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Summary: Soon after Jake and Bella start working on the bikes before he phases, they sleep together. She is sick before the movies, but just thinks it's the flu. Jake phases and is away the two weeks. Bella goes to him with some news, but is turned away. Charlie finds out her news and kicks her out. What will happen when she comes back? Will the Cullen's come back for her? Song by Billy Currington
New Moon AU; pairing Bella/ Jacob Rated M
Warnings: violence, lemons, language, non-sexual spankings. Dominant Jacob
A/N: Wolves can discipline their imprints, meaning domestic discipline/Spankings. Set in 2010. Quotes come from New Moon Chapter 10.
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Let Me Down Easy
Chapter 3 Jacob POV
It has been two weeks since I have seen my Bells and I am sick of it!
I have hated to lie to her and so has Billy, but because of Sam's Alpha Order to stay away from her and not to have any contact with her, I have not had any other choice but to lie.
Whenever I bitch about it to him or Billy or anybody really, they all tell me that it won't be forever, that it is just until I can control my temper and my phasing.
I do not think that they realize that a lot of my problems and my temper come from not being able to see her!
Sometimes I really hate being a werewolf.
For one thing, it takes all of our choices away from us.
I can never leave the reservation, although I would have never left anyway, as I have been groomed to be Chief of the tribe since I was five years old. I remember I used to dream about my Bells being right beside me when I took over as Chief. She should be standing tall and proud right along with our children.
I always thought and dreamed that I would grow up and marry my Bells and have a house full of black hair, brown eyed, lightly tanned children running around.
I thought that dream was gone when her mother, Renee, took her from here when she was eight years old and moved to Phoenix and then last year when she came back and started dating that Cullen leech that left her broken and depressed.
When I finally, FINALLY, get my chance with her, I turned into a big, giant dog and had to stay away from her.
Now because of that and the supposed magic of imprinting, where a wolf sees "the one" the first time after phasing, I can't be around or be with my Bells.
They say that I won't imprint on her 'cause she is not a Native, but I say bullshit.
Bella is MINE!
If I imprint on someone else, then I will fight it!
'Oh quit your whining, Baby Alpha' ~Paul
I snarled at him in response.
'Oooohh! I'm so scared, I'm shaking in my fur' ~ Paul
I can hear laughing from the others as we do a big sweep across the lands before heading to my house for a bonfire with the Elders and imprints.
'I don't know why you're so hung up on the Leech Lover anyway. She was fuckin' the enemy, we can't trust her! ~ Paul
I briefly hear some murmurs of agreement, but I see red and lunge at him. But before I can get a good purchase on his neck, Sam Alpha Orders us to stop.
'ENOUGH'
We had no choice but to obey.
'Paul, cut it out with antagonizing Jacob. Jacob, get your head in the game and pay attention to what we are doing so we can finish. ~Sam
We made two more laps around the Res and were almost to my house when Embry brought me out of my thoughts.
'Hey, isn't that Bella's truck coming down the way?'
I paused to listen and sure enough, we all heard her truck coming down the road and towards my house.
'What are you gonna do, Jake?'
Seth asked me as I stood there and watched her pass by in Embry's mind.
'He ain't gonna do shit! Leave the Leech Lover alone! ~Paul
'PAUL'
'Let's finish this round up and head to Billy's, as everyone is already there waiting on us. Jake, you need to let her go. Tell her whatever you have to, to get her to move on.' ~Sam
We put our noses to the ground and finished the last loop behind my house. We phased back to our human selves just as Bella pulled up into the front yard.
'Well here goes nothing.'
I think to myself as I walk to break my Bells' heart.
BELLA POV
I dialed, and then waited without high expectations.
It caught me off guard when Billy answered on the second ring.
"Hello?"
"Oh, hey, the phone is working again! Hi, Billy. It's Bella. I was just calling to see how Jacob is doing. Is he up for visitors yet? I was thinking about dropping by-"
"I'm sorry, Bella," Billy interrupted, and I wondered if he were watching TV; he sounded distracted. "He's not in."
"Oh." It took me a second. "So he's feeling better then?"
"Yeah," Billy hesitated for an instant too long. "Turns out it wasn't Mono after all. Just some other virus."
"Oh. So...where is he?"
"He's giving some friends a ride up to Port Angeles-I think they were going to catch a double feature or something. He's gone for the whole day."
