N/A: Sorry I didn't update in so long, the Algebra I test is close, and I have to study. SORRY! Please R&R! BTW, I don't own these characters, I simply love them!

Ezra's POV

Sitting next to Aria in the car, I almost started to cry. She was being so hard on herself. Her dark hair was disheveled and her hazel eyes red and puffy. Somehow she was still the most beautiful woman in the entire world. The traffic on the bridge was horrible, and we had been sitting in silence for almost an hour.

"Ezra!" she cried, sobbing into my shoulder. I held her with one arm, the other on the steering wheel. "Ezra, how did this happen?" She held me close, and continued, "How can I ever face you, face our children, face this baby!" she motioned to her stomach.

"Oh! I'm so sorry!" I cried, "But its not your fault! It's that drivers!"

"NO ITS NOT!" she screamed, some people in other cars were looking at us, but I didn't care. "ITS ALL MY FAULT! I killed it, I killed our baby. I can't do this! I don't deserve to be here!" Aria began to hyperventilate.

"Aria, please. I want you to think about our two beautiful children in there, in our house, and our baby on the way, and I want you to remember that you absolutely deserve to be here, because I love you, our children love you, and our baby, here, loves you. And our baby, who is no longer with us, loves you. And you DO DESERVE to be here right now!"

Aria turned away and looked out of the window. I couldn't stand to see her like this. Soon we were pulling into our driveway, and getting out of the car. The sun was down, and the kids should have been in bed, but I told Natalie to let them stay up until we got there. Being flu season, Lily and Wyatt weren't allowed to visit her. They hadn't seen their mom in almost two weeks.

"MOMMY!" they screamed, running into her arms. Suddenly Aria's entire disposition changed. There was a beautiful smile on her face. After we tucked them in, and were in bed together for the first time since she was in the accident.

"I'm sorry about what I said," Aria whispered while we were in the dark, my hand was on her arm, "I didn't mean it, I just...I just feel like I killed her, like I killed my baby, and that it's all my fault," her face was wet with tears, "I realize that I should focus on my living babies, who I love, but I miss her, I feel like I deserted her."

"It's ok, I just, I want you back," I wiped away her tears, "I want my old Aria back," I kissed her and whispered "I love you." I kissed her again, from which she shrunk away.

"Ezra I can't. Please, not now!" she cried.

"That's fine," I whispered, and just let her felt asleep in my arms.

N/A: I love this chapter! Please R&R!