"What'd you and Sammy do last night while I was out?" Dean asks once he notices Sam's asleep in the backseat.

"Watched a movie, drank some beer, nothing special."

"I can tell you have feelings for him."

"Shut up. I don't. We had a thing years ago, I'm over it. Besides, his girlfriend just died. Even if I did like him, I wouldn't do anything about it."

"I'm just saying, I see the way you look at him."

"What'd you do last night?" I ask changing the subject.

"Hooked up with this girl Maggie. She was the most fun I've had in years."

"If I had a dollar for every time you've slept with some-"I'm interrupted by Sam letting out a gasp of air, jumping awake.

"You okay?" Dean asks.

"Yeah I'm fine."

"You wanna drive for a while?"

2002

I grip Sam's hand tighter as we approach the large house. We're only on the lawn, and I can already hear the music from inside.

"You don't need to be nervous, they're gonna love you," Sam assures, kissing my cheek. We walk through the front door, and are greeted by a guy in designer clothes.

"Hey Sam, who's this?"

"This is Sarah," Sam tells him.

"Hi, I'm Tyler, nice to meet you."

"It's nice to meet you too," I smile.

"Drinks are in the kitchen, and bedrooms are upstairs," Tyler tells us with a wink.

"Let's go get something to drink," Sam says, sounding uncomfortable.

"The doors lock, just so you know," Tyler says as we walk away.

"Sorry about him. He has no problem embarrassing me," Sam apologizes.

"It's fine," I say awkwardly. We walk into the kitchen, there's a large table covered with beer bottles and two liters of pop.

"What do you want to drink?" Sam asks.

"I'll have a beer," I reply. He gets two bottles from the table and opens them before handing me one.

"You friend seemed nice," I say taking a sip of my drink.

"You still need to meet the rest of them. I think they're out by the pool," he takes my hand and walks to the backyard. There's a group of people sitting with their feet dipping in the water.

"Hey guys," Sam says to them.

"Is this the girl you've been telling us about?" A girl with blonde hair asks. Sam nods.

"Hi, I'm Sarah."

"I'm Jessica."

"So how'd you two meet?"

"At the coffee shop down the street," Sam replies.

"I wish I could meet a hot girl in a coffee shop," a guy sitting by Jessica complains.

"You don't even drink coffee Brady," Sam laughs. I walk away from the crowd of people, feeling awkward. I notice a swing on the side of the house. I start to rock on it, looking up at the sky. I'm never gonna fit in here, with Sam's friends. They're all so normal. Sam deserves better than me. We haven't even kissed yet. It's better to end this now, before my feelings for him grow more. He should be with a regular person.

I'm so lost in my thoughts, I barely notice an arm wrap around me.

"Hey, why'd you leave the group?" Sam asks.

"Just wanting to look around."

"The stars are beautiful tonight," he sighs.

"The stars are beautiful every night," I reply.

"Touché." It's now or never, I have to do this. For Sam's sake.

"Sam," I start, but before I can continue, he starts to lean in closer to me.

This is wrong, I can never give him a normal relationship. I'm gonna have to go back to hunting eventually. I can't run away from the past, from the monsters I've killed.

But I still lean in until our lips connect.

A/N- Finally wrote a new chapter! I hope it's good. I'm going on Christmas break in a week so I'll be able to post more then. Please leave a review so I know how I'm doing. Thanks for reading!