Chapter 6: Harry and Dracos first date (sort of)

Authors Note: Thank you all for the great reviews. You guys are the one that keep me going to write more chapters. Warning there will be a little angst this time because Harry has a lot of emotion al problems. Bear with me though and I promise the smutty ness is soon to come. I know it seems like Harry is never going to get over this but I promise he will.

"Yes Harry I will do that for you I will do anything for you" Draco said. Harry was very excited at this but still highly unsure of himself. He had no idea as to were to go from here and how to go about doing it. Draco could see the uneasiness in Harry so he made a suggestion. "Harry how about I take you out for a nice dinner and I promise that we will take this as slow as you would like" Harry was taken out of his musings by Dracos sudden question but he wanted also wanted this to work out to and Draco was willing to try so Harry accepted.

"How about I pick you up at 8:00 and then we can find a nice restaurant to go to and have a nice dinner together. "Sure Draco that would be really nice I will see you then". At that Draco moved in to give Harry a kiss then remember Harry's reservations and just gave him a peck on the check instead even though his mind was screaming to jump this boy all ready and have his way with him all ready but Draco knew that he had to wait so he apperated out of Harry's apartment and left Harry feeling highly unsure of himself.

As the hours passed by Harry was feeling even more scared then when Draco had confessed his feelings for him. What was he supposed to do? How was he supposed to act around Draco now? He had seen the longing in Draco's eyes before he had apperated from his apartment. He wondered if Draco expected more from him tonight then just dinner he seriously hoped not he wasn't ready. It's not that he didn't want Draco but he had never really been in a relationship before and after his many heartaches with the death of his friends Harry was uncertain if he really did want this after all.

Before Harry could come up with something to back out of his date with Draco, there was a sudden knock on Harry's door and he realized that it was indeed 8:00 all ready and it was probably Draco here to take Harry out. Harry ran to open the door suddenly very excited and scared all in one. What he found on the other side of his door was a very hot looking Draco wearing Tight Italian pants, a burgundy button up shirt that set off not only his hair but also his eyes. Harry's mouth dropped at the site before him and he began to panic again.

Draco loved the stunned look on Harry's face after he had opened the door, however Draco had then began to check Harry out in his form fitting Khaki pants and light blue button up shirt and slightly mussed hair. Harry was definitely a site but a very gorgeous one at that. "Harry is it all right if I come in or are you going to make me stand out in the hall all night?" Draco said. Harry coming back to his senses finally let Draco in with just a slight nod because he had suddenly forgotten how to talk. "Well Harry are you ready to go on our date?" Draco asked. Harry of course was still very afraid but managed to answerer Draco. "Yeah Draco I'm all set" Harry replied. "So Draco were are we going tonight." Harry asked. "We are going to a little place called Gordon Ramsay's flagship everyone I've talked to today says it's the best place in London to go to. It's only a couple of blocks from where you live so is it ok if we walk there then we can maybe talk on the way if that's ok with you". Draco asked.

"Yeah Draco that sounds really nice". Harry replied. Harry tried to think of something to talk about on the way but couldn't think of anything. He hadn't really been around people in a long time so this was very new to him again. Draco being very inquisitive noticed Harry's unease so started a conversation for him. "So Harry what is that you have been doing for over a year". Harry not sure on whether he was asking about dates or his work asked "do you mean what kind of work do I do or something else". "What kind of work do you do Harry is what I meant and basically what do you do in the muggle world for fun?" Harry told Draco on there walk about his job as a paralegal and the kind of work he did. However Harry didn't answer the rest of Dracos question because in all honesty he had no friends, or a fun life for that matter. Draco noticed this but didn't say anything yet any way.

They finally made it to the Restaurant and they were seated in the back in a seclude area so that they could talk in private. They ordered there meal and Harry sat quietly sipping his wine. Harry decided to maybe try and make small talk with Draco so that he could maybe learn a little more about him then what he remember from there days at Hogworts. "So Draco what have you been doing since I left Hogwarts besides looking for me?" Harry didn't mean to ask his question like that at all it just came out and when he realized what he had said he was so embarrassed with himself that he ran from the restaurant with tears in his eyes. Harry had messed up terribly and he probably would never see Draco again now. After Harry had ran out of the Restaurant Draco ran after him after throwing some money on table for there food and wine. Draco found Harry a couple of blocks down crying hysterically.

"Harry why did you run out like that?" Draco asked. "Because Draco I haven't had any human contact in a long time". See Draco I don't have any fun, I have no friends, all I do is work and even all my co-workers ignore me which is fine really it is but I felt horrible for the way I asked you that question that I got scared and ran". "I'll understand if you don't want to see me again Draco". Draco was in a state of shock he had no idea that Harry had isolated himself that badly. He knew that it was bad but not this bad. "Harry hun listen to me please I love you and I want to help you get over this I'm not going to leave you over something stupid that you asked me". Harry you have to let me in you can't just keep shutting down like this it's time to live in the world again". "Can you do this for me Harry?"

Tbc……