Ok so I just have to say thanks to everyone who is now following my story, you guys make me feel so loved! And I'm sorry it was taken me forever to get the next chapter up, I've been so busy. So I heard the song Run awhile ago and I just thought it fit so perfectly with this chapter so I made it a songfic. This will be a long chapter because of the song and what I put in it, but I hope you guys like it. Oh and please review to let me know what you thought.
Chapter 5-run
"You do understand what you are asking don't you?" I said locking eyes with him, "you understand once we cross that line there is no going back."
"Yes" Peeta replied, I could see in his eyes that he wanted this, maybe even needed this.
"Very well then" I said and brought my lips to his again in a sweet kiss.
Suddenly our kisses became more passionate, more hungry, now that we knew what was about to happen.
"Bedroom" I managed in between kisses, "now!"
Peeta didn't protest as our kiss broke apart and we headed to the bedroom with our hands laced together. I paused long enough at the door to shut it and make sure it was locked before I turned to see Peeta, who was laying stretched out on the bed, giving me a seductive look that made him look extremely sexy. That boy sure knew how to use his body and it sent a shiver through my spine to gaze at him.
I wanna watch you undress
I wanna watch you glow
Let your hair down
All around, cover us both
"You little tease" I say as I come over, cracking a small smile at him.
I crawled onto the bed and over to him until I was on all fours hovering above him. I lowered my head down while he stretched his up to meet our lips in another passionate kiss. Peeta shifted his body so he was now on his back. I paused the kissing to turn my attention to his neck, trailing kisses slowly down making his breathing increase slightly. When I got down to the base of his neck I bit down on the skin making him gasp in surprise. I gently kissed the sensitive skin as an apology for not telling him beforehand.
"What was that for?" he inquired as I kissed back up his neck.
"To show that you're taken" I replied giving him a small peck on the lips and a grin.
He gave me a smile as I met my lips with his again. I turned my attention to his ear now, nipping at his earlobe softly with my teeth, which left him breathless.
"I do believe I have found your weak spot" I said, grinning wildly.
"Is not, my ears are just a little sensitive" Peeta said pulling my head down for another kiss.
When the need for air broke us apart he placed his hands on my clothed torso and started to unbutton the shirt.
"Anxious are we" I said smiling.
"More like curious" Peeta replied.
You come in a wave
We crash and we roll
You surround me, drown me, swallow me whole
The blonde took a moment to take in my abs. He seemed almost surprised by what he saw and it made me snicker.
"What, you think just cause I'm a tailor I can't have abs?" I asked, sliding the shirt off my shoulders and tossing it carelessly aside.
"No, just didn't expect them to be so…"
"So what?"
"Impressive" he replied in a husky voice that made me shiver. I thought again about what we were doing, what we were about to do, and knew it was still wrong but I still allowed it to happen. There was something about Peeta that I couldn't push away, no matter how hard I tried.
You turn, turn, turn, turning me on
Like a slow fire burn
Know that it's wrong
Still I run, run, run, run right into you
Yeah I run, run, run, run right into you
"You have a way with words" I said as I gave him a kiss, "I bet you could arouse someone using just your words."
"Certainly seems to be working on you" Peeta replied as he pressed his knee up in between my legs.
I hissed softly as I sharply inhaled a breath. It took a couple seconds for me to regain my thoughts and I saw Peeta grinning wickedly at me.
"Getting ahead of yourself there Peeta" I said, still recovering.
"Am I now? Because I believe I have found your weak spot" Peeta replied in his husky voice as his knee brushed against my crotch again.
"Huh, n-none of that now" I said, trying to keep my head from drowning in pleasure.
Peeta pouted in such a comical way that made me smile, "you're so cute when you pout."
Peeta smiled back, "and you're cute when you are trying to regain your thoughts."
"That's enough out of you mister" I said as my lips connect with his.
You pull me in close
You buckle my knees
I shake and I shiver just to feel you breathe
You trace my lines
Stirring my soul
Shoot sparks at the heart of the world and I watch it explode
Somehow in between the fevered kisses Peeta's shirt managed to get tosses away. I paused to take in his bare torso that seemed to be glowing in the dim light of the city.
"God you're beautiful" I said.
Peeta smiled and I swear I saw his cheeks turn a shade red, "thanks, so are you."
Peeta pushed his body up against mine so we were both on our knees as our lips were locked together again. I could feel Peeta's fingers running up and down my back, making me shiver. I broke away to trail airy kisses down Peeta's throat and chest. I paused at the nipple to lap my tongue over it, making Peeta inhale sharply. But I could tell he was holding back and it worried me.
"Why are you holding back?" I asked.
"I don't want Katniss to hear us" he replied.
I felt relief flood over me, "you don't have to worry at all. These rooms are all sound proof. No one will hear us."
"Good" Peeta said, turning his attention to my neck.
He poked out his tongue and ran it down along my neck until he got to the base of my neck where he bit down quickly, making me gasp in surprise.
"There, now we match" he said, grinning in satisfaction.
I smiled as he continued to run his tongue along my skin now going down my torso until he reached my pants then he trailed kisses back up my skin all the way to my lips.
"Lie down" I commanded softly.