"Well, that's a relief. I've been so worried. I'm glad he felt good enough to get out." My voice sounded horribly phony as I babbled on. (Meyer. New Moon. Chapter 10. Pages 228-229)
'I have been having a really shitty couple of days.'
I think to myself as I head towards Jake's house to see what the hell his problem is and to tell him and Billy the news.
On Wednesday, I over slept and the school called Charlie to tell him that I was not there. Well he came home and promptly beat my ass.
Thursday, I found out through two home pregnancy tests and a doctor's conformation, that I am indeed pregnant.
Nine weeks pregnant to be exact.
And then Friday happened.
*Flashback*
Charlie had not spoken to me at all Thursday night when he got home from work. I really did not care, as I was still trying to process the fact that I was carrying Jacob's baby inside of me.
I was basically on auto-pilot all night as I fixed some spaghetti and ground turkey meatballs for dinner.
That night I had dreamed of a raven haired boy, with almond colored skin and my chocolate brown eyes, playing in the mud with his daddy, making mud pies, like we used to do when we were little.
Friday morning when I got up, Charlie was already gone, so I went about my day as usual and went to school.
That night I fried some catfish, using Harry's famous fish fry, for dinner.
I guess my little one did not like the smell of the fish, so I had practically flew up the stairs, almost knocking Charlie down, to get to the bathroom before I lost my lunch all over the stairs.
Afterwards, when I had come back down to finish dinner, Charlie was looking at me funny, but otherwise did not say anything as he sat at the table.
I pulled the last piece of fish out of the oil and put it on the serving platter with the rest. I then put that on the table with the homade coleslaw and cornbread.
After Charlie had loaded up his plate and started eating, he finally got around to asking me if I was alright.
"I'm fine, Charlie. The smell of the fish just did not agree with me."
I told him, not really wanting to tell him about my 'situation' yet. I think I will wait until after he eats and before he goes to watch whatever sporting show was on tonight.
He looked as though he did not believe me, which was understandable, as I really did have something wrong with me.
We ate in silence as usual and when he was almost finished with his second plate of food, I decided now was the time to tell him.
"I'm pregnant."
I blurted out, wanting to get it over with.
When about a minute passed and he still had not said anything, I looked up to see that he was frozen, wide eyed, with the forkful of fried catfish and slaw, halfway to his mouth.
He was quickly turning red, then blue and then an interesting shade of purple.
I could see the vein in his forehead throb with tension.
"Dad? Please say something."
I pleaded with him, afraid for his health.
He took a deep, much need breath, and yelled,
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOU ARE PREGNANT?!"
I winced.
"I went to the doctor yesterday after school and it was positive. I am nine weeks along."
"Is it Cullen's?"
He asked after he took another deep breath.
"No, it is not. And I don't want to tell you who's it is right now. He doesn't know yet."
I replied, somewhat calmly, as I did not know how he would take not knowing who knocked up his daughter.
"Okay."
He replied, just as calmly.
The shock that I was feeling must have shown on my face, but he did not elaborate.
"O...okay?"
I asked, bewildered.
'That's it...? Okay?'
I think to myself.
"Yes, okay. You have twenty four hours to get your shit and get the fuck out of my house."
He stated calmly and matter-of-factly.
My heart almost stopped.
I did not think that Jake would take me in with how he has been acting lately and I really did not want to move to Florida with Renee and Phil.
"Bu...but I have nowhere to go!"
I sobbed out, now realizing that I was crying.
"I don't give a flyin' fuck. You laid down and opened your legs for some punk, then you figure it out."
He said as he got up and threw his empty plate into the sink, shattering it.
Just like my heart.
My own father is putting me out on the streets, pregnant, with nowhere to go.
I got up and put everything away and washed the dishes. I then went upstairs and packed everything that I wanted to take with me before heading into the bathroom to shower.
I went to bed that night wondering how I was going to make it on my own with a little one.
*End Flashback*
The next morning, Charlie was gone, probably fishing, so I got dressed in a navy blue sweat suit and loaded up the truck bed with my bags. I put the tarp on the back so my things would not get wet.
I then went back to check and make sure that I had everything.
I then set off towards La Push, which is where I am pulling up now, to the little red house, wondering if my life would ever be the same after this visit.