Katniss stared out the window of the moving train as it rode away from the Capitol. Her sad reflection looked right back at her. A tear fell down her cheek. Although the sun shone down from a blue filled sky, the weather didn't quite agree with her mood.
She felt totally disappointed about the previous night. She had confessed her love to Effie who had kindly turned her down. She told her that their relationship wouldn't work out because of society's biased views on dating non-capitolians as well as her relationship with Haymitch.
This had hurt her the most. She hated to think of Haymitch having her all to himself. Picturing his hands running down her body, only made it worse. She felt like a complete fool. She was in love with Effie, but the rejection had broken her heart.
She stared out the window remembering the look in those beautiful blue eyes. They were absolutely charming, but sympathetic at the same time. Then she remembered. As the woman said the words to her, there was a slight sign of hesitancy in her voice. Katniss immediately shook the thought, assuming that she was just imagining things.
Time Skip….
Katniss and Peeta sat at the table in Katniss's "So wait, you mean to tell me that she said that you guys couldn't be together because she's a Capitol woman?" Peeta asked. Katniss nodded. "And don't forget she's with Haymitch" she mumbled sadly. She let out a groan, laying her head down on the table.
"I'm sorry Katniss. When the one we love doesn't love us back, it can either destroy us or make us stronger in the long run." He said, placing a comforting hand on her arm. "I want to die." She mumbled.
"I have something better in mind. How about we go out tonight? Get totally wasted and forget this whole Effie thing even happened?" He suggested enthusiastically. Katniss raised her head looking over at him. "I can't drink my troubles away." Katniss replied not exactly liking this alternative.
"Maybe the booze won't work. But the best way to get over someone is to get under someone." He said, getting a chuckle from Katniss. Katniss loved being around Peeta. He was always there to cheer her up. At that moment, she wished that she weren't gay so they could have a real relationship.
Time Skip…
They ended up going to a club called "The Sparrow". The energy was lively. Neon lit up the floors and walls. Strobe lights flashed from different directions. Electronica blasted through the speakers as everyone danced as though it were their last day on earth. Katniss had mostly danced with Peeta along with a few other guys and girls. "You having fun yet?" Peeta yelled to her over the loud music fist pumping. "Yeah!" Katniss yelled back moving her body to the music. "Good!" Peeta laughed as they took each other's hands and began jumping around in circles. She laughed along with him as they lost themselves within the music.
They danced for what seemed like hours when he finally spoke again. "You need to get laid!" He yelled over the music. Katniss suddenly stopped dancing as her face began to turn a bright red. "And you need to—" "I think I can help with that." A female voice yelled over her shoulder, interrupting her.
Confused, Katniss turned around to see Johanna Mason from District 7 giving her a lascivious look. Katniss couldn't believe who she was seeing. She wondered what she was doing here. "Johanna? What are you doing here?" Katniss asked in a puzzled manner.
"Well, rumor has it that the girl on fire is into girls now. So I thought that that was an opportunity that I shouldn't…miss." Johanna said stepping closer to her. Katniss felt a throbbing sensation in her core, but tried to fight it.
It bothered her that the rumor had spread to more districts even though it was true. "Fuck you Haymitch." She thought to herself. It could have only been him that told because he was pissed at her about what happened at Effie's. What had shocked her was how fast it had spread.
Katniss realized that it was probably because she was the girl on fire. "So what do you say?" Johanna asked snapping her out of her thoughts. Katniss hadn't noticed that why she was thinking Johanna had gotten even closer. Her face turned a deep red.
She turned around to look at Peeta who gave her a look of approval followed by a thumbs up. "I think your boyfriend here might let me steal you for a while." Johanna said teasingly. "Oh, he's not my—" "Go get laid Katniss!" Peeta cried causing her face to redden in embarrassment.
Johanna looked as though she wanted to laugh, but held it in. "Come on." She whispered seductively before pulling her away from the dance floor. A million thoughts raced at once. She had always found Johanna attractive, but never thought that she'd end up fucking her.