Peeta obeyed without question and lay down on his back. I gave him a few quick kisses before I moved down lower so I could pull the rest of his clothing off. I had to admit his length was impressive for a youth his age. I could feel his eyes on me as I slowly lowered my head to place a light kiss on the sensitive tip. I felt a small shutter jolt through his body as he let out a shaky breath. I paused for a few seconds to let him recover before I put my mouth around it and started to slide the soft flesh into my mouth. I heard Peeta let out a low moan of pleasure and I knew I was doing good.
I did prefer male partners when it came to this because I knew exactly where to touch that would leave my partner breathless. Once his length was fully in my mouth I started my work that I had been told many times was my best. Soon Peeta's breathing became more labored and I felt him getting close. When he came I swallowed it all, not wasting a single drop. I withdrew my mouth and licked my lips, loving the salty taste on them.
"Wow" Peeta said, still a little breathless.
"Took the words right out of my mouth" I said as I gave him a few kisses, "do you think you can keep going or did that wipe you out?"
"No I'm fine, keep going" Peeta reassured, pure pleasure and passion within his eyes.
"How well do you handle pain?" I asked.
"I don't cry easily if that's what you mean. Why do you ask?"
"Because what comes next might hurt and I want to make sure you can handle it."
"What comes next?" Peeta asked, a slight panic in his voice.
I quickly gave him a reassuring kiss, "you'll see, but you must trust me and do what I tell you to, you understand?"
You turn, turn, turn, turning me on
Like a slow fire burn
Know that it's wrong
Still I run, run, run, run right into you
Yeah I run, run, run, run right into you
Peeta nodded as I proceeded to take off my own pants so there was no clothing between us now. I quickly scanned the room, hoping for a bottle of lotion. When I spotted some I quickly ran to get it. I opened the top and squirted some on my fingers.
"What is that?" Peeta asked watching it as I set the bottle down beside me.
"It's just lotion" I replied, "I need you to spread your legs a little for me."
Peeta did as he was told and I moved closer to position a finger over his entrance. I saw the panic in his eyes so I quickly got his attention, "Peeta, look at me. For this to work I need you to relax as much as you can. Keep your eyes on me ok. Try not to think about anything else."
Peeta nodded and I gave him a kiss while he was busy with that I slipped one finger in, making him gasp. He broke the kiss and groaned in pain, making me stop.
"We can stop now. You don't have to do this."
"No, no please don't stop."
I looked at him for a few moments before I started to push my finger in again. I paused when it was all the way in so he could adjust then started to move in and out. I added a finger each time he looked ready until I got to four fingers. I heard a small whine of protest when I withdrew my fingers.
I chuckled, "now I thought it was hurting."
"Well not after I got used to it."
We both smiled for a moment. I then spread his legs more to get in between them. I didn't let him see me spreading the lotion on my cock, in fear he might freak again, but he seemed to panic all the same when I pressed the tip to his entrance.
"Peeta, look at me. This is where I need you to really relax. This will hurt a lot worse if you don't. I promise to be as gentle as I can."
Peeta nodded and rested his head on the pillow as I pushed. Finally when it gave way Peeta gasped. I could tell this was painful for him and I hated hurting him. I kept pushing in as carefully as I could. Finally when I was all the way in a stopped, resisting the urge to move.
"God Peeta you feel so good" I growled.
He laughed, "you sound like a leopard again."
I laughed back, "can't help myself, you bring out the animal in me."
Peeta shivered slightly at my statement before smiling slightly, "you bring out the animal in me too Cinna, and you can move now."
I'm amazing when you're beside me
I am so much more
And I feel your fingers
Pound like thunder
I am so much more
I slowly withdrew and pushed back in. I could see that the pain was back as I continued to push in and pull out. I desperately searched for the one spot that would make him forget all of the pain. I knew I found it when Peeta's back suddenly arched as he gave a small cry of pleasure. I took his legs and threw them over my shoulders so that I would now only give him pleasure and no more pain.
"God that feels so amazing" Peeta panted.
"It's a bundle of nerves, it's suppose to feel good."
"You can go faster now" Peeta said softly in between gasps.
I laughed, "yes sir."
You turn, turn, turn, turning me on
Like a slow fire burn
Know that it's wrong
Still I run, run, run, run right into you
Yeah I run, run, run, run right into you
I could tell he was drowning in pleasure now and I had to admit I was too. This was the first time that I had felt so at peace. It seemed like my eyes were opened to what love really is. The connection between us wasn't anything I felt before. We moved as one person, one soul. Never had I thought a love like this was possible until this night. And when I gazed into those beautiful eyes below me I knew that we could both feel our connection. It was this passion that made our climax even sweeter.
We both were breathing heavily when I withdrew and collapsed beside him. Neither of us could speak as we took a few moments to catch our breaths.
I suddenly realized that I should go, I wouldn't want to get caught coming out of his room in the morning. I moved to get up but a tight grip on my arm stopped me. I turned to Peeta and saw the worry returning in his eyes.
"Don't leave me please. Just stay here with me" Peeta pleaded and I knew that if I left now those fears would return and overwhelm him.
I got back onto the bed and allowed him to snuggle up close, seeking protection from the world in my warm embrace. I lightly combed my fingers through his hair and gave him a small kiss on the head.
Just as he was falling asleep I whispered my answer to him, "always."
You turn, turn, turn, turning me on
Like a slow fire burn
Know that it's wrong
Still I run, run, run, run right into you
Yeah I run, run, run, run right into you
Still I run, run, run, run right back to you
Wow super long chapter. I hope you liked it, let me know what you thought.