5th July 1995
Well I'm actually enjoying myself. I feel like I'm floating on air because the Black library is huge, so huge that it will take at least a few years before I go through them all. I read very quickly so that is a big thing for me. Sirius even said he would give me this house because he hates it so much and I could put it to use. I strangled him with a Weasley hug that I only occasionally indulge in. Needless to say we got a lot of odd looks but Siri laughed- not one of slightly fake tired ones bit a proper one with his eyes twinkling. He is so sweet. He promised I could have this house and all it entails as he is from one of the wealthiest branches of the Black family tree. One house is apparently hardly anything. Draco boasts that no matter how rich Siri is he will always be richer because not only does he have the Malfoy money but Cissa was the only plausible heir for the richest Black branch. Yay for him - that was sarcasm by the way. It isn't so bad here. I mainly get left alone.
Mother just told me to clean my floor and don't come out unless for food. How thoughtful of her. Kreacher cleaned for me under the orders of Mrs Black. He is very clever as he actually works for Sirius but pretends to be mad so he can spy on Dumbledore.
Dumbledore is a manipulative bastard. Really think about it. He says he does it all for the greater good( which just happened to be how Grindelwald justified his campaign to rid the world of muggles). I mean really who the hell put him in charge of a bloody school? All he does is make the minister mad hence him further making up random and weird rules to get more control than Dumbledore. It just isn't fair. Ok so he is quite clever but that's all he's got going for him. It's really quite obvious he doesn't do any of the work he needs to. McGonagall does it all with his excuse of I need to look after the world. No he doesn't. I mean really what the fuck? He is so incompetent. In his years of being headmaster Hogwarts has lost its title of best magical education in Europe. Just because he doesn't agree with some of the courses he has slowly done away with them. I would have loved to take wand making or Abraxan riding or wandless magic or dual animagus. Those are some of the courses they offered before the idiot took charge. To be fair Fudge and Bagnold made it way too easy to change them. Almost all ministers are idiots. Sirius or Kingsley or Remus would make amazing ministers. They are kind yet cunning and also smart and understanding. They are also no pawns in a chess game.
You know I can't really get over how useful this di…journal is. It's the perfect place to drop all my rants. Anyway gotta go. I have to make a practice cake for Dora's birthday next week.
I love baking; well actually cooking on the whole but anyone who sees me do it makes an immediate connection to my blasted mother. It's horrid. She just uses her wand to make food. I do it with my hands because cooking is an art. Before I get into this rant I had better go. Duty call and I am its ever obedient slave!
See you soon
I know my chapters are short but I kinda prefer them that way.
Any way another disclaimer- J.K Rowling is brilliant and her Harry Potter series is just that , hers. I take no credit!
I am really sorry if my grammar is bad in some places. I try to go back every so often to improve. Thank you for pointing it out hafizatul sufiah yaacob. Hopefully I did better this time.