2nd July 1995
Oh dear merlin. What the fuck. I just had the worst couple of days. Ok anyway now we are at Grimmauld place. It is a pig sty. There is no other explanation. The only upside is that Sirius being my saviour decided to give me the biggest room on the fifth floor. Yes the fifth floor which means that no one else is on my floor or has a reason to be. I guess he wanted Potter to be near him. Poor Siri- everyone here treats him like shit. He really doesn't deserve it. I mean he has issues but don't we all. Mother is trying to take control of this house as if she owned it. Hag! Sirius and I set her straight. I got grounded and no pudding for a month. Siri and Dora will sneak me some. Dora is coming here next week. I'm so excited. She is like my big sister and her mum is like my honorary mum. Narcissa 'Cissa' Malfoy and Andromeda 'Dromeda' Tonks are actually very motherly and very similar to each other whether they admit or not. Speaking of, I need to make a note to make sure I send them both a letter.
Any who, Ms Know It All came up into my private room just barging in as if she were the queen and declared that the shrew wanted to help me do my homework early. I already did my homework with my friends on the train and at school because as much Draco denies it we are total nerds. She just assumes everyone needs her 'help'. She can't even help. She just spouts from the textbook like a really ugly fountain. I hate her… Damn the portrait is shrieking again. Mrs Black is hilarious she hates everyone in this god forsaken place but me and Snape. Me because I'm a Slytherin and apparently she has portrait in Draco's French chateau where he talked about me (I preened for a whole foot on his letter) and also because she noticed my heir ring. Snape is just one of kind. I mean he may be an evil git but well you have to respect him. He is so smart and his elegance in a potions room has no comparison. He is very good at what he does. I get on really well with him. After first year, I went to him for guidance and we have chats ever now and then. We talk a lot about arithmancy and potions because Severus Snape loves both. Behind his gruff exterior he really is a softie. I think he has a crush on Emmeline Vance though. She is one of Dora's auror friends.
I don't actually know why I'm writing this but I feel like this is a good way to control my temper by passing on my troubles to this. It's like Tom but without being evil or talking or well I suppose it's not. Sometimes I miss Tom so what if he was the most evil wizard ever he was still my first friend. People don't get over things like that in a day especially me. Stubborn to the end as Tom used to say.
Well I am going down. Mother is screeching for me. Is it just me or does she sound exactly like Mrs Black? With that thought I'm off to hell. They say the path to hell is paved with good intentions. I wonder if Mother knows. I will tell her that.
Write to you soon. You really are more helpful than you look!
I'm really sorry it took me this long to upload but hopefully I will be uploading more now. I just wanted to put a disclaimer that says Harry Potter world belongs to J.K Rowling and I take no credit for it.
Also thank you for reviewing Spiked Dragon. I thought no one would read my fanfic and its so nice to have proof that someone liked it enough to review. I too really enjoy Ginny stories where she has an attitude. Thank you for reviewing!
