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Sorry if i take a very long time to update ): My stupid wifi keep dying. When i write a new chapter, i type it on my phone. After that i send it to my email via my phone. Then i'll use the computer to upload, update and edit the story. So yeah. Plus im not that good in English so i keep getting writers block. IM SORRY! But heres Chapter 6 anyways. So ENJOY!
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-CHAPTER 6-
*Sophie's POV*
"Goodnight Santana! Goodnight Brittany!" I said as I turned off the lights. "Shut up and go to sleep" "Sanny... Don't be rude to her. Saying goodnight saves unicorn you know that? Goodnight baby. Goodnight Soph." I laughed at how cute they are.
What will I do without them? Ever since they started living with me, I've stopped slashing but I haven't stop puking my food out. They understand why I still continue but they will still try to make me stop and I don't blame them.
I lay in my bed and started thinking about my sexy girlfriend, Sian. It's so awesome that I could finally call her my girlfriend! I turned my back towards Santana and Brittany bed to face the wall. As I yawned, I felt an arm going around my waist. Oh god. I screamed for my dear life before someone turns the lights on. "Sian! What are you doing?!" I heard Santana shouting. Sian? Did she say Sian? I turned around to see her and Brittany laughing. "Oh my god. Sian!" "Yes baby? Were you scared?" She kissed my lips. "O-Of course I-I was." Shit. Why am I stuttering? "Let's just go back to sleep love birds. Britt-Britt, do you wanna save any unicorn?" "Save unicorns? What is she talking about Sophie?" Sian asks me. "Brittany believes that saying goodnight to everyone saves unicorn. Isn't that cute?!" After Brittany said goodnight to every Santana turn the lights off.
Sian wrapped her arms around my waist. "I feel so safe in your arms. I love you." I said to her before falling asleep.
-Next day-
I woke up to find nobody beside me. Santana was still asleep. But when she heard me waking up, she woke up too. We looked at each other and shouted for our girlfriends who rushed into the room at the same time. "Why did the both of you leave us aloneeeee?" Santana whined to her girlfriend.
Sian walked over to me and pinched my cheeks. "We were cooking breakfast for our sexy babies. Pancake, bacon and eggs." Santana and I turned to look at each other before the both of us ran out of the room ignoring the laughter from our girlfriends.
"Fuck off Sanny!"
"Move out of the way Soph!"
It's a good thing that my parents have moved out of the house leaving it to Santana, Brittany and I.
-After breakfast-
"Babe, do you wanna move back in with me? I miss having you in the house..." She asked me with puppy dog eyes. "I'll have to think about it. I'm sorry." I said to her before turning back to the TV. I heard her sigh. I'm not gonna give up that easily after all she did to me.
Don't get me wrong but imagine the love of your life did shit to you. Yes, I love her and there's nothing that I want more than to move in back with her but I simply just can't forgive her for everything that happened.
I hope she'll understand.
I'm guessing all of you must be confuse about why all four of us are not in school on a Monday. Well, we do not have school for the whole week as the teachers are busy getting their shit done for the finals and the competitions where I have to attend most of it. I sighed to the thought of that.
This will be the busiest month in my life due to all the training and competitions. After that, I have two months to get my shit ready for finals.
All I can do now is to sit back and relax before everything come crashing into me.
But now, all I have to worry is what will happen when Sian and I go back to school.
-2 days later-
4 days left to our one week holiday. 4 days left to see what will happen. Maybe I should ask her? What if she gets angry? Ugh fuck it.
I was walking to the kitchen when I saw the most beautiful girl I've ever seen sitting on the couch watching Glee. Maybe I should just walk up to her and tell her. By the way, Sian has been staying with me for the past few days. When we go out, we have to stay at least a kilometre away from each other. When we go out for dinner, we have to go all the way out of our town just so we won't get spotted.
Yes it's painful but what else can we do?
I sat down as close as I could beside her without having to be on top of her. We just sat there in silence while I think of what to say to her. "I swear the characters Naya and Heather look the exactly the same as Santana and Brittany. Plus they are together too. Mindfucked yeah?" she said cutting the silence up between us.
"Babe... What will you do when we get back to school in four days?" I swear you could hear the nervousness in my voice. "What do you mean?" Fuck. She's angry. "I mean what will happen to us when we go back to school." I bite back. It pisses me off every time she gets angry with me cause of something I said or do. "Everything will stay the same. You go your way, I go mine. We'll still be girlfriends. But we won't talk to each other and all." What the fuck is this?
"Is that how you treat your motherfucking girlfriend." Oh god. Is that who I think it is. "Britt! Don't get angry ple-""Let me handle this babe." Oh god.
SHIT JUST GOT REAL!
Brittany is angry! BRITTANY. I can see that Santana is angry too. But she's too busy trying to calm her girlfriend down. She have only seen Brittany angry once in their whole relationship. And you do not want to be there witnessing it. Brittany is never the type who gets angry.
*Brittany's POV*
"Everything will stay the same. You go your way, I go mine. We'll still be girlfriends. But we won't talk to each other and all." I heard as a walked in the living room to watch Glee with Sophie and Sian.
Oh hell no. I felt something bubbling in me and I couldn't help it.
"Is that how you treat your motherfucking girlfriend." I scowled it towards Sian who was sitting on Sophie couch acting like a major jerk. Suddenly, I felt two strong arms holding me back. It was Santana. She was angry I can see it but she's more concern about me. "Britt! Don't get angry ple-""Let me handle this babe." I cut her off.
Sian stood up and marched right up in my face. "Who the fuck do you think you are. I can treat her anyway I like because she's my girlfriend and not yours. Plus, you already have a Latina girlfriend. What else do you need."
