It only took me a few seconds to get back to my apartment, I opened the door and saw Lexa in the kitchen. She was wearing next to nothing, and from the look on her face, she didn't care. I dropped my phone and keys in the pot next to the door and started making my way over to my room when Lexa's voice stopped me.

"Was she worth it?"

I could hear pain in her voice, it struck me, I couldn't understand what was going on.

"Please don't ask me that right now." I continue my path and walk to my room, ignoring my name being called out by my best friend. I reached my room, pulling off all my clothes. Feeling dirty, I ran to the shower and scrubbed myself clean. What was going on? Sure we had one amazing night, but that was it, yeh sure we both like girls, but we've never been into each other that way, had we? She's my Lexa, and I'm her Clarke. Whatever is going on in my head needs to stop, I've only just got her back, I'm not losing her to a stupid school girl crush.

Fuck. I stopped washing my hair as realisation overwhelmed me, I had a crush on her. I had a crush on Lexa. I dropped my head into my hands. This couldn't be happening, I must be wrong. I'm not going to accept this. I continued showering until I was ready to face the world again, which took roughly 10 minutes.

Stepping out of the shower, I wrapped a towel around myself and opened the door only to jump back when I notice Lexa waiting for me, "come with me, we need to talk." With that, she turned away and walked to the living room.

(FLASHBACK)

Swirling my tongue through her folds, I gathered her juices as it moved higher up, preparing both of us for the attack on her clit. This was a skill I knew I possessed, smirking to myself, I reached up and with my left hand, I grabbed a hold on her right hand, my own right hand reached higher and moulded my hand around her breast. The feel of her nipple pebbled in my hand spurred me on. Lexa moaned my name, an invitation to continue my actions. Not one to disappoint, I continued my onslaught. She let go of my hand and let it join the other in grabbing my hair, pushing my head further into her. I knew I had done too much teasing, she needed me, and hell if I was going to let that go to waste.

I could hear her moaning above me which only turned me on. Sucking her clit in my mouth I concentrated on bringing the pleasure. The tip of my tongue swirled around her, finding the spot which drove her wild.

"Clarke!" Found it. I flicked the tip of my tongue over it, watching her reaction every time my tongue took on a different direction and from the noises emitting from her, I knew she wasn't going to hold on for much longer. I moved both hands to her nipples and pinched, her reaction was instantaneous. Arching her back, Lexa realised such a primal scream it sent shivers down my spine. Resting on her shoulder blades, she pushed herself against my face, prolonging her pleasure. Taking a chance, I pinched her nipples again, rolling them between my thumb and forefinger, the chance paid off. With the extra stimulation, Lexa seemed to come again, grabbing my hands and pushing herself into them further. I continued with the rolling whilst she continued coming. Eventually she pulled my hands away from her breasts, signalling she was done, so I pulled my face away from inbetween her legs.

Glancing up at her and laughed at her dishevelled appearance. "Woah" she breathes out. I leant my face on her thigh, appreciating the moment. Dragging her fingers through her hair, she glanced down at me. It was an odd moment, one we had never found ourselves in before. I had no idea what was running through her head. Why did this happen? What does it mean for us now?