Amy's POV
I woke up by a gentle kiss on my forehead. The moment her lips touched my skin, it brought back every single memory from last night; her confession, my confusion, my happiness, her touches, her kisses, our love. We had kissed en cuddled all night long. She told me that she wasn't ready for anything more yet, and I was totally fine with that. The fact that she gave me her heart last night, was more than I could ever wish for.
'Good morning sunshine', Karma said. It was the voice I loved hearing the most. Slowly I opened my eyes and immediately I met with Karma's beautiful smile. 'Morning', I said with my creaky voice. I looked at her and I could see she was already dressed, sitting on the bed. 'Are you in a hurry?' I asked her. 'Aren't you?' She said. I got confused and squeezed my eyes. 'Oh, shit! It's Monday, isn't it?' I shouted. Immediately I got up. 'What time is it?' Karma laughed. 'Relax, it's only 7:30'. I let myself fall into bed again and covered my eyes with my hands. 'You scared me.' I said. 'That's what I'm here for', she laughed. She leaned in to kiss my lips. I got a little nervous because of that. Maybe because I wasn't used to her kissing me like this. But as soon as her lips touched mine, I felt calm again. I felt more than just butterflies. I felt the whole zoo. Then she interrupted our kiss and looked at me. She brushed my hair behind my ear with her hand. I held her hand against my cheek and glared at her. I loved her smile. But then her smile disappeared and she pulled her hand back.
'What is it?' I asked concerned. 'Nothing. I'm just happy', she said. 'Well, normal people smile when they're happy', I said and placed my fingers between hers. She smiled a little the moment our fingers touched. 'I just don't want to take somebody's happiness away, you know?' 'No… I don't', I said confused. 'You make me really happy, you know that. I'm sorry if I haven't made it clear enough. I just woke up and I probably have a straight face and…' 'I'm not talking about you, Amy', Karma interrupted me. She smiled again. 'Turns out I make you happy too, but you can't have both. 'Her smile disappeared now. 'I feel bad letting you choose between me and Reagan. Because technically she's still your girlfriend, and you've cheated on her with me.' 'Okay now, if you look at that way…' 'Is there another way to look at it?' Karma raised her voice now and pulled her hand back again. I got on my knees and looked into her eyes. 'I promise I will talk to Reagan as soon as possible. But don't feel bad. It's not really a choice I have to make, 'cause I'll always choose you. I like Reagan, but I'm in love with you. This is not your fault so don't you ever feel guilty about this'. I could see Karma felt a little more relieved now. She took a deep breath. 'Well, we've only got half an hour to get the bus so maybe you should get ready.' She said after a while.
I'll have to admit: I had felt nervous all day long. I couldn't really focus at school 'cause I knew I had to talk to Reagan at some point. So, that's why I texted her and asked her if she could come over to talk. And now I'm just waiting here for her, practicing my little speech over and over. Karma was right. This was going to hurt Reagan really bad. But I knew it was going to be worth it. Drowned in my own thoughts I hadn't even noticed my window got pushed open. 'Hey', Reagan said with a big smile. She climbed through the window to my bed and leaned in for a kiss. I leaned back and said 'We really need to talk'. Her smile disappeared. 'Sounds pretty serious. Are you okay?' she asked. I ignored her question and moved on with my speech. 'You remember Karma barging in last night, right?' She nodded. 'Well… I uhm… She told me that... that she's in love with me.' A silence filled the room. I got a little scared. Scared what her reaction would be like. 'I should have known', Reagan finally said. 'Of course she told you that. Poor girl.' I got confused after Reagan said that. I gazed at her. 'That's all you've got to say?' I asked. 'Amy, Karma is just being jealous. She's been jealous from the moment I came into your life. She hates sharing you and the only thing she can do to provide that, is telling you she's in love with you. Pathetic.' These words scared me a little. I mean, they weren't true, right? Maybe that explains why Karma didn't want to go any further last night. No. I don't want to believe that. Tears filled my eyes. Reagan noticed that and grabbed my hand. 'It's okay, shrimpgirl.' She held me for a while. I was still thinking that Reagan might be right. But that would be a pretty shitty thing to do. Karma wouldn't do that, would she?