They walked out of the club into the cold night air. Johanna giggled mischievously softly pushing Katniss against a red sports car Katniss only hoped was hers. Before Katniss could react, Johanna's lips had been pressed against her own. Kissing Johanna felt totally different than kissing Effie. She wasn't quite sure what it was.
"Open your mouth brainless." She mumbled on her lips lightly running her tongue along Katniss's lower lip. Katniss quickly obliged allowing Johanna's her access. They began massaging each other's tongues. Katniss boldly pulled Johanna in deepening the kiss. She wanted to feel more. She didn't want to think about what happened the night before.
"Oooo well aren't you really on fire?" Johanna said in a teasing voice breaking the kiss. Katniss looked down nervously trying to hide her face. "Let's go to your place." Johanna whispered against her ear, sending chills down Katniss's spine.
Time Skip….
The two girls burst into the door both unable to take their lips off of the other. Katniss ran her fingers through Johanna's hair as they moved toward the bedroom. By this point her head was spinning. She felt a rush of different emotions.
She raised her hands letting Johanna take off her shirt revealing a black sports bra underneath. Katniss quickly zipped Johanna out of her dress watching it slide down her slender body. Katniss could feel herself growing wet.
She hungrily pushed Johanna against the mattress straddling her. "Fuck! Aren't we anxious?" Johanna laughed as Katniss lightly bit her neck. "Shut up." Katniss said roughly grinding their hips together causing Johanna to elicit a moan of pleasure. After a few more moments she had begun moving lower.
"Oh fuck me!" Johanna cries as Katniss begins to massage her clit with her tongue. Johanna begins panting as though she were gasping for air. She shoves Katniss face towards her clit encouraging her to go deeper.
Her tongue danced along the other girl's inner lips. After a few minutes of pleasure the girl finally came. Johanna returned the favor by eating her out as well. Katniss felt completely embarrassed about how loud she was.
Peeta lived with her too. And he could be returning home at any moment. She also noticed that the window was slightly open which meant that her neighbors probably heard. After a night of hair pulling and more intense moments of pleasure, Johanna finally rolled off of her. They both looked up at the ceiling.
Their bodies were covered in sweat as both girls were breathing heavily. Katniss hadn't expected this to go so well. She internally congratulated herself for not thinking of Effie while she was having sex with Johanna.
"Can I sleep here?" Johanna asked suddenly breaking Katniss out of her thoughts. "Yeah." Katniss answered after about ten seconds. "Thanks brainless." Johnna said rolling over with a small chuckle.
"We just fucked and you're still calling me that stupid nickname?" Katniss asked slightly annoyed. Johanna didn't answer which told Katniss that she had already fallen fast asleep. "Wow." Katniss thought gazing up at the moon through the window. Half of her was happy to have had such a night like this, but the other half of her was still hurting. Katniss closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep.
She woke up to see that the moon was still out. Her clock only read 5:30am.
Katniss grabbed her cell phone off of the night stand beside her bed to find a few text messages from Effie. This caused her to open her eyes even wider. The first one read "Katniss, I can't apologize enough for how I reacted. I shouldn't have let you leave." Katniss's heart did light back flips.
She opened the next one which read "Would you like to come over?" A rush of excitement shot through her as she opened the last text. She couldn't believe that after what had happened Effie wanted her to come over. She smiled to herself thinking of the woman's scent of sweet vanilla.
How she missed it. She wanted to inhale it once more. When she opened the next one her jaw had dropped. "That's quite alright dear. After what happened, it might be best for me to come over to your District." "Shit!" Katniss cried. She quickly hoped out of bed rushing over to her dresser to find some fresh clothes.
She felt kind of guilty for having just had sex with Johanna a few hours ago and was now getting ready to see Effie. Her eyes widened at the thought of Johanna. She looked over to see the naked girl sleeping in her bed. "Fuck!" Katniss cried.
Before she could do anything else, she heard the sound of her doorbell. She silently cursed to herself, knowing that it wasn't Peeta because he had a key.