F…
F…
More Fs!...
It's been a month since my world suddenly changed and well… I feel like I'm being desensitized to what has happened to me. I've lost the resolve to go back to my previous world. In a month I feel like I've already grown accustomed to this world.
I've died forty-three times and every time I prior to the other it just felt more and more like the usual thing. Its honestly become a routine by now. I take classes and get Fs for my lack of knowledge and I always lose battles due to my lack of experience.
What's more is that I've grown depressed. The fact that I'm going to a school for a game! And much more a game I don't even know about! I will admit that I'm still a bit frustrated over the whole thing, but when it came to fear and the want to get home it just slowly drained from me. I was started to want to get batter at the game. When I watch videos of games and they looked fun.
Problem was that I couldn't materialize the cards. I just couldn't do it. I tried shouting out the goofy names and posing. Even putting emotion into it didn't get them to appear
WHAM
A hand hit my desk snapping me out of my daze. I looked up to see Mr. Bern with a book in his hand mad
"I don't want to repeat myself Zen!" he closed his book and then sets it on my desk
"Sorry Bern" I apologized for dozing off. Well I couldn't help dozing off because I didn't understand anything he was saying.
"It's Mr. Jonson to you" Bern corrected me and the continued his lecture. Needless to say, I dozed off again.
After school was over I had nothing to do besides going to the computer lounge which was now the battle lounge, but luckily still had computers to watch anime. I finally got to my computer and got to watch some episodes on my comfy chair
I was actually having a good time. The episodes of the anime were catching my eye, but then Tamaki shows up...
Tamaki has been bothering me ever since I met him. He is trying to help, but he never actually does help me.
"Hellooooo my little protégé!" Tamaki came in dramatic.
Tamaki was ok. He just wanted to help me I get it. He wants to help with my ancard problem and the "amnesia" that I really didn't have, but did he have to be so dramatic?
"Any luck" he said doing his usual daily check up. Without asking permission he grabbed the mouse of the computer and checked my anime watch list.
"No go away" I fought for my mouse, but Tamaki wouldn't go down without a fight
"Zen you watch that!" He yelped in surprise and he found some sketchy anime.
"Don't you have a host club to attend to!" I yelled in desperation. As I tried to fight the mouse out of his hand.
"Go see that girl!" I said remembering the brown short haired girl in the host club.
Tamaki stopped in surprise and was in shock
"How do you know Haurhi's secret!" He yelled in surprise and stepped back a few steps.
I tried to rummage through my mind to remember how I knew
"I think you told me before" I couldn't put my finger on it.
"I-I told you?" Tamaki looked defeated. He froze in place pale and then he booked it for the exit of the room "Daddy's failed you!" He screamed as he slammed the door behind him.
I don't think that is how I actually found out, but at least it got Tamaki off my computer.
He kinda ruined my anime mood so I shut down the computer and left the lounge, but as soon as I left the lounge I was met with a new face. It was a guy as tall as me with short black hair styled in a messy manner. He wore a black jacket the had the words "My world" written on it in white letters. He wore really casual shorts. He stood in front of my in a casual manner. He had his hands in his jacket pockets and looked like he just woke up.
"Yo…" he managed to say while yawning. There was a little silence before I answered
"H-Hi?" I answered awkwardly. I learned from Tamaki that I don't usually like it when people that I didn't know from the previous world talk to me.
He looked at me confused "You're Person right?" he began poking at my arm "When Tamaki told me about you I kind of thought you'd be in rags" Zen laughed
"heh" I laughed awkwardly
"Man he is dramatic sometimes!" Zen said looking up and scratching the back of his head "Well Tamaki said that you wanted to be better at battles and I thought 'hay you can learn from battling a sophomore'" Zen invited me to battle as he took a deck box from off his belt and pointed it towards me. I didn't want to play so before he activated it I quickly yelled
"Stop!" I made sure to say it quick. "I don't want to play…" I murmured and when I did the hand the held the deck box fell limp.
"What?" he questioned confused "what kinda ancard fighter are you? Don't you want to be pro" Zen looked at me with a frustrated look on his face
We were both silent and after a while Zen turned around and left
"Whatever… can't believe I woke up for this…" once Zen was out of sight I left the lounge.
On my way back I noticed a new room that I hadn't before. It was the game center. The room was filled with monitors hooked up to various consoles. I passed by it and gave it little attention.
Once I got to my room I went to bed
I needed to get some rest so I could waste another day in this world…
"What are we going to do with this boy"
"Expel him of course. If he loses one more time he will be underqualified to be at this school."
"…"
"I feel sorry for the boy. In high school he was one of the top Ancard fighters, but as soon as he came to this college his grades plummeted."
"Do you think he is feeling the pressure of college"
"Think? I know he is feeling the pressure. If the dive doesn't snap him out then his time here will be over."