This is my corrupted memory

My corrupted life

Mixed emotions tossed in a blender

Ripped to shreds

Played with and lied too

What u once loved

Is just a lie

Your happiness pulled from you

You watch it from a hundred miles away

Never able to reach it

To reach your happiness

Day after day your life is pulled from you

Joy is just a word that you will never find

It never existed

The dark memories telling you the truth

Voices of hate telling u to forget your happiness

You walk miles hoping to find yourself

Run from these evil thoughts

watch the life you once known pass 0

The love you felt tearing you apart

The one who once lifted you up

now kill you from inside