Karma's POV
I opened my eyes en felt something on my left shoulder. I looked to the left and saw it was Amy's head resting on my shoulder. We must've fallen asleep last night. What Amy told me came as a shock to me last night. So now it's Amy, Reagan and me. I never thought Amy would be into girls. Not that I mind. I just want her to be happy. And apparently Liam was my ex-boyfriend. Amy said that I broke up with him because I didn't had feelings for him anymore. It was weird thinking about this. It felt like I was talking about someone else.
I felt Amy's head move. She opened her eyes and looked at me. 'Good morning sunshine.' I said. Morning', I said. 'Morning', she said back. I paid attention to our words. I got a flashback from 2 seconds. Amy was laying next to me too. We were in Amy's bed and I could see I was already dressed. I processed it for a while so I was silent for a minute or two. I never had such a flashback before. Like I was digging into my own brain, searching for memories. I didn't know what to say. Maybe it was just from my dream last night.
Speaking of last night, I couldn't stop thinking about last night. I just needed some answers. I didn't feel complete without them. Like I had a million holes in my brain.
Amy's POV
'How did we all meet? You forgot to tell me', Karma broke the silence. 'What do you mean?' I panicked a little because I knew exactly what she meant. 'Well, how did you and Reagan meet? Me and Liam? Oh and most importantly, how did you find out about your… you know. You being into girls?' Karma asked carefully. My heart skipped a beat when she asked me the last question. 'Well, me and Reagan met at a party, you and Liam met at school and I fell for Reagan, so there you go.'I took a deep breath. 'What time is it?' I tried changing the conversation. 'Amy, you don't want to talk about it? It's just that… I need some answers. Maybe they'll remind me of the last two years. I just want my memory back.' 'I know, but we've been trying this for the last couple of weeks. You still don't remind anything.' I said.
Last night I really wanted to tell Karma what was on my mind. Including about us. But then I reminded myself of something. I didn't want to tell Karma she was in love with me. I wanted to play fair. I wanted to win her heart over. Just like I did before. Without any help. That's why I decided not to tell her everything.
But she wasn't making it easy for me. She wanted to know everything so she asked everything what was on her mind. Literally. 'When was the last time I saw Liam? Did I meet Reagan yet? I want to meet her.' Before I could say anything, my phone rang. I saw it was Reagan. She had been calling me a lot the last couple of days. I imagined her looking through my window at home, but I was hardly ever at home. I was here with Karma. Karma looked at me. 'Just pick up the phone.' She said bossy. I put my phone on the floor and turned to Karma. 'Nope. I don't want to talk to her anymore.' I said. 'Do you wanna talk about it?' Karma said. I put on my 'thinking face'. 'hmm, nope', I said confident. She had hurt me a lot and right now, Karma was the only one who deserved my attention.
Karma's POV
I looked at the picture that disappeared on Amy's phone of the girl that was calling her. I strongly recognized her. 'Fine', I said. Amy usually told me everything. I was wondering why she didn't want to talk about it. Again the silence filled the room. 'I'm cold', Amy said after a while. 'You're always cold', I teased her. I touched her hands to feel if they were cold. 'Woah', I said because of her freezing hands. 'I know', Amy laughed. At this moment an image flashed through my mind. My smile disappeared.
'What did you say?' I asked Amy. 'Uhm Karma, are you okay? You look a little pale.' 'Woah…I know' I whispered to myself. This reminded me of something. The image flashing through my mind. But it couldn't be. Amy and me in the gym. In front of a lot of people. Then it was Amy, me and…Liam. In our underwear. My head hurt from the images. Finally I saw the very last image of me and Amy. In a tent. I didn't understand. We were kissing in all three of them. And I kept hearing 'Woah' and 'I know'.
'Karma. Karma? KARMA!' I looked up and saw Amy's worried face looking at me. 'What are you doing? It was like you weren't even here.' I looked at Amy and felt my stomach twitch. She had the same expression on her face the night… the night I confessed to her? I looked at her with disbelief. 'Us?' I said confused. 'What about us?' Amy asked. I kept thinking about the images. The more I thought about them, the more I was finding out. The more I remembered. My head was hurting so much now that I held my head with both of my hands. I started crying. I felt every emotion at once. I looked up at Amy again who was holding me and trying to comfort me. The moment I looked at her I felt really weird. Something I had never felt before. 'Amy, I think I remember something', I cried. Amy held my hand to comfort me. 'Reagan wasn't the reason you knew you were into girls, was she?'