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Flashback Continued

Standing under the Goshinboku looking at the back of the man I thought would love me walking away I ran back to my room pushing past Souta to get to my room. I hurried and slammed the door before Souta could reach me.

"Kagome? Hey what's wrong!"

Locking the door to make sure Souta couldn't come in I slowly backed away from the door and finally broke down crying on the floor.

It hurts too much to think about what just happen. I couldn't possibly tell anyone that he…I just can't think about that right now.

"Kagome open this door!"

"Souta just leave me alone! I don't want to talk. I'm fine."

"You're not fine I could see that you were crying when you came back in. Did Inuyasha do something to you?!"

"JUST GO AWAY AND LEVAE ME ALONE SOUTA!"

"Fine, but when mom gets home I'm telling."

Hearing Souta walk back downstairs I got up and unlocked the door. If anyone can make me feel better it would be mom and I needed her right now. Grabbing my iPod off the desk I shuffled through songs that could take my mind off of Inuyasha only to find the very song that brought it all back.

You never know how things
Gon turn out huh?

If I did I wouldn't be feeling like this. Turning up the song I crawled on top of the bed listening to the lyrics as I started to cry while fighting sleep to listen to the words

I know you got the best love
That I ever had
I swear that when I look at you,
The time don't pass
Intoxicated without
a sip from a glass
Infatuation was real
Thought we would last
But you're gone away
thought you were gonna stay
I got deceived again
I can't believe….

And finally giving up fighting the sweet escape from reality I fell asleep.

"Kagome."

I was being softly shaken by someone to wake up.

"Kagome sweetheart wake up."

"Wha?" Moving away from the noise I turned over on the other side of the bed. "Not now to tired wake me up later."

Shaking her head at her daughter, Kaiyo started to shake her more roughly. "Get up Kagome we need to talk about what happen earlier today with a young man who came by here?"

Groaning loudly I finally turned over to face my mother fully awake at this point.

"Now Kagome I want you to tell me what happen to you today that would have Souta so upset."

Remembering what had happen early today with Inuyasha I started to cry all over again.

"O mom it was awful. Remember that party I went to a few nights ago with Sango and Ayumi?"

I started off from the beginning so she could fully understand everything I was about to spill.

Thinking back a few nights ago Kaiyo remember Kagome leaving with her friends saying something about a party. "Yes, I believe I do."

"Well I met and I hung out with this guy named Inuyasha. We started talking and dancing and just having a good time. We were dancing to this song and he started kissing me and one thing led to another and we had sex!" At this point I started crying even harder I could barely talk.

"Mom I thought we would get together after that or start talking or something would happen between us. But he came over saying he got back with his ex and we should pretend nothing happen and…and…"

I couldn't even finish talking.

Kaiyo just held her close and rubbed her back until she calmed down. She couldn't believe kagome would do such a thing with a guy she just met at a party. It just doesn't sound like her little girl, but then again she isn't a little girl anymore. It's got to be more to this story than this I hope.

Finally after I calmed down I pulled away from the embracement to see if I had ruined the platform of the perfect daughter I knew my mother held to me.

"I'm so sorry mom I know how you must hate me now."

"Kagome I could never hate you sweetie I love you." Wiping the tears that were running down her daughter's face she realized how much pressure she may have put on Kagome to be the perfect daughter. "I know you're not the little girl who used to beg me to do my hair or check under your bed for monsters. I also know that you're a teenager in high school, but if I ever put too much pressure on you to perfect I am truly the sorry one. No one is perfect my dear."

Smiling for the first time today since he left my heart in pieces I leaned on my mother and relaxed knowing that she still loved me.

Stroking the hair back out of Kagome face since it's all over her head, Kaiyo couldn't help but feel there was more to the story than what she was being told.

"Kagome I know your hurting right now and I hate to see you this way. I can understand how you may not want to talk about this right now but I need to know everything that happened."

Inwardly groaning I took off my headphones to my iPod and started from the beginning.

"Well Inuyasha and I go to the same school. He's a junior like me but he's a demon. Well actually a half demon plus he is the most popular guy in school, and he is one of the best fighter's in the school. Which is actually a major accomplishment. We have training class together and that's how I met him. We got paired together to fight alongside one another with two other classmates as a group for two months. At first it was a little hard to work with him. He can be arrogant, hot-headed, and irrational. Then after two weeks of fighting together we started to get along better. We even started to talk and hangout during school. We connected or so I thought we did."

Starting to understand how her daughter may have fallen for the boy became clear but reasoning for what had transpired was still vague to her. "Okay so that's how you meet him, but that doesn't explain why you would-"

"I'm getting to that part. So one day after class Miroku invited me and Sango to a party he was throwing after finals to kick start the summer. That's the day I came home asking if I could borrow some money to buy a new outfit for the party and a gift remember."

"Yes I think I remember you coming home saying you and Sango got invited to a party and you needed money."

Moving away from mother I turned to face her getting into the next part of the story.

"Well yea so the next day; no scratch that; two days before the party Inuyasha and his girlfriend Kikyo who he's been dating for three years broke up. Turns out there is this guy at school who is trying to get with Kikyo called Onigumo. She was supposed to be helping him with his wounds he suffered in a battle in the healing room, but Inuyasha walked in on them making out instead and he broke up with her.

"Do you know this for sure Kagome? I know for a fact you and Kikyo do not get along. Someone could have been spreading around a nasty rumor as to why Inuyasha and Kikyo broke up."

"Mom I know it's not a rumor because Inuyasha is the one who told me."

"Really? I bet he was heartbroken since he's the one that walked in on them."

"Actually yea he was. He skipped class one day and I went looking for him after I heard that they broke up. I found him sitting on the roof of the school and he looked so miserable mom."

Thinking back to that day almost made me want to forgive him but remembering those hateful words he said to me today I knew I never could.

Realizing her daughter was lost in thought she could understand why she got attached to Inuyasha. He was hurting and he opened up to her, which is why she assumed she was special to him and shared a connection. Sometimes she wished her daughter wouldn't be so naïve, especially with boys.

Snapping back to reality I finished telling my story.

"So when me and the girls arrived at the party I was a little surprised to see Inuyasha there. We ended up together at the party in a way. We danced and talked, overall had a great time. Then the next thing I knew we were kissing on the dance floor and well we-you can fill in the blanks yourself. After that happened he gave me his number and he said he was going to call me later so we could go out on a date. But something happened between then and now. When he came over he said I slept with him to become popular and I was using him and that he got back together with Kikyo. I just don't get it mom. How can he say something like that? I know better than to just hook up with a guy but I just felt like it was right with him." I stated as the tears started up again.

"O my poor Shōjo. I'm sorry you went through this. Maybe from what has happen you will be more careful about who to invest your feelings in right?"

Feeling like a little girl who got reprimanded all I could do was nod my head.

"Like you said, 'he is arrogant, popular and the best fighter in your school that is no small feat for a half-demon. Maybe after the party he got in touch with Kikyo and she told him some story about what happen between her and that boy to make him forgive her. I don't know and we may never know."

I just sat there in silence not believing what I just heard. It could've happen that way. Kikyo always did have that puppy wrapped around her finger. She may have heard about me and Inuyasha from someone at the party and told him those lies! Then that idiot believed her!

"Kagome I know this is hard for you right now and I know nothing I say will make it better only time will do that for you. Just know that I love you and Souta and your grandfather do as well. We are here for you whenever you need to talk."

Blinking back the tears that arose in my eyes I embraced her for talking to me and not judging me.


Thank you everyone for all the support! Trying to get back into this story since it's been awhile. But I am still continuing the story.