"What did you say." I said giving her a death glare. "Please. I can treat your girlfriend than what you'll ever be able to. Don't you fucking talk about my fucking girlfriend like that. You have no right to love her after all those shit you did to her." I shoved her causing her to lose her balance and stumbled back a couple of steps. I could see Santana trying to make Sophie stop crying. Oh the irony.
"You don't know shit. You're just a stupid girl whose parents hate. That's why you were kicked out of the hou-" I saw a fist flying into her face causing her to fall to the ground, out cold. "DON'T CALL HER STUPID YOU FUCKER!" I looked up to see that it wasn't who I thought it was. Brittany shook her hands trying to release the pain before rushing over to me and giving me a hug.
"You're not stupid ohk... You're amazing, beautiful and smart... Don't believe her ohk. Thank you for standing up for me..." She whispered into my ear before giving me a slight kiss on my forehead. I looked over to Santana who was just standing there with her mouth opened.
"That was hot! The both of you! OMG!" She started squealing like a girl who just met either One Direction or Justin Bieber or both.
"Shut it. Come here the both of you." I opened my arms widely to give them a hug. "I swear I feel like we're a family. A sweet loving family." I heard Sophie saying in the hug.
Just as we finish our "family" moment, Sian stood up and began pacing around the room. "Brittana, can you leave us for a moment? Thanks" Sophie said.
San and I stood near the room to hear they conversation.
Sian: What the hell was that for? You know I love you.
Bullshit.
Sophie: For everything you've done to me. Tell me. What do you treasure more: me or your reputation in school?
Sian: Isn't it obvious? Of course it will be my reputation in school.
Fuck. This is it. I was so ready to march and punch her face but Santana was holding on to me for her dear life.
Sophie: What... I thought you loved me...
I swear you can hear the pain in her voice.
Sian: Of course I love you. But I can't risk my reputation for you. That's why whenever we go out together I can never be near you.
Sophie: I knew this was too good to be true... You know what.
Sian: What.
Sophie: We're over... I love you but its obvious you love your reputation more...
Sian: Baby... I'm sorry please...
Sophie: Get out...
Omg. Is she serious?
Sian: What? Baby please don't do this...
Sophie: I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!
And with that, I heard two slams. One is louder than the other. One: the door being slammed closed by Sian. Two: Sophies' body slamming into the floor below as she fainted.
"Grab her medications, Sanny!" I screamed. "Wake up baby... Wake up!" I said shaking her hoping she would wake up. I felt the hot tears rolling down my cheeks. "SANNY HURRY GET THE CAR READY!"
We rushed to the nearest hospital where Sophie was rushed to the ER. All off you don't know this but Soph have a condition that she'll faint if she gets emotionally drained. Usually she'll get up with a couple of shakes. But when she didn't, I knew this was something worst. Sophie isn't a emotionally strong girl due to that piece of shit.
*Santana's POV*
I sat there crying my eyes out like I've just lost a child. This is the 50th time Sophie has been in this fucking hospital. "Where's Sophie?!"
"What the fuck are you doing here?! HAVEN'T YOU'VE DONE ENOUGH! STOP MOTHERFUCKING HURTING HER! SHE WAS LIKE A FUCKING SISTER TO ME! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU'VE HURT HER?! HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME AND BRITT?! ALL YOU CARE ABOUT WAS YOUR FUCKING REPUTATION! DO YOU KNOW SOPHIE LOVED YOU! SHE MOTHERFUCKING LOVE YOU! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO HER?! SHE COULD NEVER STOP THINKING BOUT' YOU! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO HER?! DO YOU?! YOU KNOW WHAT?! IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING TO EVEN TALK TO YO-" I can't believe I just got cut off. My tears were still rolling down at the same rate as before. "What. Oh sorry baby."
Britt whispered into my ear, "Remember what Sophie said if something happened to the both of them? That you'll have to sing I Will Rain by Bruno Mars? Let's do it now." "Fine."
I turned back to Sian who was crying too. I wiped my tears and asked her to go into the room where it looked like a auditorium. "Sit." I demanded Sian and she followed my orders.
"Sophie told me to sing this to you if anything happen to the both of them."
*Sian's POV*
"Sophie told me to sing this to you if anything happen to her." Did I hear this correctly? Santana freaking Lopez is gonna sing? I just sat there and nodded at her.
I heard a familiar tune blasting but I couldn't grasp what song it is until Santana started singing. I have to admit that Santana have a sexy voice, kinda unique too.
If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door.
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication.
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
"I would never leave her" I thought. But I did broke her heart.
There's no religion that could save me,
No matter how long my knees are on the floor,
oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making,
To keep you by my side
And keep you from walking out the door
She needs me. But all I do is think about my stupid reputation.
Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same
if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,rain, rain
Fuck it. I allowed my tears to fall freely.
I'll never be your mother's favorite ah ,
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh
If I were in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing,
Saying,"There goes my little girl, walking with that troublesome girl.''
But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
Oooh
Well little darling watch me change their minds,
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try,
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding,
If that'll make it right
My parents do not agree with me dating Sophie and she said she'll try to change their minds. Oh god. What did I do to her?!
Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same
if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,rain, rain
Ooooh
Don't just say goodbye,
don't just say, goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleedingIf that'll make it right
Cause there'll be no sunlightif I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skiesif I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same
if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain,rain, rain
With that, I collapse onto the floor crying my eyes out. I felt two strong arms hugging me. "Shhhhhshhhh." I heard Brittany whispered into my ears. "I'm. A. Motherfucking. Monster."
"WHAT DID I DO TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE?!"
With that, I collapse onto the floor again.