So, I haven't been here in a while. Not very surprising considering I was never a consistent writer to begin with. But I do owe you all an explanation for my "sudden" disappearance and random showings throughout the year. I'll try to make this brief.
I haven't been officially diagnosed by psychiatrist nor do I know the severity of my illness because I haven't bothered to see one, but going to see one would only be a formality and confirm what my family, friends, and doctors already knew. I have and am struggling with depression, and after nine months of therapy I have concluded that I have been struggling with this for quite some time.
For the sake of brevity, personal reasons, and because I am breaking rules, I won't dive into specifics. The point is my mental illness have prevented me from doing a lot of things, finding enjoyment in activities I once enjoyed, and taking care of myself. If you read the last two pieces of writing I published since this story has been updated you can may be able to see by the tone of pieces.
I am happy (well I don't know if happy would be the word), to say that I am slowly getting better, and with that my creativity is returning, and thus my desire to write. But I can't promise that I'll return, tell you when I'll return or even how. But I have ideas, a desire to write them down, and maybe a bit of excitement because I want to share them.
Anyway, to everyone who has commented and made suggestions, and corrected every piece of Google Translate trash, thank you. I wanted to get this out quick so I can't go back and search by name but I when I do, I will give you each a personal thanks.
Take care of yourself and don't do anything I wouldn't do.
Polarbearblue
P.S. Tunnel Snakes Rule!