"Like I am Going to Lose You" by Meghan Trainor & John Legend. Please refrain from sending me any more song requests; I have enough of them on my plate right now. I will let you guys know when I am ready for more. Thanks. Warning: my stories will be gushy, sweet and romantic so if that isn't your thing then sorry but those are the type of stories I enjoy writing. Please review. Don't own anybody but the plot.

Austin, straggled into his room, looking like a man with the weight of the world on his shoulders. He had this worried look on his face while gnawing on his lips and running his hands through his hair, making it stand up on end like he was electrocuted as his mind whirled around all the recent events and all of what could happen if it continued on course, both the positives\negatives. He collapsed onto his bed, gathering Dougie into his arms for a tight hug and struggled to keep the tears threatening to overflow at bay.

"Austin, sweetie? What is the matter? Come on talk to Mom, it will help you immensely to talk about what is troubling Mommy's Little Baby Boy. I want to help so please talk to me" Mimi had come into her son's room to welcome him home from school and to see if he wanted to help her with dinner preparations. One look at her beloved son caused her to become worried about why he looked so down trodden and tired.

If there was something that she could do to help her son then she would do it, even if Austin didn't approve or fought against his mother fussing, fretting and meddling in his life once again. It was her job as a mother to help her child with his problems the best way she could; advice,meddling and fussing over him even to the point of totally annoying him; all done in the name of motherly love.

"MOM! For the last time, I am no longer your little baby boy, I am 19, I am practically a man. And this man needs some advice; mother to her almost grown, big boy son advice. Today Ally got a letter saying that she has been accepted to Harvard, which is her dream school that she has wanted to go to since she was small cause that is where her mom went. On one hand I am really am happy for her, she has helped me fulfil every one of my dreams over the past years which I could never truly repay her for so she deserves to have her dreams come true.

But there's this little voice in my head nitpicking me at every turn. I have tried to get rid of it anyway I could think of from trying to ignore it to telling it off but it just won't go away. Mr Annoying Little Voice has been taunting me that once Ally leaves for college that will be the end of our relationship\partnership\friendship forever, I don't want to that happen; all three relationships are equally important to me and would never want to lose. I will and would fight tooth and nail to keep Ally in my life even if it means giving up my own dreams and wishes.

I have been working my cute butt off, with extra help from Ally, tutors and my teachers to raise my grades to ones that Universities/Colleges will look at as good enough to be accepted into their schools with. Who am I kidding? With my luck I will get into local college while Ally, Trish and Dez leave Miami to continue on with their lives and dreams while I am stuck in Miami with complete strangers never reaching my potential because my heart and mind will be in Massachusetts with Ally cause I am missing her like crazy and counting down the days until I can see, touch, or talk to her again.

I am terrfied that if Ally and I go to different college; that eventually she will forget all about me; I can't believe that I am the only guy who sees her inner and outer beauty so he falls head over heels in love with her at first sight. There might actually be a guy out there who is even more perfect for Ally then me, someone who is just as smart, sweet, romantic, down to earth , musical and level headed as my Ally and who will sweep her off her feet.

If that happens my poor fragile heart will break into little peices and shatter so I become a hermit who will never fall in love again cause I will stay in my room for the rest of my life crying over the lose of the woman of my dreams." Austin knew he might be a little too dramatic right now about something that his mom will probably say would never happen but hey he was letting his mom know one of his deepest worries (she was always saying Austin should open up more to her, she was interested in what was happening in his life and she gushed, cooed and gave awesome advice on how to win Ally's heart in the first place) so that had to count for something.

"Oh sweetheart; you have nothing to worry about. I know in my heart of hearts that what Ally and you have is once in a lifetime, can never be replaced or duplicated or lost no mattter what life throws at you two. It is the kind of love that every mother dreams her little ones finds in their lives; the true love kind, the kind that lasts forever and only grows stronger and richer through time's trials and errors.

So the thought of Ally ever leaving you for her "perfect" match is kind of laughable, not that I would ever laugh at my Austy, cause there is no one better matched for her then you. I am just stating the fact that you have nothing to worry about; now you can use all your time, attention and energy to be the head over heels in love boyfriend that Ally and I know and love." Mimi was trying not to laugh at the silly thing her son was worried about but it sneaked out as she spoke her peace behind her hand.

Unfortunately Mimi's words did nothing to soothe Austin's worries or concerns though it did help soothe his soul that his mom, who had listenned to his daily gushings about Ally about how she makes him feel and who only saw Austin and Ally when she came over for Sunday family dinner or stopped into Sonic Boom to see her son, could see the love between the young sweethearts. It proved he wasn't just looking at Ally through love googles which might have distorted his vision but nope he could see it clearly; he was in love with Ally and she was in love with him.

For the next week or so Ally noticed that Austin had definitely upped his romance and sweetness factor, not that he wasn't incredibly sweet and romantic through his words and actions before or she was complaining about being wooed by her boyfriend. Any and all words, she would swear hand to bible would send her heart slamming against her ribs like a sludgehammer or would do a stop-start rthym or make her melt like ice cream on a summer's day.

"Ok Austin, now don't get mad. I am saying this because I love you and we promised we would always be truthful to each other, no matter what. Though I love spending time with you, whether songwriting or just having some "lovey dovey couple" time, no matter what we do they are some of the best times I will ever spend. I love to spend as much time as i can with my favorite guy and yes I have noticed that your sweetness and romantic side has risen to a new level which I am definitely throughly enjoying.

I didn't think you could get any sweeter or more romantic but you really stepped up your game; a girl could get used to being this spoiled. But sweetie a girl does need her space to do her own thing or hang with her other friends or family so while you are still my complete sweetheart, I know Dez misses guy time with you. He has been moping around the Music Factory for days and has actually started to hang out with Trish, that is how much he misses you.

Aww don't give me that adorable "sad, I was just trying to show you how much I love\care and appreciate you, I didn't mean to make you mad at me" puppy dog look. You know that works on melting my resolve and heart in an instant it is a lethal weapon. Once you are accepted to Berklee College of Music, we will have 3 years of school and living in the dorms, we will have all the time in the world to be together in between the time spent in class, doing projects, homework studying together and of course the social events that make up college life.

Like a wise but lovable goofball once said: "Now that we've met, I am stuck like glue to you for life." So if you haven't figured it out by now, 4 years later, I will always be in your life as your girlfriend, best friend, songwriter and hopefully much more in the future. You will or could ever lose me, no matter what life has in store for us. So go on and spend some time with Dez and don't worry about me.

I have plenty to keep myself occupied though I will be calling you for our nightly talks so don't stay out too long. And please try to stay out of michief, I know it is hard for Dez and you to do that, but I don't feel like getting you two out of trouble for the hundredth time." Ally didn't want to hurt Austin's feelings and she wasn't feeling like she was being smothered. If anything she was feeling more loved but she had a feeling that Austin was feeling a little sad about the changes that were going to happen soon; aka the four of them graduating from high school and then continuing their education and lives so he was trying to make sure Ally wouldn't leave him. Her words had the dire effect as with a smile, Austin leaned over to kiss her until they were both breathless Ready or not future here comes Austin Monica Moon. With Ally by my side, nothing is too scary to handle.