Grimmjow stood over you looking down on your submissive body. He couldn't help but to blush when you placed your hands on your breasts and crossed your legs.
"(Y/N)..." his voice went soft again while he started to lean down and place his hands on your waist. While lifting you up, his left index and middle finger slipped under the band of your pants and panties from the back.
"Grimmjow!" You squeaked again in surprise. Your cheeks were flushed and your whole body felt hot while he held you. His lips landed on the your neck again and made soft butterfly kisses down to the collarbone. A soft moan escaped your lips when his teeth bit down on the skin creating another light bruise. Your fingers tangled in his sky blue hair while his fingers undid the buttons on your blouse. Grimmjow kissed from your collarbone and down to breasts; his fingers pulled one side of your bra down, exposing the hard pink nub. "Wait..." you breathed out weakly while his tongue whisked over the nipple. His icy eyes looked up at you filled with lust; his teeth bit down on the nub and caused you to moan out louder before he pulled away.
"You aren't ready." His eyes narrowed and looked over your body. Breathing heavily, you sat up slowly on the edge of the bed, clutching your chest and meeting his gaze.
"Not ready for what?"
"For sex, dumb ass." Grimmjow bent down and picked up his blue striped shirt and slipped it over his perfect body.
"Why are you doing this? First you let me fall asleep at your house, then you come find me at the party, then you come here and sleep here, and now you use my body. For what Grimmjow? Why do you treat me this way?" You didn't realize, but tears were falling down your cheeks and your body shook with sobs. "What have I ever done to you?!" You gave him a look of pain that you have never felt. You loved him, yet he kept dodging feeling you had for him, and killing everything good you had with him. He ran a hand through his sky blue hair and sighed.
"Nothing." He sighed the word.
"..what..?" You looked up at him confused and still crying.
"You did nothing to me. You haven't done anything (Y/N)." His words were bitter as he spat them out and his eyes had the almost same painful look in them. "I need to leave." He walked over and faced the door for a moment, then turned the knob and closed the door behind him after he left.
"What the hell is his issue?" You sighed deeply and got up out of the bed to chase after Grimmjow. You dashed out of your room and saw him leaning against the wall with his hand covering his forehead. "Grimmjow.." your voice softened and you approached him slowly. "Please don't shut me out... I want to be here for you." When you were standing in front of him, you noticed he had a deep frown again. "Are you okay?" Trying not to be so pressing, you kept your voice light.
"Just go away. You shouldn't be around me, I'm not good for you." He attempted to swat your hand away, but you had moved before he had the chance to.
"Yes Grimmjow; but I won't listen to you." You smiled and he took his hand from his face.
"Stop. Don't say such stupid things; you really are a dumb ass." His voice was bitter again and you looked up at him smiling.
"I guess I am, because I.." You swallowed hard. "Because I love you."
Grimmjow remained silent for what seemed like a lifetime before he pushed you back and left out of the front door.
"Don't." He warned you and walked over to the fence and jumped back over into his yard. You closed the door slowly, trying to fight the urge to cry, you took in a deep breath and swallowed hard. You recovered yourself and went up to your room to get dressed. The most of the day, you sat in your room on the computer; not doing anything in particular, just sitting. By the time 5:30pm rolled around, you had migrated from your room to the living room. Your mother walked in through the garage door around six and spotted you sitting on the couch.
"(Y/N), what's the matter?" She set her things down on the counter and walked over to couch to sit down.
"Nothing mom." You lied. You knew your mother was smarter than that and sighed. "It's this boy Like."
"What's he like?" She smiled at you trying to cheer you up.
"The guy I like? Well.. He's tall, and he makes me feel safe around him."
"That doesn't say much."
"He's very complicated sometimes; he acts like he likes me on moment, then hates me the next. He's also very hostile when I try to ask him questions."
"Seems like he's shut himself off to people (Y/N). You know, your father was like that, and still is sometimes." She chuckled. "But just give him time sweetie, if he has the same feelings for you, he'll come around. That's what happened with your father and I, I liked him a lot for years. He was the captain of the tennis team, yet he was very cold to girls. I tried to talk to him for awhile and found that he had bad experiences dating girls, well he came around and started talking to me on day. After that, we started dating, and well.. here we are today, 17 years later." Your mother smiled slightly then glanced over at you.
"It's the boy who moved in next door recently.. We've been in the same art class for two years, and the same gym class this year. Every time I try to talk to him he's either really mean, or really distant; he acts like I've done something to him, but when I asked, he said I did nothing Mom. I really want to be close to him, even if it's just his friend." you admitted.
It had been two weeks since you had talked to Grimmjow. You didn't even see him in school. Walking home was so lonely, you missed his presence near you.
"Hey you." A voice called from behind, curiously you turned around to see your carrot haired friend walking up to you.
"Ichigo! What is it?" Putting on your best smile on you greeted him politely. A pink tinge shown on his cheeks when he stopped in front of you.
"Well I was wondering if you wanted to go to the park or Arcade or whatever." His hand scratched the back of his head nervously.
"So... like a date?" You giggled as his cheeks turned a deeper red and his eyes darted away from you.
