Amy's POV

When I first heard Karma was hit by a car, I immediately went to the hospital. Luckily her mom called me the moment she heard Karma had an accident. I send Reagan home. Of course she thought it was a bad idea to go visit Karma. But how could I not? I still loved her.

When I got to the hospital to her room I saw her laying on the bed. Not moving at all. Then I saw her parents sitting on the chairs next to Karma, holding her hand. I came closer. My eyes filled with tears when I saw her laying there motionless. She had a bandage on her head and plaster on her left arm and leg. Then her parents stood up and hugged me. I immediately asked if Karma was okay. Their eyes filled with tears too and shook their head. 'She is in a coma', her mom said and started crying. At this point it felt like my heart got ripped out of my chest. Karma. In a coma. I knew what that meant. Maybe she wouldn't wake up ever again. These thoughts made me cry. 'But... but she's going to be okay, right? I mean, she's going to wake up', I sniffed.

At this moment the doctor came in. I turned towards her and she saw my desperate expression on my face. 'Is she going to wake up?', I asked her immediately. The doctor hesitated and finally said something. 'The chances are not that low for her to wake up. But if she wakes up, it will only be the beginning. She might have some serious injury. The brain can be very unpredictable.' I asked myself if any of this was real. It felt like I was dreaming. 'So what exactly does that mean?' I could see she was looking for words. Looking for a way to say it that caused me less pain. 'She might never walk again. Or she could be fully paralyzed. But that's one of the worst things that could happen.' I swallowed. Never walk again? Karma, my Karma being paralyzed. I couldn't think of that. I sniffed. 'What are the other bad things that could happen?' I asked. 'Well', again she was looking for words, 'just like I said, the brain can be very unpredictable. She could have a million things or none of it. 'Amy, let's focus on the positive.' I heard Karma's mom say.

I looked at her with my watery eyes. She hugged me. 'Can I have a moment with her please?' I asked her. She nodded. 'Of course'. As soon as everybody left the room I sat next to Karma. I could barely look at her. She had scratches and bruises everywhere. It looked like she was in a deep sleep. I just wasn't sure when she was going to wake up. Or if she was gonna wake up at all…

I grabbed her hand and held it. 'Hey Karma. People say that you can hear me if you're in a coma. So I'm just gonna assume that and talk to you.' I started crying again. 'I'm so sorry. I feel like this is all my fault.' I took a deep breath. 'I wish I was the one in a coma and you would be safe. You know, I'm going to take care of you, even though you hate me.' With these words I rested my head on her bed. I laid there for a while until I fell asleep.

Two week had passed and I had been visiting Karma every day. I had been talking to her every day. I heard Shane and Liam had been visiting her too sometimes.

'You know it's weird how I think back of the days it was just you and me. Now I have Reagan but we're fighting. We haven't talked to each other for a couple of days now. But I guess you don't wanna hear that.' I smiled. 'Remember when I confessed my love to you? And a few weeks later you confessed yours. You were…different that night. In a good way though.' I looked down and my smile disappeared. 'I'm so sorry I doubted you. I missed my one and only chance. When you wake up, the last thing you'll remember is you hating me.' I sobbed. 'I can't live with that. You're my soulmate. The salt to my pepper. The moon to my sun.' I smiled through my tears and remembered the song she wrote for me. 'I'm sorry for everything.' I laid my head on the bed. After a moment of silence I heard some peeping sounds. I looked up and noticed it was coming out of the machine. Was that… a heartbeat? I gazed at the machine and then I looked back at Karma. Slowly she opened her eyes.

'Karma?' I asked carefully. She looked at me, not saying anything. I ran into to the hallway. 'Oh my god. Doctor! A doctor! We need a doctor!' I shouted. I ran back to Karma. Tears filled my eyes. Happy tears. I held her hand. 'Karma, how are you feeling?' It took a while before she answered me. 'My head hurts. Where am I?' At that moment a doctor came in. She immediately checked on Karma.

'Hello Karma, you're in the hospital. You were in an accident. You were in a coma but you're fine. You were very lucky. Do you know who we are?' She asked her. Karma looked at the doctor. She was processing all of it. I could see it was too much for her to handle. 'Yeah, I guess you are my doctor.' She looked at me. 'And that's Amy. My best friend.' The doctor looked at me asking if she was right. I nodded. I was a little confused though. But maybe Karma was too. I sat on the bed next to her. 'I'm so glad you're awake. Can you move everything? You're not paralyzed?' Karma shook her head. 'No, I can move everything.' She tried to move her legs and arms. 'Am I okay?' She asked us. The doctor explained that she had to do some tests to make sure she was okay. Then Karma looked to the right. 'Flowers? Whose flowers?' I noticed those flowers too now. I looked at the card that was with them. It had Liam's name on it. 'They're Liam's.' I said. She gazed at me. 'Who?' She asked me. 'The flowers. They're from Liam. Kind of sweet huh?' Karma looked confused. 'Amy, I don't know any Liam.' I looked at the doctor. She looked concerned. 'Karma, what year are we in?' The doctor asked. I saw Karma thinking really hard. '2013', she answered. I felt nervous. 'Are you serious?' I said. 'Karma, I'm afraid I'll have to do some tests.' The doctor said.

So Karma has amnesia. I thought her being paralyzed was a terrible thing, and it is. But amnesia… She can't remember anything from the last 2 years. She doesn't remember Liam, Reagan, Shane, Lauren. Our experiences, our kisses. Me loving her. She loving me. She doesn't remember she's in love with me. I started crying thinking about his. I didn't know if I should tell her. She had been home for a couple of days now. I had been visiting every day. Ignoring the urge of kissing her. The urge of telling her what had been happening the last couple of months.

'So you don't remember anything from the last years?' I asked her while we were laying in her bed. 'No, unfortunately not. Did I miss much?' She asked me. I rolled my eyes. 'Not really.' I lied.
A minute of silence filled the room. 'So who is Liam? The one who send me flowers.' She asked curious. I hesitated. 'Okay maybe you did miss a lot.' I had been thinking of telling her this for a few days now. 'You see… It's not just the two of us anymore.'