Chapter 5

Pain that's all I could feel radiating from my head down to my toes. No one was coming for me, no one cared that I was be tortured by the one man who I trusted when I was part of the Navy SEALS. Well I did disserve everything I was getting, but what kind of person would use a man's greatest fears against himself.

Of all the feelings man can feel why could I never feel joy, happiness, or even belonging? All through my life I was hurt, felt loneliness, and was betrayed by the ones I care about. My own mother is keeping secrets from me; Catherine withheld important information about dangers coming from my mother, and my team, my Ohana were probably glad to not have to listen to me. Danny always ranted how I never cared about anyone's safety and that I didn't think of what would happen to little Gracie if he died. The fact that Danny felt like that, it would only make sense that Chin and Kono felt the same way.

All of a sudden Steve could feel the presence of another person in the room, but all he could do was sit there with his eyes closed and listen to what he was saying.

"Little Steven McGarret, strong and powerful Super Seal is this all it takes to break you. I expected more from you, I was hoping this would be more fun watching you squirm and beg for your life but seeing as your pride has gotten in the way of that I guess I'll just have to move you somewhere else, somewhere damp and stuffy, somewhere, I don't know, where you'll be in a dark confined space with nothing but you and your thoughts."

At this point I was able to open my eyes a look at the man who was talking to me. How could he know about my claustrophobia no one not even Catherine knew about this, how could, of all people Scott figure it out?

"Don't worry Steve you'll still get your shots, instead of my thugs giving it to you I will, I'll just come to see you ever half hour. Oh and to move you you're going to have to be out cold so this may hurt a little, but for your sake I hope it hurts a lot."

Steve knew that this would be the last moment before his death that he would be sane, this person, no this man of destruction would be the last person he will ever see.

There is one house on the block, one house where the people make no noise, you would think they were dead but if you think that you would be terribly wrong. The silence that came from that one house is the silence of heartbreak, for if you knew who broke their hearts and what has happened to him you to would be sucked into that silence. Five special people who could say that they knew this man, five special people who consisted of his mother, his girlfriend, and his team, the people who he considered his family. The names of these people are Doris McGarret, Catherine Rollins, Chin Ho Kelly, Kono Kalakaua, and Danny Williams. These people would do anything for him whether it was help him when he was down, someone to talk to and have a bear when all the trouble in his life seemed to catch up to him, and like right now find a psycho who thought that Steven. J. McGarret deserved to suffer for everything that this psycho path has done.

Danny got up from where he sat and walked out onto the lanai. He stood at the door to watch the wave's crash onto the shore. At the end of the beach you could see the two chairs sitting in the sand side by side. All Danny could picture was him and Steve having one of their many conversations, or watching him almost falling off the chair from laughing too much. He wished they could just go back to those good times were they got to see Steve smiling and enjoying himself, but unless they found him Danny knew that wish will never come true.

A Hand on Danny's shoulder is all it took to bring him out of his thoughts. When he turned around he came face to face with a red eyed and puffy faced Kono. He couldn't help but let his own tears fall. When Kono saw this she took him into her arms.

"We'll find him; HPD is more than capable to take our cases while we work on finding him. Right now Steve is our main priority."

"I know but what if we don't find him in time. I've already lost one brother I don't want to lose another. I don't know what I would do without him, and more importantly I don't know if I could tell Grace that her Uncle Steve won't be coming home."

"Daniel Williams, how dare you put that thought in your head! We WILL find him and when we do we will have a big party to show him how much he means to us and if anything like this happens again I will personally beat the crap out of the psycho who tries to split our family up but I will also beat the crap out of Steve as well," exclaimed Kono

All Danny could do is stare at her in surprise, of all the thing's to say he didn't expect her to say that.

"Remind me never to get on your bad side."

Kono just chuckled at the comment before bring Danny back into her hug. For now all she needed was to be held, it didn't matter who the person was as long as they were there to comfort her.

"Hey Kono its fine, like you said were going to find him. Don't make me start crying again otherwise you'll have to deal with it, and you know how negative I get when I'm upset."

She let out a small laugh while wiping the tears off her face. "Your right Danny, I don't think I want to deal with grumpy face Williams right now."

"That's better… wait what? Hey! Kono get back here we are not done here!"

"I don't know Danny I think we are quite done here!" said Kono as she ran away from Danny.

"My son, my Navy seal son. If it wasn't for me leaving him, Mary Ann, and John he would have never joined and this would have never happened," whispered Doris

Chin was the only one who heard this, since Danny and Kono where outside doing, god knows what, with them yelling at each other like that, and Catherine was curled up in the chair where Steve would always sit.

"Doris it's not your fault, you left because you thought you were protecting them, and if Steve never joined the Navy he would have never met us and we would have never become a family."

Doris looked at him in surprise. She hadn't thought anyone had heard her. "I know but then at least he wouldn't be begging for his life."

As Catherine heard this she quickly jumped out of the chair and ran to the lanai. As she left all she got was a weird look from Chin and Doris.

"Danny stop chasing Kono around the beach and both of you get inside." When Danny and Kono heard what she said they looked at each other and ran into the house to see what Catherine wanted.

"Ok Catherine this whole mystery façade is not helping us find Steve. One minute you won't sit still, and the next your off sulking in the corner…. so what's up?"

"I know, but Danny if you knew Steve as long as I have you would be acting the same way. The way he acts in front of the four of you is only a front. But anyway, Doris you said something about Steve begging for his life."

"Yea I did, I said it's because of me that he's there begging for his life."

"Ok, now here's what I have noticed, he hasn't said a word about his life and I think Scot is getting annoyed by that. If he wants Steve dead then he would do everything he can do to make him go insane. He's given him needles which we know is one thing that could do that, but then there is also his claustrophobia, and Steve doesn't know that I know about it. And now since the spy probably heard our conversation about it, he must of, by now, radioed it in to Scott. So I'm guessing the next time he phones, on the video footage we will have a new view of scenery."

"Great not only, when we find him, we have to deal with a poisoned Steve, but now a stir crazy one as well! Some rescue this has turned into!" exclaimed Danny

"Guys, sorry to butt in to this amazing conversation, but has anyone else noticed the black van out front?" asked Kono

Just as Danny turned around the man in the driver seat pulled out a gun.

"GET DOWN!"

'Great now their shooting at us as well, this is seriously turning out to be the worst bad day mankind has ever known,' thought Danny