"Nothing like that! I just want to do something." He started to become more flustered.
"Okay, well I need to change then." Glancing back at you, he looked over the cute dress you had worn to school that day. It complemented your curves nicely.
"You look fine (Y/N) why not wear that?" He muttered.
"Really? Well... okay..." In truth you had liked Ichigo a bit, and it made you happy that somebody you had liked previously in middle school ask you to go on a "date" with them.
The Arcade, bot the typical one with nothing but "arcade" games. The Arcade was a bar that most of the high schooler's in town went to; the drinking age was 18, but this place allowed anybody 16 and up into it. The Arcade used to be an old family restaurant that had gotten shut down due to health issues, but a few years previous it was bought up and turned into a bar, with "arcade" games in it. Both of you walked in silence for a few minutes, until Ichigo broke it with a question.
"I heard some things about you and that jerk-off Grimmjow." He stated boldly. "I heard from somebody that you stayed the night at his place; you didn't do anything with him did you?" He looked away nervously. Taken aback by his question, you glanced over at him, then down at the ground.
"She told you that huh?" Your voice was soft and a hard lump rose in your throat. Momo had gone and spilled your secret. He noticed how uncomfortable the question had made you so he changed the subject.
"Anyways, park or Arcade?" He dodged the question with another.
"It doesn't matter to me." You stated bluntly. He shrugged and looked away nervously.
"Arcade then." The rest of the walk there was silent and uncomfortable you stared down at the ground while Ichigo glanced around. He opened the door to the bar when you arrived, still frowning after about an hour and a half's walk.
"Thanks." When you walked in, the place was unusually packed. "Must be a special today or something." The both of you walked over to the bar and took seats. "It's so loud in here!" You raised your voice over the crowd to try and conversate with Ichigo.
"Yeah I know, I've never seen it this packed before." He raised his voice in turn, smiling slightly while ordering a drink from the bartender. He glanced over at you, his expression blank again while you ordered an alcoholic beverage.
"So Ichigo, why did you want to take me out here?" You asked after taking a sip; it was strange that he asked you out like that without a warning.
"Well I dunno, Rukia was busy today with her brother, and everybody else was busy too, so I figured, since you're never doing anything that I could- we could come here with you." He scratched the back of his neck embarrassedly.
"Really?" You giggled, somehow being around Ichigo started making you forget Grimmjow and how broken he made you feel. You laughed and smiled wholeheartedly, sipping your drink and talking with Ichigo.
"What are you doing here with Kurosaki?" The familiar husky voice growled in your ear. His breath sent a chill down your spine.
"Grimmjow-!" You choked out before he grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of your seat.
"Shut up." His voice was sharp and piercing.
"Grimmjow." Ichigo grimaced. "Didn't expect to find you here."
"Trying to pick a fight Kurosaki?" He balled his fist then released it while flexing his arms. Ichigo stared at him, his brown orbs aflame.
"You want a fight then?" Ichigo yelled back and took a step towards the blue haired man. There was hatred in their eyes, like two animals fighting over the same prey; slowly going in for the kill, yet the two collided and it was no good.
"You're no match for me." Grimmjow sneered and cracked a sick smile; Ichigo narrowed his eyes while glaring at Grimmjow. Before the first fist could be thrown, the bartender interrupted, and at that moment Grimmjow let your wrist go.
"Boys take it outside. We don't allow fights in here." The bartender interjected, causing Grimmjow to turn and walk towards the door. You glanced back at Ichigo, who by now was preoccupied with some other person. Sighing you chased after Grimmjow; when you got outside, he was leaning against a silver jaguar, his arms crossed and eyes narrowed as you approached him slowly.
"Are you trying to piss me off?" He growled again.
"What-"
"Don't play stupid. You were with Kurosaki to piss me off." Grimmjow slammed a fist on the car and walked up to you.
"I didn't even know you came here! I didn't mean to piss you off Grimmjow." He stood over you now, looking down intimidatingly.
"Yeah well it worked. Now get in my car, I'll take you home." Letting out a sigh, he turned away from you and walked back over to the car. You stood there rooted on the spot until he turned and looked at you again.
"O-okay." Blushing and fixing your dress, you ran over to the passenger side of the car and got in. The car's interior was all black, the seats were a comfortable leather, and it was very roomy. He said nothing as the car started up, his eyes fixated on the road and what seemed like something distant.
"What were you doing with Kurosaki?" His voice was softer now and it startled you.
"He invited me out after school." You admitted.
"I said what were you doing, not how you got to Arcade with him."
"Why? It's not like we're together or anything. You told me to stay away from you, yet you always come around me. I'm not your girlfriend, so stop treating me like I am." Your reply came out more bitter than you had wanted it to, and you wanted to take back the words, but couldn't. Grimmjow pulled off to the side of the road suddenly; making you somewhat afraid of his next action.
"Dammit (Y/N)! Why do you do this to me?!" He pounded his fist on the steering wheel which caused you to shrink away from him. His ice blue eyes glanced over at your trembling body before he unbuckled his seatbelt and stepped out of the car. He walked around to your side of the car and opened the door violently. "Get out. Now." He growled. Doing as you were told, you stepped out of the car weakly and he slammed the door behind you.
