Dear Jade,
It's true it has been a long time, but I still question myself why did you leave? What were your reasons on doing so? We were doing just fine the day before, well at least that's what I believed anyways, you probably didn't think so.
I wasn't trying to make you uncomfortable or try to offend you in anyway when I asked you about your son, but I would love to get to know him one day and to see you as well.
Tori and I are in a new coming up movie, but no we are not dating and you know that. I never had a thing for her or any other girl; you were the only girl I really ever loved, but I guess you didn't feel the same because you just left. Without even saying goodbye or letting me know what was going on. I really thought you trusted me with anything and everything, but I guess I was wrong…..
I just want to know the truth, the real truth, not some lie. Are you really ok? I know it's not easy to be in this business.
I know you better than others. I can tell by your writing that you're not ok and that there's something you want to tell me, but you're debating whether or not to tell me.
I just want the truth.
Why did you leave?
Did you not love me anymore?
Did I do something wrong?
I just want the truth the past five years have been hell. Thinking that it was my fault you left and thinking that the worst had happened to you…. Anyways I hope you write back with the full truth not just part of it….. I still love you Jade…. And I would really love to be like we used to be….
Sincerely,
Beck