"I want to talk about yesterday." Monte said as she closed the door behind her. "Yes, I think we should talk." Lena said. She sat down behind her desk and put her clammy, shaky hands in her lap. Her mind was racing.
"I'm sorry about yesterday. We both crossed the line." Monte said. "We?" Lena replied wild eyed. "You're the one who kissed me Monte."
Monte pulled a chair up to the corner of Lena's desk. She sat down and put a hand on Lena's knee."You kissed me back Lena, I may have kissed you, but you did kiss me back." Lena shifted in her chair, she crossed her legs so that Monte would move her hand. After the shift Monte put her hand back on Lena's knee.
She was searching Lena's eyes. "You're so beautiful." She said. Lena didn't say anything. She couldn't say anything. This can't be happening. What is this woman doing? She took a deep breath. "Don't say anything Lena, don't ruin this moment." What moment?! Lena thought. Are we having a moment? Is this a moment? Lena was lost for words. I'm dreaming. That's it. I'm dreaming. I know it. This didn't happen.
After that last thought Lena let out a little laugh. Monte leaned forward and cupped Lena's cheek and ran her thumb across her lips. "It's okay" She whispered. "Just let go." Monte leaned closer and kissed her. She pulled away but Monte moved her hand from her cheek to the back of her head, tangled in her curly hair. She didn't let her go far. She pulled Lena closer again. "Just be someone else for a moment." She whispered. She kissed Lena again but Lena didn't pull away. She kissed her back. She let go.
Lena let go. She let go of all her worry, and her life. She felt like someone else. A different person. A new person. A new life. A weight had been lifted from her shoulders and she could feel the electricity running through her body.
Their kissed deepened. It was passionate. Lena touched the younger woman's face then rested it on the back of her neck pulling her deeper into the kiss. Monte broke away and stood up, pulling Lena up with her. The curly haired woman took a deep breath but Monte didn't let her think past that. She pulled her close. Another passionate kiss. Hands running over each other's body. Closer.
She could feel Monte's hips pressed against hers. She ran her hands down her back, and back up again. She tangled her fingers into the wavy soft hair. It was a battle. A battle of lust. Monte pushed the taller woman up against the wall and trailed kisses along her jaw bone to her neck. Lena's body had taken over her mind. She thought of nothing but the pleasure she felt, the sensations, newness, and the unfamiliar. In this moment Monte felt like a drug. A much needed drug, and she was enjoying the high.
After a few intense moments, hands searching, touching, grabbing. Their bodies still pressed against each other both trying to catch their breath. Monte looked up at Lena who was still pressed against the wall.
The pause was too long; Monte could see a light fade from Lena's eyes. "No, no, no,no." She whispered reaching up to touch Lena's face. "It's okay. Please. You need this." She said in a low whisper. Lena looked down at Monte with a small smile. Her world was coming back to her. "It's nice being someone else for a moment." Monte whispered, searching Lena's eyes.
Lena had to admit. It was nice. She felt like a whole new person in those few moments of passion. She wasn't herself. The Lena she thought she was, would never do anything like this. But her adrenaline was still pumping. She kissed Monte and whispered "It is."
The younger girl smiled and stepped back from Lena. They both smoothed out their cloths and fixed their hair. "I'll see you around." Monte said squeezing Lena's hand before she left.
Lena sighed and ran her hands through her hair again. She smoothed her shirt down one last time to be safe. She was now herself again. She felt like she just watched a movie, she just watched someone that looked like her do things she would never do.