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Ezra and Pia had been sitting together in complete silence for around 15 minutes, contemplating life and thinking about the new baby. Ezra couldn't help but think about when his master told him "you may do something completely rash and reckless and before you know it there would be an extra pair of feet running around this ship" and Ezra replied "oh for the love of the force i wouldn't do that" (chapter 2) and now, only about a month later Ezra has gone and done one thing he said he wouldn't.

Ezra was pulled out of his thoughts by Pia saying "We're only 16 you know, we can't raise a child"

"We have hardly any money or even a place to stay except for this tiny ship we stole" Ezra said

"Well maybe when we rescue your friends they could help us out"

"No, they won't, if they realise what I have done, if they realise I completely left the way of the jedi, if they find out i killed completely innocent people, they will never forgive me, that's why when we rescue them, they will not see me"

"It wasn't your fault, you were basically forced to go to the academy"

"No! you weren't there, count kysto gave me the choice and i chose to go" Ezra snapped

Ezra started to walk to off the ship

"Ezra, where are you going?"

"I need some air, i'll be back by dawn, when we leave" and with that Ezra started to walk to the nearby village and into a bar

Ezra walked into the bar, he went up to the bartender and asked for some jawa juice Whilst he was drinking it a teenage girl came up to him

"Hey" She said whilst moving a piece of hair out of his face

"Umm...hey" Ezra replied

"You're rather handsome"

"Umm thanks..." Ezra said whilst trying to walk away from this girl

"Going so soon?" the girl asked

"Yep.."

"Not on my watch" and in less than a second she started kissing Ezra on the lips. Ezra quickly backed away

"I've got a girlfriend!" Ezra shouted but then only realised that now, after Pia has become pregnant, that he has referenced her as his girlfriend. That's not how it should be done he thought to himself

"So what? she doesn't seem to be here now, so lets have some fun" The girl said whilst smirking

Ezra suddenly started to force choke her "It's scum like you that make this galaxy worse"

Everyone in the bar was staring at him, Ezra realised what he was doing and quickly released her of the choke hold. Ezra quickly left the bar and started walking back to the ship, but on his way back he saw a man in the alley who seemed to be selling the one thing he swore to never have again...deathsticks. Ezra started to walk to the man and he knew he shouldn't be, his legs were moving faster than his brain was telling them not too.

Ezra quickly took 5 tubes of deathsticks and swallowed 2 of them instantly, he started to walk away from the man and back to the ship but the man said

"You're a little young to be taking these kinds of things"

Ezra just stopped and thought how ashamed everyone will be of him and that he shouldn't be taking them, but there was nothing he could do, he was addicted.

Ezra managed to get to ship, he went to the cockpit which is where Pia was

"Hey..." Pia mumbled

"He-" Ezra started to say but suddenly collapsed

"Ezra! Ezra! Wake up! I need you! We need you!" Pia said whilst crying and shaking Ezra's shoulders

Guys i feel like the quality of this story is getting worse, i might take a break from it and concentrate on 'figuring it out myself' but if you guys do want me to continue this soon then please review or dm, i haven't been really getting any lately so im not really that inspired for this story...but yanoo