Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.

BPOV

"Do you love him or something?"

I roll my eyes at my dad, as he's fishing for information on Edward. We've always been really close, but mom always handled anything boy related. I know he means well, but he has no idea what to say.

"It's a little soon for that, don't you think?"

"Well jeez, I didn't know there was a timetable that you had to follow. When I was a teenager, I was falling in love with every little lady that looked in my direction."

"There's no 'timetable' dad," I'm starting to get irritated, and you can hear it in my voice. "When you know, you know and we're just not there yet."

He's smiling at me, borderline laughing, making me more agitated by the second.

"What?" I snap at him, crossing my arms and huffing, making him tip his head back in his chair as he laughs.

"Nothing Bells, I'm just teasing you, relax a bit why don't ya."

"Very funny, dad." I mumble, listening to his laugh as I retreat up the stairs.

For whatever reason, he thinks it's hilarious that me and Edward are dating. I guess maybe because I never told my dad about Jake when we dated since he was older than me, so he thinks this is my first boyfriend. He thinks everything I do is funny though, I guess that's one of the drawbacks of having a stoner parent. Well, half a stoner parent. He used to grow hella weed when I was younger, but my mom made him quit and get a real job. Strangely enough, he decided to be a cop. When I asked him about it, he said it was because they hardly drug tested, usually when you first start, and it's a reliable job.

When we moved up to Forks, after him and mom divorced, I was worried that he'd become depressed. I always thought they loved each other, at least, my dad loved my mom, but I think he was relieved to be away from her. Renee was always trying to change him when he didn't need changing. Clearly I'm a daddy's girl.

He has friends here, plus weed is legal in Washington, so he's even growing a couple plants down in our basement. He's also the newest police chief, something that he is very proud of. I'm proud of him too, and he's happy here, which means I get to live my life without worrying my dad's going to go into a deep dark depression.

I walk into my bedroom, and sit down at my desk wondering what I should do. I could just veg out all day, I could easily lay in bed and finish a whole season of Skins tonight. Or I could see what Alice was doing. We've hung out a few times, and I can easily seeing us being good friends. She's upbeat and friendly, and loves to smoke weed.

And of course, I could see what Edward is doing. Just thinking about him makes me smile, and also a little sexually frustrated. Ever since our date, I've wanted to have sex with him so bad. He's holding out on me though, I think he wants to kill me. We'll fool around all day, and I'll practically be begging for it, and he'll say 'not yet, it should be special'

Ugh.

Don't get me wrong, I'm all for romance, but come on. I'm literally begging him to fuck me, and he just thinks it's hilarious. Just thinking about that, makes me want to not hang out with him so I decide to text Alice.

Hey are you doing anything?

Her response comes moments later:

I told Jas I'd hang out with him :( tomorrow?

I frown down at my phone, but agree. I decide to text Edward, maybe he'll come to his senses and have his way with me.

Baby, I want you….

There, hopefully that will get him all worked up.

Ugh knock it off! You're gonna give me a hard on while I'm talking to my grandpa!

Damn. I forgot his family was visiting his grandparents all day. Looks like I'll just be hanging by myself all day.

I forgot :( I'm sorry baby

His response makes me smile, and a reminder of why I like him so much.

Oh you will be sorry baby. Just wait till I get my hands on you ;)

This boy.

I contemplate what to do, before deciding that now's as good a time as any to smoke. I open up my bottom drawer, and pull out my weed jar and papers. Edward gave me the number of his hook up, and he supposedly has the best weed in the area. I don't know if that was just a line, but it's pretty damn good.

I grab my grinder, putting a few sticky buds into it, and quickly grind it up. After rolling a J with ease, I grab a lighter and my jacket before heading down the stairs.

"Dad! I'm gonna go on a walk."

"Oh, a lovely stroll with your lovely boyfriend?" He asks, leaning up from his chair with a big ole smirk on his face, beer in hand while some baseball game is on tv. Typical Charlie.

"No, I'm going by myself."

"Okay, okay. Be safe, I'm gonna order pizza soon."

"Sounds good, Chief."

I walk out the door, putting my hood up to shield myself from the light drizzle. Walking down the street, I can't help but smile to myself. I'm actually really glad we decided to move to Forks. I wasn't that excited at first, but I really needed to get away. I miss my friends, but after everything that went down with Jake, it's definitely for the better.

Just thinking about Jake makes me agitated, so I bring the joint to my lips, shielding it from the rain while I light it. Ugh, Jake.

I was really nervous about being with Edward, but after our little talk about how we wanted to give this relationship a shot, I was pretty relieved. I know I shouldn't just trust him right away, but I honestly don't think he'll hurt me. At least, not how Jake hurt me. I feel like I should tell Edward about what happened with Jake, I want to tell him everything about me, but at the same time, I don't even want to think about it.

I shake away the thoughts, finishing the joint and meandering around town. I like how small Forks is, that everybody knows everybody.

By the time I get back to the house, dad's paying the pizza guy, and I've never been so grateful. The munchies are in full swing, and I'm ready to dive in.

Me and dad eat in a comfortable silence, he looks like he just blazed, so we destroy our food. Afterwords, I go up to my room, being lazy as shit while I watch tv for hours. I eventually decide to get ready for bed, and am just about to close my eyes when my phone lights up with an incoming call from Edward.

"Hi," I breathe into the phone.

I've missed him a lot today. I hate when we're not able to hang out.

"Hey baby, what are you up too?"

"Just laying in bed."

"Oh yeah?" I can hear the smirk in his voice. "What are you wearing naughty girl?"

"Wouldn't you like to know," I tease, smiling in my dark room.

"How about I come over and find out?"

I know he's serious, if Edward says something, he's going to do it. Dad sleeps like the dead, he most likely wouldn't hear us, and I really want to see him.

"Okay."

"Awesome, I'll be there in twenty."

We hang up, and I go to my closet, looking for something a little sexier to put on. Tonight I'm gonna make him beg for it.

So, what did we think? Did you like hearing from Bella? Should she tell Edward about what happened between her and Jake? I'd love to hear from you :) I know much hasn't happened, but I'm trying to build up the story line, and then unleash a teensy bit of drama, or maybe a lot of drama… Story lines always changing lol.