"Grimmjow... I'm sorry for whatever I did." Your voice shook as the words came out of your mouth. He breathed out sharply before his his arms grabbed your shoulders and he slammed his lips on yours. His sudden action shocked you, yet you responded back to his impulse by matching the intensity of the kiss. Nibbling at his bottom lip, his hands pulled at your shoulder length (H/C) hair, causing a soft moan to rise up in your throat.
"You moaning like that makes me want you even more." His pulled away from the kiss and breathed in your ear. "Nobody else gets you okay? You're mine, and mine alone." His lips brushed your skin on the neck and hunted down to your collarbone, where they planted themselves; sucking hard on your flesh.
"Grimmjow!" You breathed as one hand moved down from your hair to squeezing your tender nipples. He smirked and pulled away once again to look down at you.
"You're beautiful (Y/N)." His voice was soft, yet not sweet, more lustful than anything. "These past two weeks I spent some time travelling, but I had to come back to see you. Every time I think of you I can't contain myself. You're just too much." His icy eyes narrowed and a smile crossed his lips. You could feel the heat on your cheeks grow hotter as a deeper shade of red stained your soft cheeks.
"I don't know what to say..." He had finally confessed to you, yet you were at a loss of words. Where was that Grimmjow who seemed to hostile? Did he really just let you in? You couldn't help but to wonder if it was a dream or if he was joking. "I'm sorry. Please just let me walk home alone Grimmjow." The words seemed to spill out of your mouth while you spoke them without thinking. Clicking his tongue, he let go of your body and walked around to the other side of the car, his ice blue eyes narrowed at you in disgust.
"Fuck off then." Slamming the door, he turned the engine on and sped off violently as you stood on the side of the road, your eyes cast down. After a couple minutes of silent walking, his car pulled back up next to you and he rolled the window down. "Get in. I can't let you get hurt because of me. I don't give a fuck if you say no, I'll force you in the damn car." You looked away, then pulled the door handle to get in. Once you had sat down and closed the door, Grimmjow stepped on the gas again, forcing you to get your seatbelt on as fast as you could.
"Grimmjow I-"
"Don't talk. I don't want to hear your worthless apologies." He silenced you with his hostile tone again, and kept it silent for the next 15 minutes home. By then you had fallen asleep, Grimmjow glanced over at you while trying to hide a smile at how adorable you looked with your head resting on the seat belt. He stepped out of the car, went over to your side and unbuckled the seat belt; he scooped you up in his arms gently then carried you to the door of your house.
"I was wondering where you- Oh, Grimmjow, and my daughter…" She looked at the both of you then smiled coyly. "So I see you and (Y/N) were together."
"Yeah she was at Arcade with me." He stated bluntly. "Should I take her to her room?" He blushed softly.
"Yes, it's the first one up the stairs on the left." Your mother moved over to let him in; going up the stairs, you nestled your cheek against his chest which caused his blush to deepen. When he laid you on your bed, you began to wake, he tried to get up and leave but you called out to him.
"Grimmjow… Don't go again, please."
"Don't be stupid (Y/N), we have school tomorrow." He gazed down at you, the moonlight spilling in from the widow dyed his hair a silver-blue color.
"Fine…" you trailed off staring up at him. Grimmjow leaned his body down to you, his face meeting yours. "Kiss me." His lips met yours with intense passion, his tongue swirled around in your mouth, exploring every crevice. His body moved over yours and you could feel his arousal through his pants press against your bare leg. When you pulled away to breathe, his Icy eyes gazed down at you, the look wasn't passionate and that scared you. It looked more like a panther that had just caught its prey and was ready to devour it at any moment. His hand moved from beside your bed and removed his shirt with ease, it then moved to his waist where he started to unzip his pants. You squirmed uncomfortably, turning your head away from him, he noticed and frowned disappointingly.
"I should get home." He moved off of you and grabbed his shirt at the same time. You sat up quickly and grabbed his wrist.
"Why? you always do this, sure I'm uncomfortable because I've never felt like this before, but want you Grimmjow." You blushed and your voice lowered to just above a whisper. "I want you to take me like you would a lover.. and keep me close to you all night.." He looked down at you curiously, raising an eyebrow.
"Not now. It's not the time, your parents are home." He kissed the tip of your nose then put his shirt on. "If that's how you want it though, you have to work for it." He smiled slyly. "Oh, and don't forget, you're mine now, got that?"
"Y-yes." Your cheeks flushed a deep red and you looked up at him.
"See you tomorrow." He bent down and kissed the top of your head gently, then walked over to the door. With one last glance, you could have sworn he gave you a real smile before he left the room.
Yay! Chapter 3 out finally! Sorry it took so long, I'm trying not to let my writer's block get the best of me. But it's finally out; yes it's a little more "Graphic" this section, but the full lemon scene is coming soon. Reviews and follows/favorites are appreciated of course, so please do so if you feel it. I will try to get chapter 4 out within the month, just a warning though, that one will be more "Graphic" than this chapter.
