn't be around much longer. I though of how I failed sister, my mother wanted me to be strong for us. to take care of Sara and I failed her... I look though a rack of dresses noting to appealing. I deiced on a black off the shoulders "Herve leger bandage dress "the price tags is ludicrous but i deice to not let it affect me./div